"Well! Cough, cough
Shang Zhen coughs violently and reaches out to stop Feng Xingyan from approaching. Others look at her with some worry, but their eyes are dim with reverence.
"How about it?"
Huang Bowen was the first to ask. At this time, in addition to Feng Xingyan and Shang Zhen, all the others were wearing protective clothing, so the voice was a little stuffy.
"It's ok..."
Shang Zhen's pale face was stained with a trace of blood because of her severe cough. When she was better, she described it word by word, "this drug has a strong reaction, and the pain is aggravated with Disgusting! The feeling of dizziness... "
As Shang Zhen said, there were people around him remembering what they were doing. They were using Shang Zhen to test drug properties! Use her as a living experiment!
Shang Zhen didn't expect that she finally came to this step. However, compared with her previous life's unwillingness and unknown fear, she took a lot of time in her life, because everything was in her hands. She didn't have to worry that she would be used to death. She could even use her current suffering for future glory.
To put it simply: it is as terrible as K virus, and like a dangerous toy at this time, it is under her control, because she knows that she can definitely succeed, so she is always calm and terrible.
But Feng Xingyan is not so calm.
"Must it be? It must be her! "
He's going to swear! Why can Shang Zhen become an experimental subject, but he can't. every time he sees Shang Zhen suffer, he is on the edge of Mania! If he can, he really wants to replace Shang Zhen and go on his own!
Mr. Yan pulled Feng Xingyan aside in case he would disturb the process there. Recently, the research has been going on for thousands of miles. Such a good situation does not allow damage.
"Young master, it's not that we don't want to, but we really can't. Miss Shang's body is different from that of ordinary people. To put it simply..."
Old Yan lowered his voice and said to Feng Xingyan, "simply speaking, Miss Shang is a special infectious body, belonging to an invisible carrier that will not infect others. Moreover, her physical activity is ten times that of ordinary people, so she will not die as easily as ordinary people after infection But you are different. "
Feng Xingyan suddenly fell silent and suddenly felt a little ridiculous.
He is not the same, he can live, or rely on Shang Zhen three days to give him a needle to hang his life! Therefore, such a man, who is qualified to test medicine with his already precarious body? One mistake is to add trouble to Shang Zhen
What a trouble.
After recognizing the reality, Feng Xingyan felt deeply powerless!
He can't test the medicine, the only thing he can do is to accompany her when she is trying the medicine, watching her suffer like self abuse, and then he is more painful, but he can't stop this behavior.
No matter how long time goes by, it can't adapt.
A month later, Feng Xingyan looked haggard than Shang Zhen. He lost ten Jin and his eyes were always covered with blood, because he had never had a good sleep.
When Shang Zhen was in the middle of the night, he often felt Feng Xingyan wake up, and then stayed up all night You can't go on like this!
Although she is testing medicine, the psychological pressure to Feng Xingyan is fatal! This is very harmful to the treatment, so Shang Zhen suspended the drug test for a day and planned to talk with Feng Xingyan.
"Is the meeting over?" See feng Xingyan put down the computer, Shang Zhen asked with a smile.
Feng Xingyan was surprised, "Why are you coming? Sit down
Recently, Shang Zhen spent most of her time in the laboratory except in the evening. It was very strange to see her in her room during the day. He had planned to go there after the meeting.
"The experiment also needs to be step by step. Up to now, the data they have got is a little saturated, so I'm not needed for the moment."
Feng Xingyan was relieved by Shang Zhen's words, but he thought that the experiment would continue tomorrow. His eyes were dim and his brain was full of crazy thoughts. Should we use special methods to find another living experimental body?
However, thinking that Wan shaolun was killed by Shang Zhen, it can be seen that Shang Zhen does not use others to carry out experiments.
"Then you have a good rest today." Think of what, Feng Xingyan quickly put down the computer, and then ready to help business Zhen to bed.
Seeing this, Shang Zhen couldn't help laughing.
He killed her! If he had died long ago, if his people could find the antidote faster, she would not have suffered this kind of pain!
Under this kind of psychological pressure and self blame, Feng Xingyan, who has never had nightmares, has had many nightmares recently. During the day, Shang Zhen's painful expression after taking the medicine will be repeated in his dream at night. After several nightmares, he has to touch Shang Zhen's breath to make sure that she is still alive, so that he can take back his heart.
Shang Zhen asked.
Feng Xingyan looks at her, does not seem to understand this time, how can she still smile out?
Shang Zhen laughs and looks at him helplessly, "I'm really not disabled. You don't have to be so nervous..."
This kind of panic, others simply can not understand!
When Feng Xingyan walked, his joints were very stiff, and Shang Zhen just vomited. His face was pale and his steps were flimsy.Feng Xingyan frowned. He couldn't understand what Shang Zhen meant and what it meant to read a file again? What is a dream?
"Calm down, don't you think I'm happier now than before?"
Shang Zhen pointed to him and then to himself, "do you think we are like a pair of brothers and sisters?"
Shang Zhen sighed, looked at a place and suddenly said, "do you know? Before, I always had a kind of unreal feeling. That feeling was like playing a game and having a crash, and then reading the file again. Although it was all smooth sailing after the new comer, I had a sense of drifting, as if I'm still dead. The so-called comeback is just a dream, just a beautiful dream. "
Feng Xingyan did not speak again. Recently, he was very silent. His dark purple eyes lost their luster and vitality. Shang Zhen thought that if she beat him and scolded him, he might feel better.
But no, she just took Feng Xingyan's hand and went to one side of the sofa and sat down.
"How can it not hurt?" This sentence is like a stab in the wound of Feng Xingyan, he reacts to be sensitive! It is not that he has not suffered the pain brought by K virus. He has been suffering day and night. How can she say that she does not suffer?
This metaphor is too appropriate. Feng Xingyan's mouth is slightly cocked and wants to laugh, but he can't think of anything. He doesn't want Shang Zhen to suffer with him at all.
"Don't do this..." Shang Zhen held out two hands to lift the corner of his mouth. "You don't have to be so sad, because I don't feel pain."
Feng Xingyan naturally found it, but he felt that it was Shang Zhen who deliberately did it to make him not feel guilty. Who would be happy to be infected with a terminal disease? This is ridiculous!
She said quietly with her mouth slightly tilted.