CH 9.6

I didn’t want to create the end of me and him. For that, Yeon Woojeong should not decide the end. Will we be together in the faraway future? I could picture it if I tried, but it was hard to fill the white paper.

“Why are you someone like you? You are you. Do you think you’re not important to me?”

He didn’t answer me a while ago. It was mean of him to answer it through a question like this. As I closed my mouth tightly, Yeon Woojeong’s eyes wandered in the air for a while and returned.

“You’re lovely to me because I can see all of you, but it sure isn’t with you. Yeah.”

His fingers slowly moved to my wrist. His fingers touched the watch strap and then loosened it. I was looking at him in silence, wondering what he was trying to do, but Yeon Woojeong took off the watch on his left wrist and then wore my watch. Soon after, the number that had been disappearing reappeared.

[♥️67]

I looked up after looking at the number. Yeon Woojeong looked at me with a soft smile on his face.

I immediately extended my hand, pulling Yeon Woojeong’s nape. I put my tongue in through the parted lips. The flesh that moved past the front teeth licked the tender palate. I raised my tongue and dug into the warm flesh.

Yeon Woojeong then responded. His tongue and mine were tangled, making some sounds. I was only planning to do it lightly, but Yeon Woojeong always led me deeper than I thought. After sucking in his mouth for a while, I barely took my lips off and lowered my gaze.

[♥️72]

His heart beat, but the range was minimal. I kept watching for a few minutes, but Yeon Woojeong’’s heart rate hovered in a certain range, unlike me. Yeon Woojeong laughed lightly as if stepping on my mood.

“Isn’t it funnier if it runs wildly like yours at my age?”

“It’s not funny at all.”

Yeon Woojeong tilted his head at the words I said through gritted teeth, then he played with my hand.

“Jiho, smile.”

Why is he obsessed with me smiling? Will this number even jump wildly if I smile? 

I scowled at Yeon Woojeong, but he waited for me with a face without any hint of playfulness. What if. Even though it looked foolish, because of that ‘what if’…

I didn’t know how I should smile so that he would like it. I also didn’t feel like smiling, but I tried to imagine it. Yeon Woojeong’s face turns red because his heart is pounding because of me. He, who only looks at me. A man who sticks close to me and won’t stand apart for a second.

Thinking about it…

The corners of my lips raised up while I wasn’t conscious of it. The black eyes staring at me strangely looked like it had gotten darker. Soon, Yeon Woojeong smiled with his teeth showing. His eyes glanced down.

[♥️89]

I looked down blankly at the number that jumped in an instant. My breath burst out. When I looked up again, I smiled sincerely.

[♥️107]

Yeon Woojeong spread his fingers, then put them between my fingers. The moment our fingers interlocked, he said,

“That’s why I requested it a few times. Smile.”

He whispered shamelessly when he never requested it.

I couldn’t believe his heart beat looking at me. I looked at the number on the watch for a while. It was strange. My heart suddenly pounded hard. I felt emotional. I clasped his hand tightly. Yeon Woojeong was looking at me with a soft face. When I faced him doing that, the unorganized sentence burst out.

“This is unfair.”

Why am I young? Why do I only meet him now? Why wasn’t I born earlier and only get to know him when he has grown up? I wanted to know thoroughly his time without me and set foot in there.

Yeon Woojeong laughed and caressed the back of my hand.

“We will spend more time together in the future.”

I was scared of him knowing all of me. However, I wanted to know and possess all of him. If so, do I have to show all of myself? Can he accept every part of me? I can. I can if it’s Yeon Woojeong. It’s just because it’s him.

At least Yeon Woojeong now was reacting because of me. Looking at me, touching me, and smiling at me.

Maybe Yeon Woojeong and I can live simply like this, without anything spectacular, but not miserable. If so, that might be good. Yeon Woojeong and I are living like now. Even after a few years, tens of years…

“Are you feeling better now?”

Yeon Woojeong let go of the clasped hands and caressed my cheek. I fiddled with my fingers in the somehow awkward mood.

“What about you?”

“I’ve never felt bad.”

“Lie.”

“I did get dumbfounded. Do I look like a scum that will do something with a married person that even has a child?”

Yeon Woojeong let out a vain laugh as I didn’t answer him. Yeah, I deserve it. Listening to his muttering, I checked the watch again. The heart rate was back to normal.

“I want to do it.”

I grabbed Yeon Woojeong’s wrist. I wanted to do it with Yeon Woojeong, whose heart beat because of me. I wanted to feel more of this moment, and I wanted to reach him more. We haven’t seen each other for more than a day.

He blinked his eyes a few times, then checked the time.

“We don’t even have condoms and gel…”

The eyes looking at me smiled. Yeon Woojeong loosened the buckle of his pants leisurely.

“You are the first to make me in pain.”

There was a hint of playfulness in his voice. As he said, I am indeed obsessed with his first. However, it didn’t mean I wanted to hurt him. I did at one time… but I do not now.

Yeon Woojeong pushed back his seat. I looked down at Yeon Woojeong, who was looking up at me while laying down. It was as if he was testing me. No one would want to be in pain. Besides, he looked busy in the office, and since he said he had work left, he had to go back.

Lying down and staring at me with his pants unbuckled, Yeon Woojeong looked so debauched that people who saw him for the first time would not believe that he was a prosecutor.

I thought while looking at him. I’d like it if he didn’t feel any pain today. I wanted to give Yeon Woojeong a pleasure that others couldn’t even think of. When I moved to the driver’s seat, Yeon Woojeong laughed lightly and turned around. Lying on his stomach, he lowered his pants, and when I saw the white skin, a long breath broke out. 

The car was spacious, but it didn’t mean it was free to move. I put only my left knee on the seat and lifted Yeon Woojeong’s waist. Yeon Woojeong, with his ass in the air, turned his head and looked up at me.

I spread the flesh and stared at the revealed orifice. The light on the entrance leading to the parking lot came in faintly through the car window. Relying on that light, I looked down at the hole and lowered my head.

As soon as I shoved my nose and licked it, Yeon Woojeong’s body jerked. I held his waist tightly and licked strongly with my tongue. Does it feel good? I don’t know. But just like sucking and licking nipples or genitals, wouldn’t it be good here? If it wasn’t good, then Yeon Woojeong wouldn’t have shoved his head between that woman’s leg that day. 

I got angry as I recalled the view of that day, but I decided to remember this day whenever I recalled it. I also hoped that Yeon Woojeong would never want to do that again. If he remembered I sucked and licked him whenever he wanted to do that, so what we did covered all his memories… Then, wouldn’t I be able to have all of Yeon Woojeong like that?

“Push… it deeper. Like kissing.”

Yeon Woojeong whispered in a rough voice. As I squeezed my tongue in the gap, my tongue went inside. I clasped and spread his ass wide, then tried to push in deeper.

Like kissing. There was no tongue to be entangled with, but I clearly felt the twitching and narrow wall widening the path for my tongue. I moved my hand down, then stroked him from his balls to his shaft. The lower part of me became tight along with the hardening genitals.

“Nnh… Ah…”

I could know he was feeling good without asking. Perhaps because we were in an enclosed car, his breathing and moans reached my ears very loudly. My body also strangely felt hot even though no one was touching me. My breath got rougher with the excitement.