C62

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My cell phone kept ringing. After I snapped out of my daze for a while, I fished my way out of my jeans with a lot of effort. More than half of the Facebook notifications were from Su Jiawang.

"Winky, I'm going to Toronto, Maple Leaf today. The weather is very good, and after that we went to see Niagara Falls. The squirrel hops around on the grass and is very happy. I was so happy to see you here when I fed her."

"Glittering, today I went on a tour to Tokyo and to Mount Fuji. The last time I went there I was still with you and I climbed up while listening to your song," Under Mount Fuji ". One has to pay the price for waiting all one's life. Everyone only has those two hands, it's difficult to get you by hugging you. If you want to have it, you have to first understand how to accept it … I want to hear you sing to me again so that I won't cry alone on the top of the hill. It's such a shame for adults to cry. "

"Glittering, I'm here today …"

The latest one was one that he had just sent over.

"Glittering, I'm going on a tour back home next month, so leave a day for me, okay? I haven't seen you for months. I miss you. Do not work too tired, when unhappy, do not do not want to do. I'm a loner anyway, so you can always come and join me. "Heh heh."

"Glittering, I don't know if it is my misconception, but seeing that today you have become the headlines of many websites and you are about to become a shining star, I should be happy for you, but I always feel that you are unhappy. The Yi Shanshan that I know is a girl who is positive, optimistic, and cheerful. This you tonight, shouldn't be you. Do you understand me? If you want to escape, I will always be your strong shield. Love you. "

After reading this message, my tears started to fall. I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I sent a "3KS" back to Su Jiawang while trembling and feeling ice-cold at the tips of my fingers.

Who would have thought that Su Jiawang was still online and immediately replied me: Why aren't you sleeping this late?

ME: EN.

Su Jiawang: Did I disturb you? I woke up when I dreamt you were crying, and I kept getting a bad feeling, so I called you.

ME: EN.

Su Jiawang: You've worked hard these past two days, rest early, don't work too hard.

ME: EN.

Su Jiawang: Then goodbye, good night.

ME: BYE.

Su Jiawang: Wait, I'm serious. If you are unhappy that day, I will kick you out. I have been here all this time anyway, but I will only wait until you are 30 years old. Don't think that I'm chasing after you. You're too pressured to see me. We love one person, but don't we all want to make each other happier?

Don't we love one person because we want to make them happier?

In the past, Su Jiawang had also confessed to me like this, but I usually laughed it off. My left ear went in and out of my right ear, because my heart was completely covered with that person's blood.

Now, on the brink of death, to hear this again, the mood was completely different.

Su Jiawang, from boy to man, has always loved and sacrificed for me. How could I possibly meet such a person?

In fact, if it was someone else, it wouldn't be a bad idea.

Gao Kan can find another woman, so why can't I accept another man?

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After saying goodbye to Su Jiawang, a strong desire suddenly rose in my heart.

I want to start again!

As this thought lingered in my mind, I covered my phone with my hand and used my down jacket to block the rain. In the phone book, I took out Su Jiawang's cell phone number and dialed it.

When did he change his phone's ringtone with green sleeves?

His head was spinning!

The phone rang for a long time. Just when I thought that Jia Wang had fallen asleep, a call suddenly came through.

Woo woo ~

Before he could even open his mouth, he was already choked with sobs.

I hugged my phone, and started crying unrestrainedly while facing "Su Jiawang". Then I said, "Jia Wang, I got lost … Take me, will you? I'm so tired. I really can't take it anymore. "In the past, I always thought that I could do anything, but now I realize that I still can't do it. Being scolded like a dog, my heart feels so bad …"

"Su Jiawang" did not speak.

So I continued to chatter on: "Jia Wang, haha, I'm so happy! I've finally gotten the red I've always dreamed of. But I'm not happy at all. Ugh, do you know how scared I was? That red carpet, walking alone so lonely, that bastard, he promised to accompany me, but he left me alone and walked down … "

"Su Jiawang" still didn't speak. I paused for a moment, realizing that I shouldn't have mentioned other men in front of him. He would be jealous and be unhappy.

However, I just want to vent my anger, Jia Wang definitely wouldn't mind. He said that no matter who I loved, they would always wait for me.

"Do you still remember that Gao Kan? He's the one you called Kanagol, haha, he's a big scoundrel and a rapist. He just left my place this morning, and before he left, he even asked me to take medicine … I, I'm not going to eat, I want to get pregnant, I want to get pregnant, I want to get pregnant, I want to get pregnant, I want to tell the world, he's let me down, he's let me down, and then I want to kick his child out, to let him think about me for the rest of his life. Ha ha, Jia Wang, do you think I should take revenge on him like this? "

What the hell, what am I talking about?

He was really confused.

"Su Jiawang" was so angry that she didn't say a word, didn't you just call me Baby's sweet talk?

But I cried so miserably that he did not even say a word of consolation.

He must be angry with me.

I burst into tears again.

"Wuuuu, you men, are all bad guys, not a single one is a good person. I hate all of you. Do you all think that I have no parents to bully? When you say you love me, let me think that I am the happiest person in the world. When you abandon me, leave without a word. What did I do wrong? Play me trick me coax me, make my heart broken and scattered, what have I done wrong? Ah? Ah? Why aren't you saying anything! "

I think I'm crazy, screaming at the top of my lungs, saying things that have been buried deep in my heart for a long time, and it feels so much better to let them out.

"Jia Wang, I'm sorry, please don't be angry at me, okay? Right now, you are the only one left to me. Please, can you get me out of here? I'm so tired, so uncomfortable, I'm not a stone, he scolded me like that, I feel so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable … Am I going to die... "

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Wuuu, wuuuu, wuuuu …

After crying on my cell phone, I gradually calmed down.

It didn't seem good.

What if Jia Wang really thinks that I have met with some great trouble and flew back from overseas? He is now well-developed in the symphony orchestra and is already a well-known pianist internationally. I can't be so selfish as to be his stepping stone.

He's such a nice guy, he shouldn't be dragged down by me.

"Jia Wang, I'm sorry … I was joking with you just now. I have just started my career, how could I bear to leave? Don't mind the man I just told you about. Actually, I didn't love him a long time ago. He's a conceited man like a peacock. If I love him again, I'll be a fool! Big idiot! The number one brainless idiot in the world! "

"Jia Wang, do you see that dress? I like it. You know what? In the future, I will be the star beside the sun, forever never falling, always accompanying the sun … … "I'm tired. Goodbye, good night."

"Su Jiawang" still did not speak.

He wouldn't even say good night to me.

He must be angry, right?

I wanted to make him happy, so I added another sentence, "Jia Wang, I think I like you now, not as a brother and sister, but a man and woman …"

It wasn't good to lie to him like this.

Although this is very immoral, I really hope that Su Jiawang still loves me at this moment and that he will love me in the future.

He was my last warmth.