Chapter 123 - 123 I shoud be thankful

He holds his face to the side, where my vicious hand has put it, before slowly turning it back to me. He laughs mildly.

"Fun, wasn't it? I've even wanted to make you my official wife," He scoff.

I look at him in complete contempt, shaking my head. I feel like I'm being dragged through a madcap movie. This sort of shit just doesn't happen, especially not to me.

Executer, crazy madness and alcoholic arseholes.

How did I get caught up in all of this freakiness guy?

"You're one f**ked up sorry state." I accused.

"Watch your mouth." he slurs.

"You don't get a right to tell me what I should say!" I shout.

" And you don't get to tell me how to do a thing. Not anymore!" I scream.

"LOL. Right now, I'm.a.f.u.c.k.i.e.d.up.sorry.state.and.it's.all.because.of.you." He punctuates each and every word on a slur, jabbing his finger in my face.

Seeing him like this, I fear I might actually punch him in his drunken face if I don't leave now. But all of my stuff is here, and I need to get it. I don't want to ever come back. I brush past him, hurrying for the stairs.

With any luck, he's too drunk to climb them, and I can snatch my things up without any further vicious exchanges. I take the stairs fast, barreling into the bedroom and standing for a few moments wondering where he would've put my bag.

Finding my overnight case tucked neatly behind some shoe boxes in the wardrobe, I yank it free, pulling down my clothes from the hangers and scooping up my things from the floor at the same time.

When I rush back into the bedroom, finding Feng Teng stood in the doorway. It's taken him a lot longer than usual, but he's made it up the stairs. I ignore him and run into the bathroom, all but flinging my toiletries into my bag without checking they're sealed. I'll probably have a pile of clothes caked in shampoo by the time I get out of here, but I couldn't care less.

Now I need to get out, and I need out from here quickly.

"Babe. Does this bring back you memories," he sneers.

I look up, finding him stroking the top of the vanity unit, his face straight as he caresses the marble counter. I try to blank out our launch night encounter.

In this very suite was where I finally surrendered to this man. In this bathroom was where we made love for the first time.

No, we made for the first time. And now it all ends here too.

But he's blocking my path with his tall, swaying body.

I notice the bottle of vodka has been abandoned, his towel working its way loose. I try to sidestep him, but he moves with me, hampering my attempts to pass.

"So you're really leaving me?" he slurs softly.

"Do you think I would stay?" I ask exasperated.

After everything that's transpired today? I'd thought I could overcome about his dark side business and all the crap that accompanies it, but this on top of all that has just catapulted my already crumbled world into complete obliteration. No amount of love or feelings could ever fix this mess. He's led me on a merry dance. He's purposely deceived me and manipulated me.

"So, that's it? You've turned my life upside down, caused all this damage, and now you're leaving without fixing it?" He ask.

I look up at him in shock.

Does he think that he's the only one affected by all of this? I've turned his world upside down? Even in a paralytic state, he is really a delusional man.

"Goodbye," I push past him, heading straight for the stairs, fighting the urge to look back.

The devastating man I fell I love with, the man that I thought would be engraved on my mind's eye for the rest of my life, has been cruelly replaced by that nasty, drunken creature.

"I wanted to tell you, but you had to be your usual difficult self!" he roars at my back.

"How could you walk away?" I flinch at his harshness but keep going.

"Wei Lin, babe, please! NO!" He screams madly.

Halfway down the stairs, I hear a loud clatter and a collection of bangs and crashes. This just makes me run faster. Any dream of falling into his strong, loving arms has been sensationally dashed. My happy ever after with my lovable rogue has been chewed up and spat out. I could have tumbled into a relationship with Feng Teng without a clue about his dark secrets. When would I have eventually found out?

I should be thankful. At least I know now, before it's too late.

Before it's too late?

It's way past too late.

I approach SiSi door in a numb haze and it swings open before I have a chance to put my key in the lock.

She looks at me, confusion clear on her face.

"What's happened?" she asks, her eyes all wide and concerned.

Kevin appears behind her. One look at his face tells me he knows exactly what's just happened.

Every aching muscle gives way, including my heart, and I collapse to the floor in a heap, sobbing uncontrollably. I'm vaguely aware of arms wrapped around me, rocking me back and forth. But they don't comfort me.

But they're not Feng Teng.

It's been five days since I have seen him. It was a five days of agony, five days of emptiness and five days of sobbing.

There is actually nothing left in me.

No emotion, no soul and no tears. Iw completely went into nothingness.

Every time my eyes close he's there, the images flickering from the sure, confident, beautiful man who completely took me, but replace with the hollow, hurtful, drunken creature who has destroyed me.

I'm at a complete loss. I don't know how I'm going to live without him.