The smoke between Zhou Jin's fingers suddenly flared up and was fiercely smoked by him.

Smoke curled up on his face, covering it with a faint layer of sadness.

I knew it was too sudden for him to accept, so he was silent for a moment.

After finishing the cigarette, only then did Zhou Jin digest what I had said. He asked in a low voice: "Are you really going to get married? You want to live an honest life with Guo Yunyan, get married and have kids, and be a Mrs. Guo instead of intentionally getting married for Gao Kan to see? "

I hesitated for a few seconds, then shook my head.

Zhou Jin threw away his cigarette, blew on it, and blew away the smoke in front of him. His eyes suddenly became sharp, and he asked, "Are you sure?"

"I'm sure!" I nodded resolutely. "I am already past the age of being a little girl with a little girl's heart. Actually, don't look at how full of energy I have been in these past two years. My heart is really tired." "No matter how hard I work, how well I act, how much the studio's performance increases with each passing day, how can I not be ridiculed by others for saying behind my back, 'Yi Shanshan is but a play'. I actually feel very uncomfortable."

"So you want to be Mrs. Guo?"

"Then at least your reputation will be better, right? At the very least, if we were to spread the news, I would definitely gain a lot of face. "

Zhou Jin started to despise me: "Tsk, what era is this now, all the other women are clamoring to have their own businesses, you didn't hear what kind of women Sister-in-law Mu preached about all day wanting to be independent in economy, thought about independence, and womb independence. You are actually so eager to depend on men, and to label yourself as Madam Guo."

"My thoughts are very far behind, a little woman in the feudal society." I rolled my eyes at him and said wearily, "What's the use of trying so hard? "It's still a peaceful life anyway. I can get it just like Mrs. Guo. Why do I have to work so hard to get my hands on those movies?"

No matter who he married and what kind of life he lived, it had nothing to do with love.

It would be the same even if you chose someone, right?

Zhou Jin who had been trying to quit drinking recently started to blush slightly. He swung his legs and stared at me for a while, and then said with a lighter tone of voice: "Glittering, if you really think that way, then I have nothing else to say. I support your decision."

I nodded. "Alright, then I'll have to trouble you to tell Gao Kan about this when you're free, tell him in detail, don't let him think that I did this on purpose. I really don't have any thoughts about it."

Zhou Jin curled his lips, "How about I make an appointment another day for the three of us to eat together and you tell him yourself?"

"Forget it." "Awkward," I said.

"Fine." Zhou Jin shrugged.

"That's the deal, I'm leaving," I said, standing up and calling to the butler to clear the table and tell her that I wouldn't be back for a few days.

When I came down, Zhou Jin was still sitting in the living room. Seeing me walk over, he seemed to want to say something, but stopped and looked at me, as if he had something to say to me.

"What's wrong?"

Zhou Jin sat up straight on the sofa. After rubbing his knees, he asked, "Are you really planning to marry Guo Yunyan?"

"Yeah," I teased him, a little amused. "Why do you seem so unhappy? Didn't you all expect me to settle down? "

Zhou Jin asked me with a serious expression, "Do you love him?"

Love?

I was a little stunned, then smirked: "Of course I love her, why don't I get married, I'm not a silly woman."

Zhou Jin continued to ask: "Then what do you love about him?"

What do I love about him?

But Zhou Jin didn't seem to believe that I wanted to get married at all. I could only deal with him, "I love everything, he is such a good person, I love everything."

But Zhou Jin just sneered and asked mockingly, "Have you kissed him before, and gone to bed with him?"

"..." I glared at him and lied, embarrassed.

Zhou Jin said word by word, "I … don't … believe!"

"Believe it or not, why should I tell you? This is my secret! " I stood up and didn't want to talk to him anymore, lest the man go crazy and say something inappropriate.

But he had always been keeping his distance from Zhou Jin. He extended his hand and grabbed onto my wrist, pulling me to the sofa beside him.

He smiled a little mischievously and said, "I don't have any feelings for him, so I can't shut my mouth at all, can I? I have seen Guo Yunyan kiss you before, but every time, she pitifully kissed me on the cheek, hair, forehead, fingers … "

"You pervert! You must also take a peek at this kind of thing! " I fiercely kicked Zhou Jin and suddenly stood up.

He pulled me back onto the sofa. "If you haven't kissed me, you haven't kissed me. What's there to be embarrassed about? This was not a shameful matter. Haven't I touched other women in the past few years? Don't you already know the reason why? "

"Zhou Jin!" Seeing that he was getting more and more outrageous, surpassing the boundaries we had agreed upon, I couldn't help but laugh. With a sullen face, I scolded him, "Don't joke with me."

Zhou Jin immediately let go of my hand.

I stood up and strode out.

Zhou Jin caught up from behind, and said while walking: "Glittering, I'm not joking with you. I just thought about it, since you already made up your mind to get married, why don't we get married?"

I stopped abruptly.

"I'm serious. Let's get married." Zhou Jin walked in front of me and propped himself up against the wall, his brows slightly raised, as he said with a hint of arrogance: "Don't you dare harm the Guo Family, my family knows that marriage isn't a joke. The kind of rich and powerful family like the Guo Family, isn't something that you can enter just because you want to, and after marriage, can you guarantee that he won't touch you like a gentleman? If you get pregnant again and have a son and daughter, you might as well jump into a grave. You won't even have a chance to revive. Referring to my mother, I became my father's concubine. My life is ruined, all the bets are on me, but is she happy? You see, she's only fifty years old, and she's already a shriveled little old lady. "

Zhou Jin said something in my heart.

I have naturally seen his mother before, during the years when Zhou Jin was messing around, she wasn't able to do anything in the Zhou family. She was looked down upon by Zhou Jin's father's wife, and was bullied in all kinds of ways.

In these two years, Zhou Jin had finally made her name and taken charge of the Zhou Family. She had also raised his head, and was watered very comfortably.

Am I going to be like that too?

Zhou Jin whispered in my ear: "But since you married me, you wouldn't do that."