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"You?" He must have been provoked by my decision, so he must have definitely chuckled on purpose, and said with a casual tone: "Don't tease me, Zhou Jin, I have always treated you as a friend, I have never thought about marrying you."

"Then think about it." Zhou Jin became serious and held onto one of my hands, not willing to let go. He said in a depressed voice: "Glittering, I know you didn't like me before, but I have changed my life in these few years. You have seen it already, although I am not as rich as Guo Yunyan, other than that, I am not worse off at all. I love you just the same. "

"Love me?" You loved that girl for so many years, and I still remember how you told me about your love history on the small island. I don't believe that just because of me, your best friend's ex-girlfriend, you would be able to change your love affair! "

"You don't have to remind me that I know who you are and who she is." Zhou Jin slowly let out a sigh and pulled on my shoulder, letting me look at him. He said: "These two years, I really want to clear up a lot of things, for example, my feelings for her, that's not called love, that's a kind of selfish desire. A little boy can't get the Transformer's complete model, and without that red spider, it's like that feeling doesn't have anything to do with feelings. When I saw her together with my second uncle, I really wanted to chop her to death with a blade, torture her to death, and use a hundred ways to take revenge on her. But when I think about it now, it actually wasn't much at all, if it were at that age, I definitely wouldn't have forced both of them to death, and even drove myself crazy. "

"I'm in a hurry. I really have to go." I inexplicably thought of a sentence. No matter how improper a person is, they are deeply in love with each other. At this moment, Zhou Jin's eyes, which were dense and full of emotion while covering me, made me a little flustered. I hurriedly turned around and walked out.

Normally, when I said that I wanted to leave, Zhou Jin wouldn't stop me. But today, he seemed to be drunk and didn't want to let me go.

"Glittering, you know in your heart that I love you."

"Zhou Jin, don't be like this." I took back my hand and scowled at him.

"Winky, listen to me out. Just this once." Zhou Jin begging me, that pitiful look on my face reminded me of all those years ago, when I laid on Gao Kan's knees and told him not to chase me away, begging him to let me stay by his side, so I could love him.

My heart softened.

Although I was afraid that our friends wouldn't be able to do what Zhou Jin said, when I thought about how he had been feeling wronged for me for the past few years, it made me feel extremely uncomfortable if I kept some words in my heart.

"The true love is this kind of love where I would rather see you shouting the name of the Kanagol while drunk, but only stay by your side as a friend, wiping your tears, covering you with a blanket, that's good enough, I don't want to be announced by the whole world, I love you, I want to be together with you. — — Being together, or not together, isn't that important anymore, in this world, there are a lot of people who can't be together with the people I love, there are a lot of people who can protect the world, and a lot of people are also there."

"If you really want to marry someone and verify some kind of result, then marry me. After getting married, we will still be friends like this, and as long as you don't agree, I will definitely not touch you. If you ever want to be my sister-in-law, we will divorce. "Winky, this is the last thing I can do for you."

"..." After all, he knows me.

"What are you crying for, I've spent all my makeup on," Zhou Jin took out a handkerchief from the pocket of his suit and carefully wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes.

I sniffed and choked back my tears. "Zhou Jin, this is unfair to you, I don't want to make it so hard on you. You should find a girl who loves you and get married."

"There are still a few decades to go. It's not certain that you won't fall in love with me, or that I'll even meet a girl who really loves me, right? Thinking about it like this, it is actually quite worth it. Even if you had truly once belonged to me, Zhou Jin, in the eyes of others, and I was your husband, with such a title, I would already be satisfied. "

"Oh ~" I couldn't help but pinch his face as I smiled. "How come I didn't realize that you'd become so naughty and that you even had a name? You made me look like an aggrieved little girl."

Zhou Jin laughed in embarrassment, "Is that so? I hate myself sometimes, but I'm happy to think that it's because you've changed. "

He smiled, and my heart also relaxed a lot, "I will consider whether or not I should get married. If I decide to marry, I will break up with Guo Yunyan.

"Okay, as long as you decide to get married, let me know. I'll handle the matter of breaking up. Also, I'll order a ring as soon as possible. Since we're going to get married, we'll have to have a proper marriage proposal, right?"

Zhou Jin's expression of incomparable anticipation made me feel a little guilty.

"Well, aren't you going to be busy? "Hurry up and go, I'm sleeping at your house today, it gives me a headache!"

As if I had already made up my mind, he went back to the living room shaking his head in delight, singing a little tune.

As I changed my shoes, he stuck his head out again and shouted, "Well, stop drinking when you promise me to!"

"None of your business." I couldn't help but smile.

At that moment, I suddenly thought, actually, the two of us really lived together. It might be worth it, but Zhou Jin can also be considered a person with a good sense of warmth, we …

No! No!

As soon as the thought rose in my mind, I restrained myself.

Not to mention that it's impossible for me to fall in love with him, he is after all, Gao Kan's brother.

He would be mocked and criticized.

No matter if we were ordinary friends or if we were strangers, I couldn't do it because I made Gao Kan unbearable in front of others.

I'm not his red rose or white rose, I'm not going to be a mole on his chest, I'm not going to be the moonlight in front of his window, I just want to be lost in his life, in his memory.

Being together, not being together, was not that important anymore. In this world, one could not be together with the people they loved. There were a lot of people.

After I parted ways with Zhou Jin at my house that day, I filmed for half a month in a faraway place. I gradually thought it through and felt that my decision was a little too hasty.

If I were to rush ahead and marry Gao Kan, it would seem that I was intentionally angering him.

Furthermore, I do not want to take the wrong path, lest I do not even have the chance to regret it. If I were to take the path of Zhou Jin's mother for the rest of my life, it would not be worth it.

Thinking about this, I decided to explain to Zhou Jin when we return to the imperial city, so that he would stop thinking about marrying me. Coincidentally, Lisa called me, saying that there would be a charity event held in the S City where I was filming movies, so I could show my face when I was free.

Although it wasn't part of the plan, but it was a very common activity. I often attended it, and without thinking, I immediately agreed to Lisa.

I didn't expect to meet Gao Junfeng, whom I hadn't seen for two or three years, at that orphanage.