Quietly, they all endured pain with each other and only waited for the arrival of Shangguan Yu.
Shangguanyu finally came. I seemed to smell him that day. I asked the old woman to comb my hair and wipe my face. Don't make him too sad.
The door slammed open, and then Shangguan Yu shouted, "the building breaks evil, where's the first snow?"
As soon as I heard this, I cried. Such a familiar voice is my Shangguan Yu.
The first sentence of Lou poxie was: "I'm sorry."
Shangguan Yu stumbled in and looked at me holding the wall. In tears, I saw his face of vicissitudes.
His eyes were as silent as death, but he came back to life slowly.
He squatted in front of the bed and looked at me and wanted to caress me. However, he didn't know how to start. In mid air, he trembled. His eyes were full of heartache and self blame. For a while, it was the look of joy.
I bit my lip. He stroked it gently and said in a low voice, "don't bite, it hurts."
I cried even more and bit his finger. The warm breath, Shangguan.
"I'm sorry," I cried, "son, I didn't save it."
"The first snow will come in the future, and we will have a lot of children. Don't cry, don't cry." he was at a loss.
I know that there is nothing in the mind of the senior official.
But I'm really guilty. He's even more apologetic: "I didn't protect you, chuxue. It's me."
His life is not good, not at all. His clothes stink so much that I can't breathe. His body stinks to death, his eyes sink, his hair looks like a madman, and his toes are exposed in a pair of shoes. This is my Shangguan Yu who loves to be clean and arrogant. His hands are still trembling, and he doesn't dare to touch his hair. I'm afraid it will hurt me.
But I like him so much. Everything will pass, and all the pain will pass.
Shangguanyu is the best doctor in the world. I'm not afraid of anything when he comes.
His medicine will not hurt at all. He will blow it gently. Be careful. I always fall asleep inadvertently.
But it's very difficult to break the evil of the building. Shangguan Yu said that it will take a long time to recover the evil foot of the building.
Shangguan Yu said that Lou's left foot was cut deep before breaking evil, and now it is broken, and his hamstring was almost picked at that time. Now he has no consciousness. He just tied it with a stick and carried me out.
"When did he pick his hamstring?" I don't know why.
"Shangguanyu, don't talk nonsense." Lou Po cried in an evil voice, "we agreed not to say anything."
"Shangguan, you have to tell me." I really want to know.
"Don't talk," he shouted.
Shangguan Yu also sighed: "chuxue, don't think about it again. I will try all means to cure him. As long as he has one breath, he won't die."
"Shangguanyu, I love you." I appreciate him so much.
He sighed gently: "chuxue, don't say you love me in front of Lou poxie. His heart will be very painful. You really don't know a lot of things."
I chose him. I don't want to swing left and right.
Will Shangguan push me to Lou poxie again? I looked at him.
He stroked me and sat down: "I think I still want to tell you. If Lou poxie hadn't been desperate, there would be no us."
"Shangguan Yu, what are you?" Lou Po evil roared.
Shangguan Yu was impatient: "what's your name? Call me poison mute again. I told Ni chuxue that she has the right to know why?"
I looked at Shangguan quietly. Why was Shangguan so afraid that I wouldn't come out when I had the last meal.
Is he afraid? I don't know how scarred it would be if I spread everything out.
Shangguan said softly, "Lou poxie, you can say it. You feel better when you say it. It's always like this. I'm annoyed when I see you. What's that? If you're dying, it's better to make it clear. Besides, I'll tell you that chuxue is my mother, and I won't give up anyway."
There was some warmth in his heart. He took me in his arms and caressed the knot on my back carefully, so that my back didn't itch so much.
He is always so careful. I think shangguanyu was the most hurt when I disappeared.
He must have been crazy looking around and shouting. At night, he called me there again? Looking for me?
Obviously, happiness is in the palm of my hand, but in that moment, I disappeared.
Tell him how to accept it. I'm afraid I can't bear it.
My eyes were a little hot. I buried my head and wiped my tears.
For more than ten days, Shangguan Yu has been taking care of and healing day and night, which is beyond the ability of ordinary doctors.
I didn't cry out. He rubbed the medicine gently. In the first few days, he would let us smell a fragrance, and then we wouldn't feel it. Then, it would be cool.
The premature death of the child did not cause pain as scheduled.
