She looked at me up and down and asked hesitantly, "who are you?"
"Ni chuxue."
"Never heard of it," she shook her head.
I smiled and felt that the soft voice was close to my heart.
"Is this Lord Yan's house?" I asked softly. My eyes had been greedily looking inside. What had not changed was the stone wall. I didn't know if it was still a beautiful flower bed.
"Lin Zi, who is it?" a familiar voice penetrated my mind, and I felt tears coming up.
I blinked and wanted to talk, but I couldn't say it.
The old body around the wall and the chrysanthemum like face are much thinner than in previous years.
The umbrella in her hand fell into the rain, and old tears came out: "chuxue, my little Xueer, is it you?"
I held back my tears and nodded hard.
She came up quickly: "my little Xueer is back, Lin Zi. It's a young lady. Go and tell the master that our young lady is back."
I covered my mouth and let my tears flow heartily. What a familiar voice has been wandering in my mind for many days.
I finally came back. It turned out that she had never forgotten me, just as I had never forgotten her.
Holding her already small shoulder, I softly called, "nanny."
"Oh, my little Xueer." she cried bitterly, "nanny looks forward to your return. It's so bitter."
The sound of hurried footsteps turned the stone wall, and dad's old face appeared in front of me.
I looked at him and wanted to cry, but I felt sorry for my father.
Facing dad, I knelt down. Will he recognize me? I'm not Dad's daughter, but he will always be my dad.
No matter how it changes, no matter what it is, it will always be.
"Xueer." his eyes were wet, and he sighed softly, "how can you kneel and come back?"
"Daddy." I cried softly, a little afraid and a little guilty.
He shook his head and smiled, "Cher."
For a moment, tears flowed more fiercely: "Dad, I'm back."
He helped me up himself: "just come back."
Not a lot of words, but when his palm picked on me, I felt that beautiful family affection was flowing. This is what I have been looking for for for a long time and what I have been looking forward to for a long time.
Don't say anything. I'm still dad's daughter.
He is so old. After so many blows, my father's hair is pale at the temples.
I saw some consolation and sigh in his eyes. My father is also a proud man. However, I don't think he will be happy about Lixiang.
And I secretly swear in my heart that I must honor my father with the share of pear incense. When I am old, I don't ask for anything else. There are many things to go through, and I don't think about anything. I just want to be together as a family.
The wet nurse took me to change clothes. I saw a lot of clothes. The wet nurse said, "I've been making them for you all these years. I know that the young lady will come back."
I nodded: "I will come back."
"The master didn't come back to live, he said, if you come back and can't see the Yan family, where will you go?"
I close my eyes and let the heat flow in my eyes. I'm very happy. This is happy tears. I'm willing to flow. My father is not good at words, but he will get better.
I thank Shangguan Yu. Without him, all this would be just an endless dream.
At dinner, dad just smiled and took some vegetables for me: "Xueer, you've grown up."
I nodded: "yes, Dad, I won't leave in the future."
"Child, when you grow up, you still want to get married." he smiled: "Shangguan Yu is very good."
Of course I know. Yes, Dad probably doesn't know. I've changed my mind.
How can we repay his great kindness? Without him, there would be no small family like ours. Maybe dad won't change his view of me.
I smiled gently: "Dad, Xueer will stay with dad in the future. Let dad and nanny be happy."
He smiled: "Xueer, I don't know what you like to eat, so I asked the kitchen to cook something."
"I love to eat." I want to cry again.
The wet nurse wiped her tears: "if only the little lady came back!"
I also saw the hurt touch in dad's eyes. Anyway, Lixiang is also his own flesh and blood. How he doesn't want to, no pain. Unfortunately, how can I tell my father that Lixiang is imprisoned in the cold palace until he dies.
As the emperor's concubine, that's it.
He took back his eyes: "stop talking and eat more. Xueer has changed a lot in recent years."
"Yes." the nurse politely brought me vegetables: "I want to change Xueer back into a smiling and mellow little Xueer."
Lower your head, tears accompanied by vegetables, sent to the throat, unspeakable sour and sweet.
I stayed in the Yan family. The Yan family was still like this. My father was still waiting for his favorite daughter to come back. Knowing the result, he will wait all the time.
My room, my painting, my pen, everything is still there.
I think everything will be all right.
The rest is waiting. Dad is waiting for Lixiang. I'm waiting for Lou poxie. He didn't say anything or urge me.
