Early autumn weather is very good, sunny days, people also spirit.
But Gu Zhen's steps are heavy.
She can't lift her spirits these days.
Another colleague resigned.
This colleague is a new newspaper, and thinks that the current newspaper has no future.
The landlady didn't say anything.
Who knows this day class, the former colleague arrived near the newspaper, just stopped Gu Wei.
"Miss Gu, we are still short of a compiler. You are always safe. I'd like to introduce you. I've just passed. I'm not familiar with my life and land. If you go, we'll be old friends. " Colleagues laugh.
This colleague is a man in his thirties. He is usually decent and has a good relationship with Luo Zhubi.
The reason why he is interested in Gu is that before Luo Zhubi went to the front line, he repeatedly told him to take care of Gu.
Gu Zhen is not with Luo Zhu.
After Bai Xian disappeared, Luo Zhubi pursued her for several months and showed his sincerity. The more serious he was, the more intolerable Gu Zhen was. He simply told him that he had a person in his heart and could not accept other feelings for the time being.
Later, Luo Zhubi went to the front line with his boss to be a war reporter.
He asked Gu Wei, "if I can come back alive, would you like to give me another chance?"
Gu Zhen was very sad at that time.
The gunfire has no eyes. What do you want her to say?
Say no?
Is she going to curse Luo Zhubi for not coming back?
So she said, "OK. You can come back alive, and we'll talk about it. "
"Then you don't get married before this, don't cut off my hope." Luo Zhubi said.
Gu Xu nodded.
This man loves her so much that he would rather bet his life and death.
At dinner the other day, Bai Xian asked her: have you made a boyfriend?
She wanted to ask: do you want to pursue me?
But she can't promise others about it. If he said "yes", she would tell him that at least she would have to wait for Luo Zhubi to come back alive, and she would have to refuse Luo Zhubi when the war was over.
If he says "no", isn't she amorous?
She has always been thin skinned, this embarrassment she did not dare to think of, these secrets she did not say.
She and Bai Xian are like two strangers. Once upon a time, he followed her every day, which was Hongmen's task and Zhang Xinmei's entrustment.
Didn't he never show up again?
If he wanted to pursue her, he would not disappear so thoroughly.
In the final analysis, there is only such a place in the French concession.
"... Miss Gu." The colleague called her again, "how, Miss Gu?"
Colleagues found her distracted.
She is always in a trance recently, and seems to have a lot of things in her heart. She is too showy to talk to her colleagues even if she has secrets. It's inconvenient for her colleagues to ask more.
"I don't think I'm going to change places." Gu said, "I want to go back to the countryside. If I have a chance in the future, I want to write articles for newspapers and be a columnist. You know my writing style. I think I can do it. If you can see the people of the new newspaper office, it's more of a network. I'd like to have a good time in the future. Thank you
The colleague thought for a moment: "it's not easy for everyone in these days. Well, I'll tell my friend, "why don't we have dinner tomorrow night?"
Gu Zhen said, "yes.".
At dinner the next day, my colleague specially called a female colleague of the new newspaper, so as to avoid Gu's prudence.
Unexpectedly, that female colleague likes to have a drink.
Gu Zhen has a request for help, and her female colleague is forthright, so she has to drink with her.
After two drinks, she knew it wasn't very good, because her brain was in a daze.
My colleague is very sorry: "Miss Gu, I didn't expect you to drink so badly. Why don't you refuse?"
Gu is not very good at evasion.
She whirled to her colleagues and said, "please call a rickshaw for me."
Over there, the dinner has not been finished, and the female colleague has not had enough to drink. She complains that Gu Xu is in the way, and it is not easy for her colleagues to leave her new colleague to see her off, so she has to help her call for a car.
At the gate of the lane, Gu Zhen still knows how to pay.
But as soon as she got out of the car, she took a few steps, and the amount of wine she poured completely revealed. As she walked, she fell on her knees with a puff.
Knee knock on the floor tile of lane hall, clear and crisp, have not gone far rickshaw driver hurt for her.
He wanted to help, but he thought that the woman was drunk. He was afraid that she was not a good thing and didn't want to get into trouble. He had to turn around and run away, pretending not to see her.
Gu Zhen couldn't get up on the ground for a long time.
She struggled twice, ready to make a third effort when a dark shadow blocked the light.
Then the shadow bent over and picked her up.
Gu Xu is a little ignorant, but she doesn't struggle. She feels safe subconsciously.She let the man take her back to the house.
Bai Xian never thought that he would see her drunk.
He knew for the first time that she could drink.
He held her carefully, found the key from her bag, opened the door and put her on the bed.
She fell asleep after she fell asleep.
Bai Xian takes off her shoes for her and wants to draw water to wipe her face, but he is afraid that something will wake her up.
He just helped her with the quilt.
There was no light in the room. He stood in the dark, his eyes adapted to the light and could see her clearly.
He slowly sat down by her bed.
His heart was beating hard and his breathing was hot and rapid.
He wanted to reach out and touch his sweetheart's face. Only in such a dark night, when she sleeps in ignorance, can he dare to be so presumptuous.
Thought together, how also can't press down.
His fingers fell slowly on her cheek.
Her cheeks were cool and her skin smooth.
His heart lake bursts of surging, waves layer upon layer of beating, he clearly heard his heartbeat.
Touch gave him courage.
He didn't restrain himself, so he finally bent over and touched her lips with his lips.
He heard the roar of the sea, the wind passing through the woods on the high mountains, the hooves of horses in the snow - all the heart shaking sounds.
It's blood boiling all over him.
He got a kiss from his sweetheart, a shallow, unknowable kiss.
Even if it is dead, there is comfort in this life, and it is a proper death.
He walked out of her room in silence and did not dare to stay any longer.
He was happy in his heart, but when he was blown by the wind outside, he lowered his head again, adding guilt to his joy.
Did he despise her or molest her for his own sake?
He felt that no matter how he changed his face, the dirt of the lower class flowed in his heart.
He ran away quickly, trying to find a safe haven for his indecency.
Gu Zhen didn't know all this.
She didn't even know how to get home.
After she got off the rickshaw, her memory was like a fault.
Because she felt safe, she let herself lose consciousness.
"Why do you feel safe? Am I in the house at that time?" She asked herself in a muffled voice.
Her bag was on the table, her keys were on the side, and her shoes were on the floor.
It's not like a drunk can do all this.
She thought of the shadow.
"Is it a dream, or is it real?" She asked herself.
Yesterday, did someone really come and send her home?
These are not to be tested.
Gu Wei tidied up and went to the newspaper.
Unexpectedly, the landlady came early.
Gu Wei thought that she had some time to go, but it was earlier than she expected.
The newspaper finally can't hold on.
"I'm sorry for you." The landlady said, "I have to go back to the country to take refuge. This money is your salary for two months, and I only have so much. "
Everyone has an envelope on their desk with their salary in it.
Gu Wei took it and found it was quite thick.
It's not just two months' salary.
Gu Wei cleans up and opens it quietly, finding that it's a full three months' salary.
The landlady is ready to go downstairs.
She stopped the landlady.
The landlady knew what she was going to say, so she held her hand tightly and shook her head at her: "do you want to go back to the country, too? It's hard to walk on the road. As a young girl, you need to be careful everywhere. There are many places to spend money. I can't help you. Take care of yourself. "
Gu Xu's tears came down: "Madame, take care. When there is peace in the future, we should exchange news and report peace. "
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