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I didn't bother him anymore. I wanted to laugh.

However, he still resisted the urge to laugh out loud. He only pursed his lips with a reserved smile, stood on his tiptoes and rubbed his nervous and ashamed cheeks as he said, "Gao Kan, you idiot …"

Before I could finish what I wanted to say, I touched his cold cheek and couldn't help but cry. I quickly unzipped my down jacket and wrapped it around his thin body. I chided him, "You're going to catch a cold like this. I'm already a big person, so how can I lose it with Little Wang following me?" Are you stupid? "

"It's okay, I'm not too cold." Gao Kan hugged me and my down jacket tightly, and stuck his hand under my crease to keep me warm. After that, he comforted me, "It's fine if you catch a cold once, but if you lose it, I'll have no cure."

"You're so stupid." I wiped my tears on his chest and raised my head, teasing him in good will, "I'm not a child anymore. I couldn't lose it five years ago, let alone now. Besides, how did you lose your card when you were carrying it in your pocket? "

Gao Kan bent over, bent down, and lightly touched my lips as he apologised to me full of guilt, "Glittering, I'm sorry. That year, when you came to look for me, I wasn't in Bi Shui, and I even cut off all contact with you. A while ago, I went to Bishui and walked to the subway where you first came from. Now that I think about it, I feel extremely uncomfortable. I'm really sorry. Do you know how afraid I am to lose you again? "

So it turns out that he had been to Bi Shui and understood my previous difficulties and helplessness. I had always been brooding over it, feeling wronged about it, but now, I have finally relaxed and let it go.

But what loneliness had he suffered?

I didn't know.

As I thought about it, my eyes became moist again. After kissing his adam's apple, I comforted him, "It's alright. Those are all in the past. If you really want to apologize, I'll forgive you."

It was only then that Gao Kan loosened his brows and continued to hug me. After that, he seemed to remember something, and suddenly smiled like a child, twisting it around my waist, and said lovingly: "Coca Cola, you're so petty, you love to cry, why are you still like that?"

"I've changed too, it's just that you didn't realize it." Apart from the matter of loving you, I was too shy to say those words that were on the tip of my tongue.

Gao Kan continued, "Then let's get to know each other, eh?"

"Okay ~" My eyes lit up as I happily agreed. I really liked his words, then when I thought about the three month agreement that he said more than 20 days ago, I curiously asked him, "So, you said that you came back to see me in May, is it for … .for …."

"Chase after you." Gao Kan let go of those two words that I found hard to voice out, and then said: "That night, you said that your New Year's wish was to go back to the past, and I said that I wasn't willing, right? Because lately I have often re-examined the past and found that I did not really love you enough, or rather, that there was an excess of love for your family. "

"You said that those memories were precious to you, but I was like that too. When I was very young, because my parents weren't by my side all year round, as long as the nanny driver took me, I really didn't have any feelings for him. Until I met you. For the first time in my life, I had a close relationship with someone else. A long time ago, someone said that when God made me, he didn't add emotion. He probably remembered it later and gave you to me. "Isn't it?"

"I was really fortunate in the past, and thought that losing you was no big deal, but then I realized that I couldn't do it without you, and I'm too embarrassed to admit it to you. Alright, now you have to think too much into it, I'll just say everything, and not long ago, I finally understood everything, because the person I met was you, that's why I became the emotional Gao Kan, and also because the person I left with was you, I have such a strange and tangled personality."

"So, Yi Shanshan, I really want to make you fall in love with me again. Taking off the halo of Gao Kan in his memories, and accepting this man in front of his whose entire body is full of shortcomings, let us start from the position of an adult and love his again, are you willing to do that? "

When Gao Kan said these words, he was serious and serious, every word was something that I could hear very clearly, and I also understood the meaning behind his words. From time to time, the inside of his heart would surge with excitement.

Finally, when he asked me if you would like to, I didn't know what to say to express my feelings except by nodding my head heavily.

At this moment, silence prevailed.

I liked the way the word "love" came out of his sexy lips. He was talking to me about real love.

We have talked rationally about how he bored him out of me, about our troubles, about our work, but this is the first time about love.

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At this time, it was already late into the night. The fireworks party was coming to an end, and the people who went to watch the fun gradually dispersed.

At some point, a few musicians with saxophone on their backs appeared in the garden and began to play a romantic jazz tune, attracting the attention of the rest of the waiting crowd. They took the hands of the people around them and held them by the hips, and they began to dance to the rhythm of the music.

"Shall we come as well?"

I was afraid that Gao Kan would catch a cold, I wanted to bring him back to the hotel room, but he invited me to dance with him.

We hadn't danced together in years, and at first I was a little stiff and nervous, unable to let go, my stiff hands on his hips, my foot on his foot, or I twisted our legs awkwardly and almost fell over a couple of times.

Gao Kan didn't laugh at me. He guided me very patiently and even brought up the past on his own accord.

"Do you remember when we used to dance together in the Challenge Club?"

"Of course."

When I was at Chenchen's First High School, Gao Kan took me to go shopping one day on his bicycle. When I saw a girl in the plaza dancing with an especially beautiful appearance, I was very envious and said "so beautiful". Then, on the afternoon of the second day, after school was over, Gao Kan took me to a jazz club and even made me a VIP card.

Thinking about those, I couldn't help but smile.

Gao Kan said: "At that time, I actually didn't like to dance at all. Think about it, a 1.8m tall man like me standing in the middle of your group of brats is really eye-piercing. Honestly speaking, other than fighting and dancing, I don't like anything."

Remembering that scene, I couldn't help but laugh and remind him, "But later on, you still became my partner."

"Yes, originally, I was extremely reluctant, but not two days after you went to that club, I heard the teacher in the men's restroom discussing something else. He said that you and I were neither related nor friends, but that you had been so intimate all day with each other with an appearance of a well-behaved girl. I was so pissed off at the time, in the toilet, blocking him, I really wanted to beat him up, you know? Hate him so much that his nose is crooked! "

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" How come I've never heard you say it before? " I was surprised, but I had no impression of it.

Gao Kan said in a very matter-of-fact tone, "You are still a little girl and my little sister. How can I let you know that I have such dirty words?"

I was curious, "What happened next? I remember you two used to smoke and eat together. "

"Yeah, I really wanted to beat him up back then, but what if one day I go away in the city with him? What would I do if he made things difficult for you? So when I stuck him in the bathroom, I didn't hit him, I bought him an expensive pack of cigarettes, and then I got to know him and asked him to take care of you. And then, to avoid gossip, I reluctantly made you a partner. "

Wuuuuu! My heart stirred, and I tiptoed to kiss Gao Kan on the cheek. "Big brother, thank you for doing so much for me."

"Only then did you come to me …" Gao Kan held my hand and placed it a little above the navel on his waist, and said with a smile: "At that time I was still worrying, this little girl, could he be a dwarf in the future, what can only grow taller after eating? Do you know how funny I look when I dance with you bent over?"

"Haha ~" Of course I know, because of this he was also secretly mocked by his friends for a long time, thinking about it he couldn't help but laugh, "It's all thanks to you buying those calcium tablets, blue bottle oral liquid, I've grown so much now ~"

Although Gao Kan was ridiculed by others as a sister-con, how could he, who always had his own way of doing things, care about the gazes of others?

Thank you, too, for teaching me to be bold. No matter how others see it, as long as I decide, I must do it.