The Lile Box broke. The milk inside spilled all over Gao Kan's face and his blue shirt was covered with the white liquid.
He stood there for a dozen seconds before he looked up slightly and said, "Bring me another box."
I hated him just now, but in the blink of an eye, when I saw Gao Kan's black and gaunt face, my heart started to hurt. I don't want us to become like this.
I put down my pride again, took a towel, walked over, wiped the milk off his face, and said softly, "Hubby, what's going on with you recently? Can you stop doing this to me? Where did you go last night? I got Zhou Jin to send me back to the Sujiang, to our house, but couldn't find you. Do you know how uncomfortable I feel? "Tell me, where did you go?"
"Don't you know where I'm going?" Gao Kan said coldly as he took the towel and threw it to the side.
"She threatened to embarrass you again, didn't she? "Don't worry, I won't misunderstand. The past is the past, I won't care about it. Whether or not you have children, I won't …" I couldn't bring myself to lie, to break my conscience, and even the arm around his neck stiffened.
Gao Kan stared at me for a few seconds, then took away the hand I hung on his body. He laughed for some unknown reason, "You're really interesting, finding my dad and getting her to lose everything, this is what you mean by don't care about it?"
I gasped, enduring the dull pain in my heart, I pressed my head against Gao Kan's chest, then opened my mouth and spoke with a trembling voice, "Hubby, my heart is hurting, don't treat me like that, you definitely have something to hide from me, tell me, okay? I don't want to separate from you, I really don't want to, I beg you, don't treat me like this, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't have signed the contract, I promised to leave with you, I broke my promise, do you want to punish me this way? "
Gao Kan didn't say anything, he didn't even have a breath of air, he just stood there coldly, staring at me without a hint of focus, as though we were in two different worlds, his soul had already flown to another woman's body.
I felt a sadness I had never felt before: he was no longer my man, he was the father of another little girl, the father of another woman.
But for the last time, I hugged Gao Kan tightly and begged him: "Enough, can we stop here? I really can't take it anymore. Can I apologize to you? "We shouldn't have done this. Hubby, you said that we would have a couple for life …"
As if his soul had returned to his body, Gao Kan fiercely pushed me away and sneered: "Tell me, how did you hug Zhou Jin to sleep last night? Lay on his arm? Did you hug him with that hand just now? "
I didn't think he would suddenly say something like that. I hurriedly explained, "No, I'm not. I just …"
Gao Kan interrupted me, his tone becoming more and more sinister, "What are you saying? Deliberately angering me? Didn't I tell you not to be so petty in front of me? It's so boring, you know? Who do you want to take revenge on my brother for making such an outrageous joke? Who do you think you can take revenge against? "
"I don't want revenge." My heart went cold.
"I'm serious, Yi Shanshan. Go, stay with him, or anyone else, I really won't stop you …"
"Shut the fuck up!"
Then, smack —
A crisp slap sounded out in the kitchen.
It came from me.
I don't know where I got the courage from, but ever since I touched Gao Kan's finger, I have suddenly and impulsively slapped him in the face.
Furthermore, the consequence of this impulse was that I was completely refreshed. My heart no longer felt pain, as though I had found an outlet to vent my anger. I couldn't help but raise my hand and slap Gao Kan on the left side.
"Gao Kan, you forced my hand, don't regret it!"
It seemed as if it had been accumulating for a long time. The strength in my two slaps was so strong that I could not have imagined it, and even my own palms were hurting. I pulled at the cut on my fingernail last night, and there was a slight pain, starting at the nerve endings and slowly spreading to the bottom of my heart. It wasn't until I turned around and walked unsteadily to the living room that I nearly fell down.
Hua Yang said that she really wished that after she died, her soul would be alive. She wanted to see if Zhou Jin would feel sad for her, and if he would regret not loving her.
This was assuming that it was meaningless. In fact, she knew the answer very well in her heart, so she didn't dare to live any longer.
Because the people who were still alive didn't have the courage to turn around and see the truth. They were afraid of both seeing the look of regret in his eyes, and at the same time were afraid of seeing his coldness that could repel people a thousand miles away.
I know he loves me, but his attitude is not normal love at all.
At this moment, the man behind me changed his heart too quickly, causing me to feel both love and fear. A voice that sounded like an oracle in my heart yelled at me, "Yi Shanshan, leave him, quickly leave him, he is a dangerous person, besides loving you, he will also hurt you severely."
I used to think that even if I was rejected a thousand times in front of that person, pushed away and fell down ten thousand times, if he hooked his little finger, the person I loved first would still get up and pounce on me without any hesitation. But now, I sadly realized that I no longer had the courage to ruin my life one more time.
