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The hand grabbed my hat, then quickly moved to my shoulder, then my arm, and gripped it tightly, lifting me out of the crowd and towards him. Finally, I was thrown into a solid embrace.

Caught off guard, I was suddenly grabbed like this. My instinct was to "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed out in the middle of my scream, my mouth being blocked by that hand.

He hugged me tightly, as if I was precious to him, as if he was afraid that someone would steal me away from him. He wanted nothing more than to rub me into his body.

My slow brain realized that the palm that was blocking my lips had a familiar taste.

Gao Kan?

How is this possible?!

I stopped struggling and looked up from his embrace, at a loss. I wanted to confirm this fact, but who would have thought that the moment I raise my head, two lips which were burning hot and silent, would fall down.

Bite my lips, to be exact.

He pressed the back of my head with his other hand, not allowing me to move. Then he kissed me wantonly, stroking my aching lips as if he wanted to swallow me alive. After prying open my tightly clenched teeth, his tyrannical and powerful tongue coiled around mine.

In this crowded sea of people, ignoring the gazes of the people around me, who else other than Gao Kan could be there to embrace and kiss me so indiscriminately?

Now I can confirm it was him.

Instantly, he was both angry and scared.

He was furious because who would use such barbaric actions to kiss his mouth like he did?

But what's more, Gao Kan hasn't done this to me in a while, is this time chasing me from Africa to Japan to settle scores?

Instinctively, I avoided his lips, which were full of unreasonable lusts. I wanted to run away, but he wouldn't budge.

As if I were a glass of wine or a cigarette, he sucked on it greedily, tirelessly, and took it.

As the onlookers watched this happen, they gradually grew indifferent.

It was only when a salty, fishy taste spread through my mouth that I began to give up struggling in fear. Instead, I embraced his neck, snuggled up to him, and pressed my lips against his, trying to respond to his kiss.

Ask him for mercy.

Seeing me give in, Gao Kan panted heavily, his movements gradually slowing until he released his lips that were kissing onto my swollen and painful lips.

This process seemed to have been going on for a century, so long that I felt extremely tired. Tears were streaming down my face, and my voice was choked with sobs. I didn't even have the strength to lean against him.

"Let me tell you, I can do whatever you want, I was the one that was f * cking despicable and wanted to treat you well, but didn't I warn you not to act impudently in front of Han Youya? What did you tell her? What right do you have to be jealous of her? What kind of evil aura did you give me? Won't you call me and tell me why you're running? Why don't you take a fucking man to this unfamiliar Japan and go for a tour of the Pacific Ocean with him? "

"Why didn't you pick up my phone? Do you want to die here? Yi Shanshan, I f * cking gave you face?! If you have the guts to run here alone, why would you run when you see me? Say something to me! "

Gao Kan grabbed my shoulder so hard that it hurt, and roared until my ears rumbled.

I was frightened by Gao Kan's anger and was forced to raise my head to look at him, but didn't dare to move at all.

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Suddenly, a huge firework blossomed in the sky, illuminating the entire world. Through my blurry vision, I finally saw Gao Kan clearly.

He was dark and thin, not as handsome as he used to be. In this frigid weather, all he wore was a thin baseball uniform.

His eyes, which were white and red-rimmed, which were usually calm and charming, were staring at me as if I were my enemy.

On his forehead, veins were popping out as a lump formed between his eyebrows.

I doubt very much that he was being nice to me.

It's obviously going to kill me in the next second.

I was afraid that Gao Kan would act like this, so I cried even louder. In the end, I cried until I was completely out of breath, and could not help but cough and sob.

Gao Kan stood there without moving, as if there was a wall between us. He just looked at me like that, and the flames in his eyes flickered and dimmed until it became a terrifying pool of stagnant water.

In the end, I was so tired that I didn't have any strength left. I let go of him and slid onto the ground.

Gao Kan followed me and squatted down, hugged my shoulders and pressed me into his embrace.

He ran his cold fingers over my swollen lips, the fingers that had somehow grown barbs and calluses, and scratched my lips.

I cried out in pain and dodged his hand.

Gao Kan still wanted to touch me, but I firmly pushed him away.

As if feeling that he would never be pushed away, Gao Kan stared at me blankly, his eyes lost and injured. The hand that I pushed away, hung there, frozen in midair.

