At that time, I remembered that not long after Spring Festival, when we were at odds with each other, Gao Kan told me that he would definitely hold a grand concert for you in the future.

Now that my dream had been fulfilled by him, he didn't know where he was.

It was probably due to the atmosphere of passion at the time, coupled with the fact that I had been singing all night and my head was in a state of hypoxic vertigo, which was commonly called irrational and out of the mind, that I suddenly felt infinitely moved, a little impulsive, a little inexplicable, and I wanted to use this special moment to say something about our past.

After muttering to myself irresolutely, according to plan, the concert should have ended just like that. As my thoughts came to an end, I suddenly stopped my actions of taking off my headphones and spoke word by word towards the thousands of people: "At this moment, in the end, I still have to thank one more person. He is the President of the Gao Sheng Group, Gao Kan."

Probably no one expected that I would suddenly mention Gao Kan's name. In the field that was full of noise, the voices stayed quiet for around 10 seconds before a burst of deafening screams came out.

I pursed my lips and smiled, waiting for their screams to stop with an unexpected nonchalance.

Sitting not far from me in the music section, Lisa, who was sitting next to me, was very worried. She told me to hurry up and finish it, because I would be fined for the time-out. She wanted to go on stage and stop me, as the concert was still on live, and if I said something wrong or acted out of place, it would bring about terrible consequences and losses.

I waved at her with my left hand and mouthed that it was all right.

"There is a small secret that I have never told you all before. Tonight, I suddenly wanted to tell everyone that you all know that I am from the Da Liang Shan, and that when I grew up in that barren and mystical land, I initially had no dreams, and that I was only a normal little girl. After that, I met Gao Kan, and for some special reason, he lived in my house for a period of time, and it was at that time that he found out about my talent in singing.

After about a minute of the commotion, I stopped them and said again, "We were in love once, and you all know it. It's a pity it didn't come to fruition, but I'll always be grateful to him. If Gao Kan can watch the live broadcast right now, I want to say a word of thanks to him. "

The lamplighter hit the halo back at me, and I smiled sweetly at the camera, bowed, put down the receiver, and left the room in a frenzy.

One second before the timeout period, pinching the dot, perfect curtain call.

I still clearly remember when I walked down the two meter tall stage stairs, the scene of that morning when I bid farewell to Gao Kan surfaced in my mind. I walked up the stage steadily, step by step, by myself, with my back facing Gao Kan as I walked towards another kind of fate.

Remembering that detail, passing through time to see my real self, I was amazed by the thought of "finally letting out a long breath" that lurked in my heart.

Just like that day at the end of the concert, I remained as calm as ever. In front of everyone, during live broadcasts, I mentioned Gao Kan and his wife's past during concerts.

When Chen Duoyu, the vice president of Star Studio, reported to me in great joy, saying that when I said that last part, the live broadcast peak had reached its peak, and the live broadcast video website had been disconnected from the Internet. I congratulated me on the success of the concert and smiled happily.

Later on, a reporter asked me, "Did you set up that segment long ago? You were actually consuming Gao Kan's relationship with him to increase your attention level. After all, Star Studio has only been established for three months, it urgently needs to increase its visibility."

There was something tricky about the angle of the question, and for a moment I didn't know how to answer it.

The reporter seemed to be a former CP fan of the two of us. After asking the questions, she immediately said to me aggressively, "Gao Kan had already announced his withdrawal from the entertainment circle, and he is now developing very well in the investment industry. He is living a quiet life, are you trying to fire your ex-boyfriend?"

Without waiting for me to speak, she got even more agitated as she suddenly stood up from the chair, glared at me, and shouted, "You should not involve Gao Kan in this anymore. After the two of you broke up, you and his best friend got together. You want to use him for a concert? Yi Shanshan, you are so pathetic! I despise you, I despise you, and I will be your black powder for life! "

She shouted at me relentlessly. "Yi Shanshan, you hypocritical, selfish woman, after being robbed by Han Youya, you want to snatch your best friend's boyfriend? You caused her to jump down and commit suicide, you are the executioner, you will get your retribution for this!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, we will deal with her, immediately fire her. Miss Eyre, don't be angry." The web site gossip channel editor was so scared that his forehead was overflowing with sweat. He bowed to me in apology.

At that time, I didn't expect the girl to ask such a sharp question, especially when she said "you are using Gao Kan for the sake of the studio", I was still a little shaken by her questioning. I didn't know what she was afraid of at that time, but I felt a sense of guilt that my true face had been exposed.

As for how much of it I had, I did not think it through, nor did I bother to think about it.

I'm not the smartest person. Being able to handle the affairs of the world and dance my long sleeves in front of all sorts of people doesn't mean that I can see through myself.

Most of the time, one needed to recall the details of the incident after it had happened for a very, very long time before being able to discover the details that one had not noticed at all at the time.

I like to look ahead and run, especially in this new world. I must not let my nerves go unchecked, and I must seize the moment, while my voice and face are young, to put them to the best of my ability in exchange for a better future.

The next day after the concert ended, without any surprise, someone interviewed Gao Kan who was on the distant Wall Street. At that time, someone completely left the entertainment circle, sold the SMP company to the Zhou family, and Gao Kan, who had become the president of the Gao Cheng Investment Group, took a break from his work, accepted the interview, and was asked "What do you think about it" by the reporters. When "What do you want to respond to Yi Shanshan", Gao Kan frowned slightly, smiled lightly, and said to the camera: "Please help me to tell Miss Eyre that there is no need to thank me.

When Zhou Jin showed me the video, he said, "Did you see that?"

Did you shake?

I was busy watching the lines for the new movie, and only took a casual glance at the iPad, not paying attention to Gao Kan's actions at all. However, Zhou Jin suddenly mentioned something from the past, saying, Yi Shanshan, do you know, that day when you went upstairs, Kanagol left the living room, walked through the garden, and went to the garage to get his car, he cried for a long time inside the car.

"Is that so?" I answered absently.

"I'm sure. Otherwise, why would his eyes be so red and swollen when the ambulance came after that small accident? He can always withstand pain, and he would cry just because his arm was broken?" They must have cried before they left. "

Oh yeah, I almost forgot, Gao Kan had gotten into a small car accident that day, and we were not far from Zhou Jin's home. When the car drove to his original villa in Sujiang, I drove to the side of the road, but after almost half a year, he should have already recovered.

"..." Zhou Jin sat by my side for a good while before spitting out these words, "Kanagol did not think of breaking up with you. He loves you and he doesn't have any intimate relationship with Han Youya. [You really want Liu Shang to chase after you? I've told you many times, and you have nothing to say? "

"Yeah, help me rehearse this part." I rolled my eyes at Zhou Jin and pushed the script in front of him.

Zhou Jin glanced at the black words on it. I used my fingernail to draw a line of words, and pointed out the words "He kissed her hot", then he stood up, picked up the car key, and threw the words "I'm going to eat". Like a hungry ghost, he quickly walked out.

"Bring back the takeout for me!" I shout after him, and as he disappears behind the door, I slam the iPad against the tempered glass.

"Kacha." The screen shattered as the words "…" were repeated on the screen. "It's just a merchant's instinct", finally stopped, the world was quiet.

I got up and went to the dining room bar to get a bottle of champagne. I opened the bottle in a brisk manner, not bothering to use the glass, and drank directly from the mouth of the bottle. I drank to my heart's content, as if I had washed away the boredom in my chest, before I hurriedly took out my cell phone and called Chen Duoyu, telling him that I was suddenly sick, that I had no headache, that I was very hungry, and that I wanted to go to the evening's celebration and ask him to pick me up immediately.