Chapter 144 - My Life...

Her tears started flowing out unbridled. It was the first time he had behaved like a monster. She struggled her hands against him but he wouldn't leave. 

Xie Yuansheng as tears was flowing out of her eyes. His jaw dropped, "Why are you crying?" he asked as he felt his heart becoming mushy. He was so stern and rigid that his anger surfaced unrestrained, and now as he saw her crying, he could only feel sad and dejected. "Don't- Don't- cry Feng Xinying," he spoke again tenderly. Her expressions were so tender when she cried that it aroused desire in Xie Yuansheng. She looked beautiful even when she cried. He didn't want anyone to see her crying. 

Xie Yuansheng immediately left her hand and started wiping her tears with his shirtsleeve. He frowned and said, "Xinying, I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I am sorry, darling."

But Feng Xinying looked away, still crying. He mustered enough determination to say, "I was wrong, okay? Please baby, stop crying." He was having a hard time admitting his fault and so when his words came out, they sounded genuine. He wrapped his hands around her shoulders and held her tightly, feeling terribly guilty for putting her through this agony. In his past life, he had made her cry number of times but that was because he got sadistic pleasure out of it. However, when he saw her sobbing this time, he was more agonized. 

"Sorry, baby… I don't know what happened to me?" he said as he shook his head for not being able to control himself. 

Feng Xinying couldn't stop. She rested her face on his chest and wet his shirts with tears. She had cried like that after ages. The last she cried like this was when her father had announced his fourth marriage with Xie Weihui. She was still pinned by him against car. 

"Oh God, what did I do?" he thought. He felt like a jerk for being consumed with jealousy. He held his face in his hands and lifted it. He kissed her tears away and said, "If you won't stop, I will also start crying," and he made a wailing noise. 

Feng Xinying chuckled in between her tears. As soon as she chuckled, he held her tightly. "You scared me darling." 

Feng Xinying pushed him and said, "Xie Yuansheng, leave me. You have pinned me against car and I can feel as though my stomach will flatten." 

"Oh!" he released his body relieving her from there. 

She wiped her tears away. Her eyes were puffy and so her were lips. Xie Yuansheng touched her lips and kissed them, "My baby." 

"Give me your phone," demanded Feng Xinying. He released her from his embrace and handed her his phone. "And I am very angry, so don't touch me."

Feng Xinying tried to open it, but it was password protected. "What is your password?" she asked. 

"My life."

Feng Xinying typed "My life" in it but the phone didn't open. "This is wrong. Give me the correct password," she whined. 

Xie Yuansheng stared deeply in her eyes and said, "Yingying."

Feng Xinying was bewildered. A faint smile appeared on her tear stained face. She was moved so much that a tear rolled out from her left eye. 

Yingying - his life...

When Xie Yuansheng looked down at his wife, there were so many emotions on her face that matched his heart that he took the phone from her and clicked another photo without unlocking the phone. 

She looked like an angel, his angel. Suddenly he was surrounded by a lot of guilt. He gave her the phone back. 

Feng Xinying took the phone as the smile played on her lips. She was in for another surprise when she saw that his lock screen was set with her picture in the tiara. She typed, "Yingying". The phoned opened and she saw that his home screen was set with her old photo from her high school in which she was wearing her school uniform. 

She bit her lip as she realized how deep was his love for her. She became aware of the heated stare he was giving her. The tip of her ears became red, and without saying a word, she went to his message section. She saw that he hadn't even read it. She tapped the screen and opened the message. It was clearly written: 

[I am going for dinner with Wu Bosun and Ru Shishi. 

Feng Xinying was angry now. "You didn't even open it," she accused him. She took the phone right in front of his eyes and said, "See this, Xie Yuansheng!' 

Xie Yuansheng looked at the phone screen and was shocked when he read the message. After that, he would sometimes look at the phone and sometimes at Feng Xinying. He was speechless. Feng Xinying thrust the phone in his hand saying, "Hmph!" and walked away from him. 

Xie Yuansheng gritted his teeth cursing the technology of messages. When he realized what had happened, he ran after her. "Xinying, this message wasn't there. I am seeing it now!" But Xinying had walked far ahead, her face red with anger.