But the nanny kept telling me that shangguanyu was a good man.
How can there be only such a definition of a good person? He is a very good man.
There is a small umbrella, on which is my picture of lotus green.
Half raised his skirt to avoid being wet by the drizzle, and with one hand holding several volumes of paintings, he went to the medicine shop of Guan Yu.
I like to get caught in such a light rain. I take an umbrella. I just wait for the rain to get bigger and hold it up.
I like the feeling of rain on my face. It's cool and comfortable.
In the bustling street of Qinhuai, a new Shangguan medicine shop came.
With the gifts prepared by nanny and Dad, as well as my paintings, they came.
Shangguan Yu is a very arrogant person. He doesn't invite a guest or say anything. He sets off a string of firecrackers, even if it's open.
However, the reputation of Shangguan medicine shop is not in vain. Many people came to celebrate without first hearing it.
He skillfully grabbed medicine and felt his pulse. His ability made people look at him straight.
He browed wildly: "nothing. I want to buy some tonic medicine. Go there and next."
Unexpectedly, there are many young ladies. Don't you take a look at Shangguan Yu? Still like this, defiant.
If not, alas, there is no if. In this world, there is no if and then.
I held the picture and put it by his desk.
He didn't look up. "Are you sick, too?"
"You're sick? Dad asked me to congratulate you."
Pick up the rag, wipe the desktop diligently, take a breath, and then wipe it hard.
He loosened the young lady's hand again: "no, what pulse do you have?"
"Bad temper," I whispered disapprovingly. Wouldn't that scare people away?
You Leng hum: "you come and sit and see. After sitting for two hours, you will not be sick."
He stood up and looked at the excluded place: "don't row. If you're not sick, you'll disperse. Dr. Chen, come and see."
It really makes people shake their heads. He is so arrogant.
Then he unfolded the painting: "the medical map that I owed so long has finally been drawn. It has to be hung on the wall for the doctors to look at."
"There are several more! They are all the same." after wiping the table, I approached: "my father asked me to invite you to my house for dinner."
He smiled: "forced marriage?"
I nodded: "maybe some are."
"I have some expectations, but have you regretted or changed your mind now? I'll consider letting your concubine start."
I don't turn my head and smile: "Alas, I can't afford to be a concubine. How can I deserve such a arrogant and arrogant Shangguan doctor? What should I do before I have time to change my mind?"
"When will you wait?" he raised his eyebrow and rolled up the picture. "Well, go to your house for dinner in the evening. It's good to revisit the old place. Meeting Lord Yin will make it difficult for you to step down."
When Shangguan Yu came to the house, his father's eyes were full of joy, which could not be covered.
The wet nurse dressed me up. I know what they mean.
But, alas, I can't say it after all. And Shangguan Yu, after a lot of ups and downs, once beautiful, also in my heart.
Anyway, there's nothing unforgettable about Helou poxie, and it's not so affectionate that people cry, but I'm just excited.
Many times, I ask myself, why? But I don't know.
For more than a month, I've been waiting, or there's no news. I don't know what persistence is?
And shangguanyu, he said, his life, he had to live slowly as before. I know it's a little difficult. It takes time.
Unfortunately, I always fly carefully and see the moon at night.
Shangguan Yu had some regrets. He wanted to look for his previous dream again.
Shangguan Yu is still in high spirits and can talk with my father. The tough strength in my eyes makes me moved and more uneasy.
Shangguan Yu, what can I get in return? I know you don't need anything. I know that my feelings don't deserve you for a long time, but what can I take to make you happy.
Trying to see through everything, but it's hard to forget something.
"Qinhuai seems to have more rain this year than in previous years. Be careful. I think there is a problem with dam construction." Dad looked worried.
"Whether it can be thickened again, the bottom must be strong." Shangguan Yu didn't care about these, that is, he talked casually.
But there was no conversation, which seemed embarrassing.
He liked to come to Yin. He said that the Yin family had something he didn't have, that is, a warm home.
Dad is also a person who doesn't know how to take photos with others. He has received the great kindness of Shangguan Yu. He always thinks that he can repay three points.
He hopes I can marry shangguanyu. Some I think, can I repay him if I marry him? I don't think so.
Shangguan Yu always smiled: "no hurry, no hurry." he said the joy in the eyes of his father and nanny.
Alas, I'm still waiting. I'm not desperate. He will come.