Shangguan Yu doesn't seem to care. In fact, I know that he really cares. The pain in his eyes is pity for me.
I heard Lou poxie talking intermittently. I could hardly listen. I held Shangguan Yu's hand tightly for fear of crying.
I don't know that Lou poxie loves me so much, but I won't hurt Shangguan again.
What can we say now?
I looked at Shangguan and looked into a pool of deep eyes.
Scenes, why didn't he tell me? I don't know what would have happened if I had known.
Shangguan Yu stroked my hair and said, "chuxue, don't worry. Well, as long as you know, you understand."
I bowed my head and didn't speak. My shoulders were itchy. He stained some medicine with his feathers and swept them gently.
"Chuxue, nothing is important. We are all reborn. In the future, there will be no Lou poxie and Ni chuxue. They have been looking for them. It is necessary to find them, and I am looking for them every day. Mi Ruyu is now a sinner in the world. All of the MI family are sealed, and Mi Ruyu is forbidden in the prison."
"The emperor wants all the rice family." I exclaimed.
He nodded and smiled softly, "yes. I don't care. I don't care about anything. I just want my Ni chuxue, my little girl, as long as you live."
I dare not tell him that I thought and refused to live. He'll be sad.
I don't have any serious fracture injury. Shangguanyu's medical skills are superb. I can get up and walk in less than a month.
And it's the first time I've seen Lou poxie's feet. The mottled wound is scary.
I was thinking, what will he do when he walks?
He buried his face with a pillow to prevent me from seeing the expression on his face.
"You have to stand up and walk by your own will."
"I'm almost better. You go first. You don't have to accompany me. The officers and soldiers come and ask them to take me away." he muffled a few times from his pillow.
I broke his fingers. He trembled slightly. Without much strength, I pulled out the pillow.
I looked at his beautiful eyes, still so brilliant, but who knows, there are countless scars all over him? Obviously, it can be incomparably honored and luxurious in life.
He chose to fight again, so he was destined to be excluded by the emperor.
"You can't go back." I heard my voice say, "when you die? Why do you want to be reborn? Have you thought about how much harm it would be to you if you appear again?"
"Chuxue, he's going to die. Don't stop him." Shangguan Yu Leng hummed.
"I," Lou Po Xie sighed heavily, "I won't go back to the palace again."
He bowed his head. I know, but he can't stay. Otherwise, he would be sad to see me and Shangguan Yu.
I don't know how to deal with these things. I'm so tired.
Shangguan Yu smiled: "chuxue, go to sleep. Be careful not to press the wound on your arm."
He was always able to see through me. Although I didn't say anything, he also knew that I was sad for Lou poxie and sighed for him. Moreover, I didn't dare to think much. I was afraid of my own heartache.
I am the empress of Shangguan. I am the empress of Shangguan all my life.
Why, he is not happy, he is such a good person.
Shangguan Yu carefully brought the fish soup, cooled it with small spoons, and let me drink: "drink more. I'll collect medicine in the morning. Cai Po and take care of you. I have to come back in the afternoon. I can't wander around here. I'll go to the street and buy you some sweet things to eat. It hurts me to be thin."
Knowing his concerns, others want to reconfirm whether he is really dead.
It doesn't matter what he means. In short, it is a relief. As everyone knows, the seven kings have died.
"Be careful." it's so careful. Even the fish bones are clean. Everything is done with one hand. I think he's thinner than me.
Some pain in my heart: "husband."
He smiled gently and kissed me on my lips: "I want to eat more at noon. I'll see what to bring back in the evening. Don't worry about mine. Chuxue, I'll never worry about you. I'll be careful what I do."
Maybe it is. I don't need any sweet words. Just a few words will warm my heart.
I can only walk in the yard and dare not go out. I'm afraid of being seen.
On the clothes rack, the clothes washed by Shangguan Yu were hung disorderly. I slowly went over and led the clothes neatly.
Lou poxie always doesn't speak. I know he tries to get better quickly. Then, let's leave.
I also tried not to say more words with Guan Yu, for fear of making him feel more sad.
I came in with the food and he was still asleep.
I opened his quilt and saw his closed eyes.
Reach out and try at the tip of his nose. His warm big hand catches my hand and opens his eyes. Even the sun will lose color.
"Mingming woke up and pretended to sleep." I turned and pulled his body away: "take medicine first and then eat."