Chapter 1725

In the middle of the night, Bai Xian was wearing a shirt and shorts and sitting on the sofa in his living room.

His left thigh was covered with gauze and blood was oozing out.

He sat in silence.

Every time he felt uncomfortable, he would cut his thigh. The sharp pain in his leg could relieve the pain in his heart and make him feel a little more comfortable.

When he left, he was full of anger.

He didn't want to go to Gu Zhu again.

It's not worthy of her. It's blasphemous to look at her more. He would spare himself, but his heart would not.

So many nights, the pain is unbearable, so that he gave birth to the jueminian.

Since I was a child in welfare hall, I have endured countless humiliations. I don't want to kill myself for love, do I?

The knife cuts on the leg, does not hurt the muscle, does not move the bone, does not hurt the life.

He would write "Gu Zhen" on the ground next to him with his bloody hand.

Gu Pan Sheng Hui's Gu has different opinions.

In wartime Shanghai, the situation changed in a twinkling of an eye. Wealth was like a cloud. It was easy to come and easy to go.

In half a year, he turned from a pawn in Hongmen to a incense master. In addition to being appreciated and supported by noble people, he also had his own hard work. In the past six months, he has learned to read, which also provides him with a lot of convenience.

People in troubled times, but also become a mess, their fate can not control, ups and downs with the same family.

Then he was too busy to think about Gu Zhen.

He thought he had forgotten her.

But it happened that I met her again.

The dust on the heart is blown away by the storm, revealing its original trace. Everything, it never faded, it was just buried.

So the storm swept over him, destroying and decaying, and pushing away all the defenses he had built.

It was hard to come back at noon. When night fell, he couldn't bear it again. He had a longing in his heart to hug her and kiss her, as he had done countless times in eight months.

These thoughts, the devil's vine, will strangle him. If he had not given himself a knife in time to wake him up from the pain, he would have rushed to her house.

If he did that, he would be obscene and incorrigible.

"White Lord." Someone knocked on the door and whispered outside.

Bai Xian asked, "what's the matter?"

"Miss Sun's money has been called." Humanity outside.

Bai Xian said, "well, you go to have a rest."

That's it. Turn around and go.

Miss sun is the girl who taught him how to read in the song and dance hall.

People at the bottom, life is particularly hard. Gu Zhen is also bitter, but it's not the bitter method of these people.

He broke up with haoxue that day and left the song and dance hall. Later, xiaosun begged the manager to find him.

The manager thought he was good, so he found him and led him to Zhang Xinmei.

Zhang Xinmei said, "you have to speak. You say that you want to make progress and make some appearance in Hongmen. If you want to ask me for help, I will help you. But you have to speak and do what you say. "

He knelt down to Zhang Xinmei.

He said, Ninth master, you give me a way out. I'll be your slave all my life.

Zhang Xin Mei doesn't need him to be a slave. He only needs an eyeliner over there. He introduced Bai Xian to one of his uncles and asked him to take him with him.

That uncle is the deputy leader of Hongmen. He is Bai Xian's noble man.

Later, Bai Xian did it step by step. He said it well by himself. In fact, he just made every step of his promotion a little convincing.

When Zhang Xinmei comes out, his success is destined to be good, and he will be given everything.

For the sake of prestige and persuasion, he tried his best not to lose face to the noble and Zhang Xinmei.

He has always been loyal to Zhang Xinmei.

Hongmen people find haoxue, said she and Bai Xian have broken, please she don't go to him.

Haoxue didn't dare to listen. She didn't look for it.

Xiao Sun often met with him.

She hugged him, cried in front of him and wanted to be with him.

He refused.

Although he didn't want to be husband and wife with xiaosun, he often helped each other.

Xiao Sun's father was in debt. She worked very hard to support her family and pay off the debt. Later, she said to him, "my brother is a bit promising. He works in the factory and knows that he has taken the money home. I'll be better off in the future. "

Three days after she said this, her family was smashed by the people in the casino.

Instead of being motivated, her brother was addicted to gambling. After owing a lot of money, her brother ran away by himself.

Her shabby home made it worse.

In order to support the family, Xiao Sun went down from a dancer to a prostitute.At that time, Bai Xian was busy receiving a batch of goods. He didn't know about it day and night.

When he knew, it was too late.

When he got the first sum of money, he helped Xiao Sun redeem himself. Every month after that, I would give her a little money.

She is not good at anything else. She still goes back to be a dancer, meets him, teaches him how to read, and recommends books to him.

She even asked him, "brother Bai, who is Gu Yun?"

Bai Xian was surprised.

Xiao Sun said, "the first time you asked me to teach you how to read, you learned those two words. I think she must be the reason why you want to read and the one who gave you the scarf. "

He bowed his head deeply.

He said: "a girl from a good family..."

Xiao Sun sighed: "I really hate the men in my family, my father and my brother. If it wasn't for them, I would be a girl from a good family, and you would like me too."

Bai Xian smiles.

"No, it's not because she's a nice girl that I like her." Bai Xian said, "the first time I saw her, I knew there were so beautiful people in the world."

He always remembers the day when he was sent to follow Gu Xu.

He saw her for the first time. She was wearing a cheongsam with white dots on a blue background and a snow-white sweater. He always knew that someone was following her and kept running and turning back.

The wind scattered her hair, a few strands fell on her white face. Every time she looks back, his heart moves for no reason.

Chaos, out of a flower.

He lost a lot of blood, his heart was haggard all night, and finally he was able to lie down.

He still remembers that Gu Zhen was in Zhang Xinmei's study. Zhang Xinmei asked her if she was going back to the countryside.

She's going to leave...

in a thousand miles of war, she may not be able to see her again in this life.

The last time Bai Xian disappeared, he was ready to disappear in this life, and also survived the pain.

But Gu is like his opium.

If you quit her for the first time, it's natural to peel off the skin. It's hard to describe the pain in words. If you meet her again, it's like picking up a cigarette gun again.

This time, I have no determination and courage to quit.

When he got up the next morning, he went to the bank specially and went to find Zhang Xinmei.

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