Taking advantage of the moment that Gao Kan was in a daze, I pushed him away with all my might and stood up. I wanted to run away, but Gao Kan suddenly reached out and hugged my trembling leg.

I couldn't move. I was held tightly by him again. I angrily pushed his head, but he didn't let go.

I pestered him for it, as if it were fragile, childish, flustered, not at all like the man I knew who was mature enough to go around the world.

After a while, I had no more strength left, so I could only bend down and shout at him in a trembling voice, "Gao Kan, let go of my hand. If this continues, I'll call the police."

"No!" Gao Kan shook his head, gradually stood up, and tightly hugged me. After that, his lips moved, and opened his mouth again, but the only thing that came out of his mouth was the word "I'm sorry".

Sorry?

I chewed on those three simple yet incomprehensible words and looked at him timidly.

When I saw his lips move, my heart started to tremble. I was afraid that he would scold me again, but instead, he said, I'm sorry?

Gao Kan bent over and whispered into my ear with a trembling, hoarse voice, "Coca Cola, if you throw it again, what will I do? You silly woman, if you lost it, what would I do? I've already lost you once. Do you want me to live in pain for the rest of my life? "

"If you don't answer my call, Little Wang won't return my call. Do you know how anxious I am? You scared me to death, okay? "

"Sorry, I just … My heart is in too much pain. Those words I just said are all nonsense. Sorry, don't be angry with me, okay? "

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If you lose it, what will I do?

I'm sorry.

I feel so bad.

Okay...

For a full minute, I kept thinking about what Gao Kan had just said. These words echoed clearly in my mind, and finally formed a clear consciousness: Was it because he couldn't find me that he was scared and came here to find me? Not for Han Youya?

I took a deep breath and stopped sobbing. Inconceivable and perplexed, I covered Gao Kan's still muttering apologetic lips and asked him for confirmation. "Gao Kan, you, aren't you angry with me?"

He shook his head, touched my palm with his warm tongue, and said, "Why should I be angry with you? The person I should be angry with is you."

I suspect that Gao Kan was trying to trick me to go back to the hotel to settle my debts, so I took this opportunity to tell him about the "crimes" I had committed one at a time and remind him.

"I... I was petty, and was jealous of your reply to Han Youya's comments. I was angry that you lied to me, and your Moments were not updated for me alone, I even said Han Youya on purpose, and angered her, and boasted that the two of us went to bed together. Also, because I felt bad, I didn't record the song today. I even blew up a card of yours and transferred all the money you earned through hard work to a charity … Aren't you angry with me for all this? "

Gao Kan shook his head: "It's fine, I can earn more money. I earned it for you to spend anyway, so I worked so hard, just to curry favor with you, didn't I? Don't you know? "

Was he trying so hard for me?

This information is so vast that I asked him again, trembling in fear, "So … Then what about Han Youya? "

"She's just a good friend of mine. If I really wanted to have something with her, I would have been together for the past five years. That night, if she wasn't drunk, would I still have let you go to her room to look after her? Don't you understand my intentions? "

How could I understand your intentions when you're so fierce?

"You're lying. I don't believe it. Don't you hate me?" I shake my head, feeling wronged. The ground trembles from crying just now, but when I blinked my eyes now, tears were still flowing out.

Gao Kan showed me the tears at the corner of his eyes as his lips drew back, and he tried very hard to pull out a smile, saying: "Sorry, Glittering, I told you that I've changed. Becoming such a nuisance to me was not the same as before. I was not gentle and did not know how to treat you well … It might even be inferior to Xiao Wang, Zhou Zhou, Su Jiawang and the others. I'm afraid you'll have to get to know this man in front of you again in the future. "

So, the new beginning he told me about that night meant that he had changed?

Compared to the eighteen year old Gao Kan who pampered me to keep me warm before, he had indeed become very annoying.

But wasn't this him more real?

Not only did I passively accept the "I did all of this for your own good" little girl, but as an adult, I felt his pain, happiness and sadness. That's what love should look like, isn't it?

As I thought about it, I was suddenly no longer afraid of him.

Furthermore, he used that kind of clumsy yet unchanging way of interacting with me on WeChat just to give me a good impression of him again. Furthermore, he even ate Xiao Wang's vinegar, how foolish and adorable was this Gao Kan!