The man who said he would carry all the people for me still didn't show up. I think, soon, soon. Lit the lantern, I gave him an oil umbrella and sent him out of the dark garden to the gate of Yan mansion.

The rain hit the umbrella. He looked up at the dark sky: "it seems that it rained too much."

"Qinhuai is always rainy in April and may." I smiled and led the way with a lantern in front.

"Chuxue, I have to leave Qinhuai in two days."

"Where are you going?" I asked softly.

"Huangshan." he was avoiding me.

There was a pain in my heart. I bit my lip and sighed long.

He pretended to be light and said, "look, I'm here, fool. I'm going there to say goodbye to some things, because I found that I'm very happy to get along like this."

"Shangguan, is it really difficult?"

"It's hard, but I don't need your pity. I have my dignity," he said faintly.

"I didn't mean that. Shangguan, you, I..."

"Fool, if you don't admit it, do I really want to marry me and make up for it to make you feel at ease? What about me? You have another person in your heart, which is unfair to me. Chuxue, you should understand. Therefore, I have to leave for some time and let myself find something new." his voice is hoarse and sad.

"Shangguan, I'm really stupid. I don't know why?" my eyes are sour again.

"Who is not stupid? You are and I am. If you can speak clearly and think clearly, it's not the same thing. When I come back, I'll let go of all my heart knots. Shangguan Yu, what can't pass? Be natural and unrestrained. Qinhuai, I'm a strange woman."

Yes, he will.

I opened the door and he said, "Ni chuxue, go your way. Don't care about other people's eyes. You are yourself. If you lose yourself and your brilliance, there will be no more."

"I don't know what the so-called myself is?"

He smiled: "it's yourself, your happiness."

I gently pulled and smiled, thinking of some sadness, nodded.

"This time, we all turn around and go together. Don't look back. Goodbye." he looked at me with deep eyes, which was the last kind of attachment.

I looked at him: "goodbye, Shangguan Yu, there will be a good time."

The nurse asked me again about him.

I smiled lightly: "nanny, he's back."

Dad also looked disappointed: "first snow?"

"Dad, I owe him. I can't afford it in my life."

"Don't be sad, child. Some things are doomed." my father comforted me: "just as your mother and I met in Qinhuai, to tell you the truth, it was your mother who wanted to find short-sightedness at that time. I jumped into the water to save your mother. Your mother is beautiful and famous in Qinhuai. It's hard to buy a smile. I didn't meet."

I know that my father is a serious man and won't go to those places of flowers and willows.

"But your mother is very beautiful, and gentlemen are good." he blushed: "Your mother married me to repay her kindness. At that time, she was very happy. I didn't care whether you were my child. However, the more I like her, I think I care more and more. I care about everything. Then I began to ignore her and have a second room. I don't know what I asked until I die. After your mother went, I also ignored you a lot."

He sighed. I heard him say these things for the first time. It turns out that everyone can't solve them. Why?

Why are there so many sighs in life?

I can't think about it. I can't figure it out. I'm still confused.

Then I don't think about anything. I still live my previous life. Although I am happy, I still like to draw around with a wooden shelf, but I have a more vicissitudes of mind.

Dad is very busy and has no time to take care of me.

The water level is higher than in previous years. He has to look around and let some people move to the high place first.

Before it was too late, the torrential rain, entrained by the storm, blew down the weak house, uprooted the trees and injured many people. Fortunately, in Qinhuai, most people will drown, and not many drown, but they are seriously injured.

I picked up my lunch box and went to that place to find dad. He hasn't come back for three days.

Qinhuai in June, a temporary exposure and a temporary storm always make people unbearable. The most afraid is that the wind will make more injured people.

Far away, I saw my father, and I stepped up.

Dad has no one around him. I think they all went to help. The imperial court hasn't sent anyone yet, but at this time, we can't ignore it. We all try our best to stop these floods.

The water is going to cross the Long embankment. I am frightened when I walk on it. A lot of things have been drowned in the Qinhuai River, and the peculiar smell can't be dissipated.

Dad frowned when he saw me coming: "chuxue, go back quickly and don't come here."

"Dad, I'm also from Qinhuai. I'll bandage the wound." I gave the food box to Dad: "I'm also worried about Dad. You haven't been home for three days."

He shook his head and sighed, "the flood is serious this time."

"Daddy has dinner. I'll help the big lady wrap it up. Don't worry, daddy. I can really. I've been to the border. There, I dress up small injuries every day."