I want to have a beautiful life, I want to have a passionate and passionate love. I want to throw all that that I lacked and was cursed with, and I want to run away from it. I don't actually want to be a big star, just like those ordinary families who have their own parents and family, and that would be a warm and comfortable home.
When Gao Kan tricked me into marrying in New York City, he destroyed all of my beautiful dreams. After that, he said that he would rebuild a world of hearts for me, and now he did it, taking away the little fantasies of a dozen or twenty years old girl, I came to a world of even more cruel things. There were deceitful people, pitiful lovers, people who committed suicide for love, men and women who earned it for no reason, and playboys who wanted to start anew, but they didn't have my love.
He pushed me through, locked the door, and shut it behind him.
He can't hear me anymore.
"Yi Shanshan, wait."
I don't know what kind of garbage shoes Zhou Jin bought, I wanted to go upstairs. After walking for just two steps, I realized that the shoelaces were open, but I couldn't tie it back. In the end, I panicked and tied the shoelaces into knots, one short and the other long.
Irritated, I rubbed my blurry eyes, tore off my shoes, and threw them on the floor behind me.
But I didn't hear the "plop" sound I expected, so I turned my head and saw Gao Kan standing not far behind me on the stairs with my shoes in his hand.
I don't know if it was my imagination, but I actually saw a slight curve on his lips.
For a split-second, I almost ran down and threw myself into his arms. This impulse rushed out from my scattered mind, and before I could even make a move, Gao Kan spoke first.
"Wait a minute, I'll go back and take the clothes, do you mind?"
Take the clothes?
"..." I was stunned.
Gao Kan then said: "I will take some personal clothes and you can take care of the rest. If it's inconvenient, you can help me move them to the bottom of the elevator, I will wait downstairs."
The rest?
Like he did with me?
"If that doesn't work, I'll take you home first. When I get to the hotel, I'll have to trouble you to send a courier to my city. You know, I like to wear those clothes, so I can't get used to new clothes."
I suddenly wanted to ask Gao Kan, which one of us is his personal clothes, and which one is his substitute new clothes for me and Han Youya?
But after thinking about it, she felt that asking such a question, was too embarrassing. I am Yi Shanshan herself, why would I stoop so low to the point of relying on a man to be his clothes?
Thus, the words that came out of his mouth became: "Since Auntie Li is at my house, at that time, I'll have her send you downstairs. Then, you guys can leave together."
"Oh." Gao Kan replied, he walked forward two steps, climbed the stairs, and placed the shoes with the unlaced shoes at my feet, then continued to speak: "I have already dismissed her, and in the future, don't bother her anymore with her work, if you really get used to her taking care of you, you will have to pay someone else's salary. She has a son who is studying abroad, and not some rich family."
ME: "Oh."
Gao Kan asked, "Do you still want to eat breakfast?"
TC: "I've lost my appetite."
Gao Kan said: "Oh, then I'll go to the garage and wait for you there. Go through the back door, don't let anyone see you, I can't explain it."
After pausing for a moment, he added, "Zhou Jin is right, it's not good for your reputation. No matter what, we should pay attention to the influence of public opinion, and there shouldn't be any mistakes.
"Thank you for your concern," I said.
Gao Kan: "Also, pull my cell phone number and WeChat out of the blacklist. If there's anything else I need to contact you about, don't be so childish, it would embarrass everyone."
When did I blacken him?
I thought back in confusion. The person who clearly hadn't contacted me in the past few days was him. How could I say that I had blacklisted him?
Gao Kan then asked from behind me: "Yi Shanshan, what I said to you in the past can be considered as having been accomplished, right?"
Hearing this, I immediately forgot about when I had blacklisted his cell phone number on WeChat. I turned my head and looked at Gao Kan mockingly, "What did you say to me? What did you do? "
Gao Kan shrugged his shoulders and pursed his lips into a smile, "I already said that I want to make you a big celebrity. Once 'Legend of Mount Shu's Di Ji' is broadcast, it will definitely be extremely popular. I heard that SMP Corporation is offering a high price of 100 million to sign on you, so I've to congratulate you in advance."
Only then did I remember that a long, long time ago, in my previous life, Gao Kan had once swore to me that after returning to Bi Shui, he would advise Gao Junfeng to buy the SMP company and sign me up. He only signed me as a singer so that I could become a great celebrity and walk out of the mountain to achieve my dream.
If he did it, he would bring me, an unorthodox actor who hadn't been around for more than two years, to the peak where I shouldn't be. The industry was predicting that I had the potential to become a superstar, Lisa said, as long as my future was limitless.
But he no longer loves me.