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Later, walking along, I fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up, my eyes were filled with tiny, swaying colors.

After staring blankly for a while, I finally remembered that I was with Gao Kan at the time. He was carrying me when he walked away, and then I fell asleep.

Where is this?

I sniff a few times with all my might before opening my eyes in relief after smelling a familiar scent in the chilly air.

Gao Kan didn't leave, he was still sitting beside me.

Or rather, I was sitting in his arms, lying on his lap, asleep.

By turning his body slightly and raising his face up, he could see the other party's face.

Gao Kan was looking at the river in a daze, no one knew what he was thinking, his expression was gloomy, as though he was pondering about something.

My little gesture disturbed him.

"You're awake?"

"Yes."

I sat up and looked around. There were a few boats floating on the river.

However, there were fewer people on the shore.

The moon was to the west.

I asked him. "Is it past midnight?"

Gao Kan: "Mhm."

I complained, "Why didn't you wake me up? I haven't made a wish yet, and they say it would be very effective to make a wish on the bell. "

However, Gao Kan disapprovingly said: "Being so adult, you still believe in those children's things?"

I was dissatisfied with his words, "Don't you know that you would rather believe it than not? What if there's a sliver of hope that it can be realized? "

"I hope that it was obtained using my own hands..." Gao Kan suddenly paused halfway through his words. He seemed to be afraid that I would be unhappy, so he changed his words and said, "Alright, actually, I made a wish for you."

I was surprised and curious. "For me? How do you know what I think? "

Gao Kan leaned on the leather seat with both hands and smirked, saying in a casual tone: "The album was sold very well, < Qingcheng > was sold very well."

What a capitalist!

I pouted unwillingly and imitated his disapproval. "Do you need to make a wish for something so obvious?"

"Little girl ~" Gao Kan tilted his head and looked at me, smiling in a very relaxed and satisfied manner.

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Seeing him smile, my mood lightened up a lot. After that, I asked in my head, "What happened during this period of time?"

After asking this question, I bit my tongue in regret.

With such a good atmosphere, he was willing to stay with me for a while, but he didn't act neither hot or cold.

"It's a lot." He didn't expect that Gao Kan would answer him with just two words, and then, since he wasn't willing to talk about it, he continued, "What are you willing to do? "It would be better to just give it to me. Perhaps I might even satisfy you and use it as a New Year's gift for you."

I took it seriously, but I asked him excitedly, "Really? Any wish? "

He smiled slyly. "It depends."

I like this kind of smile, look, feel very good, good enough that I want to be more than an inch ahead of myself.

Seeing that I was quiet, Gao Kan said: "Speak, I want to hear it."

I shook my head meekly. "You must silently grant your wish. If you say it out loud, then you won't do it."

However, Gao Kan asked me seriously: "You really won't say? It's a waste of time. "

I didn't want to make any pretentious words about you loving me, but I liked the warm atmosphere, so I sat next to him with a rare gentleness. I shamelessly leaned over, lifted his face, and said: "Gao Kan, I want to kiss you … …"

He wanted to be like a long time ago, playing with her as she was, but he was still a little shy after all. After saying that, he blushed and put his hands down.

Gao Kan grabbed my hand and asked: "Is that it?"

"Yes." I lowered my head, but there was something I hadn't said.

But he didn't bring me home even at this late hour, and was still drifting on the river. It seemed like he didn't have any plans.

Gao Kan burst out in laughter, grabbed my hand and supported my chin up, inappropriately saying, "Then come, I'll satisfy you now. How do you want to kiss it? "

It was too much to talk about kissing, to talk about it on the table, to talk about it in the same way you eat, wasn't it?

I was a little angry and thought he was playing with me.

"You're angry just like that?" Gao Kan looked at me strangely and gently. He ruffled my hair, pulled me into his embrace, and gave me a quick kiss at the corner of my lips. Then he moved away, saying, "This place isn't suitable, I'm afraid I won't be able to resist. I haven't seen you for days. You know how … But I want to talk to you about something else.

I'm sorry about that, like I was thinking too much about that and that and that.

I pursed my lips and reluctantly pulled myself out of his arms. Looking out of the window at the driftwood fire after midnight, I said in a low voice, "What other things?" Didn't you say so then? "

Gao Kan said, "I'm not done speaking yet …."

I interrupted him. "If you want to tell me that you have other women, that you want to cut me off for her sake, I already know that. "Oh my, I'm actually very angry. If you keep talking about it, I'll be unhappy. If I'm unhappy, the movie will start tomorrow and I won't be able to continue acting."

When he said that, indeed, Gao Kan did not say anything for a moment.

Did my unfortunate words really hit the mark?

If I was in the car, I might have jumped out. I hate this weird atmosphere.

He got up and wanted to open the only window on the ship. However, Gao Kan grabbed my arm, pulled me in front of him, and asked me seriously, "Yi Shanshan, do I really not have a sense of security?"

A sense of security?

This word was a little laughable.

Didn't he know how much pain he had caused me by acting like this today?

I felt a little wronged and wanted to ask him why he would smile when he wanted to, why he would laugh when he was cold to me, how could he not be hot and cold all of a sudden? When he wanted to sleep, he would lift the stairs with his own hands without any resistance, yet for some baffling reason, he didn't even dare to kiss me like this, telling me where was inappropriate for him to be afraid that he wouldn't be able to resist.

Who do you think I am?!

However, I didn't need to ask any of these questions as I already had the answer in my heart.

Didn't I take the initiative to tell him to let me stay with you? He emphasized that he would stay in bed for the time being.

Now, if I continue to complain and feel wronged, wouldn't I just be adding fuel to the fire?

Actually, I felt really bitter, but I still forced myself to smile and shake my head, pretending that nothing had happened. I said, "No, it's probably because my period is almost up and my heart is a bit fragile. I wasn't like this before, you know. "I'm sorry, I …"

While you are still gentle, I should pretend to happily chat with you some nonsense, not itchy, try to stay with you as long as possible, but I'm sorry, I really can't do it.

I don't know what happened tonight. I just felt very wronged, but I didn't dare to say it.

Gao Kan turned my face to the side, he moved me back to face with him, and with a trace of anger that he didn't know where, shouted: "Yi Shanshan, do you know? I hate you so much sometimes! Take a good look at the man in front of you. You've done the most intimate thing in the world with him, and he knows so many secrets of yours. You were able to speak the truth to Zhou Zhou, who you just met, but in front of me, why are you so hard to speak of? "

I've tried my best to make it look good, so I didn't say anything, but he insisted on asking, so don't blame me for making the atmosphere awkward.

After Gao Kan shouted at me, I shouted at him a little angrily, "Because he won't embarrass me! Even if it were a stranger, I can complain about it, but only you, Gao Kan, can't. Not only do you make me feel especially insecure, I don't even have the most basic of trust and self-esteem. "Yes, I do love you, but that doesn't mean that I deserve to be treated as you wish!"