Dad nodded happily: "go, be careful."

I like to put myself into a busy life. The blood in my heart makes me not like to stand idly by.

Fortunately, my father doesn't care about me. Thanks to my help here, I can drive away my loneliness. The days are too long. I don't know how long I have to wait, so I have a lifetime of patience.

Because the flood, coupled with, may cause some plague, Shangguan Yu didn't go long before he turned back.

When he saw me again, he stared, "how fast."

I want to laugh: "doctor Shangguan doesn't hurry."

The endless water flooded the lotus and lotus. The beautiful Qinhuai River was like a vast ocean. It was no longer dancing gently. Grass grew and warblers flew. When the wind blew, it was dark again.

On that side of the sky, lightning struck in, one by one, trying to cut through the sky.

This is the most dangerous time. It seems that there will be another heavy rain.

I urged my father to take the people in front and move to the mountain.

When the wind blew, the rain crackled on the head and body like soybeans, making a faint pain.

The man who filled the dam over there shouted, "the flood is coming. It can't be stopped. Run!"

I saw that the gloomy water, like a huge monster, surged towards the dam with open teeth and claws.

He didn't dare to stay much. He looked back at Guan Yu and hurriedly pulled him away.

The water was too fast and too big. We were dispersed before we went far.

I can't swim. I feel terrible floating in the water. Vaguely, I hugged a tree and I wouldn't let go even if I died.

The tide came and went quickly. I thought I couldn't breathe, so I retreated. I was soaked all over, but I saw a lot of people and let the tide roll away.

I saw that Shangguan Yu also rolled up in embarrassment and hurriedly shouted his name. Fortunately, he caught something and let himself out.

"Shangguan, come here quickly." I shouted.

He looked at me: "if you don't hurry, the water will come later."

I slid down the tree and wanted to pull him to run together. When I saw a lot of red blood floating on the water, my face turned white: "you're hurt."

"It's not my blood." he grimaced and shouted anxiously, "run quickly. I can't save you later."

What about him? Why didn't he go? I think his feet must be very painful. No matter thirty-seven or twenty-one, he just held him: "we hold this tree and live and die together."

"What's the matter with you? You're not leaving yet," he shouted angrily.

"If I don't go, I just don't go."

"The big wave will come again. It will take the tree away, fool." he gave me a hard slap, hurt my cheek and shouted angrily, "hurry up."

I firmly shook my head and watched everyone running in the water. I thought, even if I die, I won't let shangguanyu go alone. And the water was so deep that it almost reached my neck that I couldn't carry him.

"First snow." who is calling me, so familiar.

Shangguan Yu reacted faster than me: "break evil in the building, take Ni chuxue away quickly. I can swim."

My eyes are wet quickly, but there is no time for me to sigh. It seems that the big wave is coming again.

"Xie, hurry up, hurry up and take Guan Yu away. He's hurt."

The deep water floor was not afraid of evil. He rode his horse until the horse couldn't go any further, and he jumped into the water.

Pull down one with one hand: "let's go."

"OK, hurry up." I held his hand tightly.

Shangguan Yu really couldn't go. It was difficult step by step.

I turned around and saw that the big wave was coming: "evil, you carry him on your back. Hurry up, hurry up, I'll go hard."

As soon as he bent down, he picked up Shangguan Yu and walked forward with his fastest speed. He didn't have time to look at me: "first snow, hurry up."

Shangguan Yu shouted violently, "I'm a big man. Why do you have to carry it."

I followed closely, but I still couldn't catch up, but I didn't want to die. My evil came.

He finally came when I needed him.

In the big water, I can't see what's stepping on the ground. I can't see the waves coming over my face. I know. I can't walk it.

Seeing the tree, he quickly walked over and hugged it.

Looking at the two people who walked so far, I smiled gently.

The waves rolled and buried my smile. Hear the call of tearing heart: "first snow."

I can't see anything clearly. My whole body is in great pain.

But one hand was trying to catch me out.

He pulled me up and let me float to the water and suck. The wave turned back again. Lou poxie held me tightly and dived into the water again to avoid the big wave.

In the water, I can't breathe at all, and I don't know how to breathe, eyes and ears

And nose are in severe pain.

Lou poxie held him tightly. I need him to hold him tightly so that I can feel that everything in the water is too unreal.

He touched my face, then, mouth to mouth, fed some Qi to me.