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After returning to the hotel, I slept for a while, then woke up again. I called Gao Ziyu, but no one answered.

Seeing that I was in a bad mood, Chen Jiaying brought a lot of snacks over.

How could he have the appetite to eat?

Chen Jiaying advised, "Sister Shan, it is said that eating too much sweet food can relax your mood. Try it."

I shook my head, pushed it aside, and lay down on the couch.

His head was spinning!

Chen Jiaying chattered on at the side, reporting Gao Kan's and Shan Liang's whereabouts to me. The puppies followed them the entire time, the two of them did not hide at all.

The two of them went shopping on the Xidan Walking Street, played tennis at the Collin Orchid House, and returned to Jinyuan's villa together.

Jinyuan?

Wait!

I sat up and asked her, "Are you sure Gao Kan returned to Jinyuan?"

"That's what the news says. "Here ~" Chen Jiaying handed the phone over to me.

In the picture, two people walked out of the Bentley. Gao Kan held Shan Liang's hand as they walked into the villa.

Did that mean that tonight …

This terrible knowledge sent shivers down my spine.

Gao Kan had said before, he wouldn't casually bring the girls home, but once there was one, he would take responsibility.

The problem between us hasn't been resolved. He can't just start with another woman!

Unable to sit still any longer, I hurried back to my room, changed my clothes, put on a large hat that was loose enough to cover almost my entire face, put on my scarf, sunglasses, and cell phone, took my car keys, and ran out.

Chen Jiaying chased after him, "Sister Shan, where are you going? It's raining outside! "

"Let's go out for a walk." I threw two words to her and left the hotel, heading straight for Gao Kan's villa in Jinyuan.

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As he left the hotel, it was truly raining cats and dogs.

But that didn't stop my determination. Anyway, I must see him tonight and be clear about what I should say. This state of affairs seriously affected my normal life and work. I had to go to the audition next week.

When we were about to reach Jinyuan, Gao Ziyu, who couldn't reach me until now, called me.

As soon as he arrived at the airport, he called me back as soon as he turned on his phone.

Without exchanging pleasantries, I impatiently asked him: "Uncle Gao, have you found anything?"

Gao Ziyu said: "Xiao Yi, this matter is rather complicated. The many surveillance videos from that day were deleted by someone, and furthermore … "I can't explain it clearly in one sentence or two. Anyway, there are a lot of things to do in the middle. I'll be at the hotel in a while, let's talk when we meet."

I said, "I'm almost at the Jinyuan, I want to go and find Gao Kan. Can you please go there and help me explain everything to Gao Kan?"

Gao Ziyu scolded me a little: "Xiao Yi, why are you so impatient? I told you, there's no hurry. "

"Uncle Gao, I'm sorry, I can't wait any longer!" I've waited for two years, you don't know what kind of torture and pain I've suffered, it's the same for Gao Kan, I want him to know the truth! " I feel like crying.

No one can understand me, and no one needs to understand me.

Gao Ziyu was silent for a moment, then advised, "If you head to Jinyuan now, there will be no results."

"I'm sorry." I hung up.

Other people would praise me for being mature, but they didn't know that the moment I come across something related to Gao Kan, I would become short-circuited, lose my mind, become crazy, and ignore everything else.

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When the car arrived at Jinyuan, it was already around 10 pm.

Because the rain was especially heavy tonight, the surrounding paparazzi had long since retreated.

One of the security guards saw that my car was parked there and had not left for more than an hour. He thought that I was a dog too, so he told me in good faith that Gao Kan had already left with Single Miss.

Just then, Lisa called me and told me that Gao Kan had gone to Winston Water City again. It was said that she was sending him back.

Finally Lisa said, "They went to see a movie. They'll be together at around 12 o'clock, so we shouldn't be leaving tonight. You should hurry up and come back."

I wanted to go back, but I dropped the chain at such a critical moment that the car wouldn't catch fire.

Big Brother Security looked around and helped me look around. After confirming that the car was parked in the wrong place and that the engine was flooded, he suggested I call the insurance company to drag the car away. I was afraid of exposing my identity, so I didn't call.

Coincidentally, Gao Ziyu sent me a message saying that he would be back in a while. He told me to wait for him for a while.

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I waited for more than an hour and the water was almost all the way to the car door. This is because there was a series of traffic accidents on the road Gao Ziyu was on and the road was temporarily blocked, so he had to spend more than an hour on the highway.

When Gao Ziyu called me to tell me that something had happened to him and asked me to leave Jinyuan first, I had already climbed onto the roof and my clothes were completely drenched by the rain.

On a rainy night at the end of November, the temperature dropped to a single digit, freezing me to the point that I was trembling, my limbs numbed, and I was afraid that some dog would turn back and find me waiting outside Gao Kan's villa late at night. In the end, I just lay on the roof of the car.

He felt dizzy.

This was the rhythm of a high fever.

His whole body felt extremely uncomfortable.

The only way to breathe was to go in and out.

What was worse was that the root of the disease that he fell into the water two years ago had also broken out at this time.

In the torrential rain, the entire world was dark.

Despair.

Even the security guard who harbored evil intentions towards me had fallen asleep at some point in time.

The security booth wasn't too far away. The red and blue lights of the alarm were faintly visible under the cover of the rain. I wanted to call for help, but I couldn't make a sound.

Would he die here?

When the word "dead" suddenly appeared in my mind, I had already lost half of my willpower.

For a moment, he even thought that it would be good to die here.

That way, Gao Kan would investigate the truth and not only accuse me for tormenting me, he would also know that he had wronged me.

I want him to regret it for the rest of his life. I want him to remember me forever.

However, in the next instant, I started to regret why I had to chase after him to verify the truth.

Now that Gao Kan is with another woman, whether it's Han Youya or Shan Liang or some other woman, they are all a little better than me. No one will be like me, bringing him endless pain and suffering.

They were new, and would bring him limitless possibilities and a better future.

I had occupied him for five or six years, first with love, then with hate, and his youth had been dedicated to me.

Isn't that enough?

Yi Shanshan, you are really too vicious.

You actually want to pester him and not let go for a lifetime? By doing this, you are making Gao Kan eternally unhappy, living in the shadow of the past!

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I had never thought that death would pass by so close.

Then, if it weren't for the cell phone ringing in my pocket, I think I really would have fallen asleep and never wanted to wake up again.

Two days of accumulated exhaustion, pain and entanglement, let me feel very tired, no longer able to bear it.

But I can't die.

At the very least, he couldn't die here, and this would become an eternal pain in Gao Kan's heart.

To love someone, one doesn't have to be together, but at least wish him happiness.