Chapter 304

CEN Qinghe lowered his head to eat and listened quietly. His face was calm, as if he didn't feel uncomfortable or embarrassed at all.

But God knows how sour she is at the bottom of her heart. When the past, which she almost forgot, has come to an end when it is put on the stage again.

Xiao Rui seems to be talking to pan Jiale and Xing Xiaoru. In fact, his eyes have always been on Cen Qinghe's face. He looks at her every move, as if to see through her heart.

In fact, she is a very simple person. Generally, she can't keep any words in her heart. If she has any secrets, she will have to find someone to tell her at most for three or two days, otherwise she can't sleep. Once he could easily guess what she was thinking, but now, he suddenly found that she was worried, but he did not know what she was thinking.

After a meal, it can be regarded as constant laughter. The four people did not mention the present, but kept recalling the past. Like only stay in the past, everything is familiar and beautiful.

After dinner, several people cleared the table. Xing Xiaoru said to Cen Qinghe, "you can help Xiao Rui wash some fruit. I'll clean up the rest with Jiale."

CEN Qinghe took the apple and pear to the bathroom to wash. When he came out again, only Xiao Rui was left in the ward.

CEN Qinghe asked, "where are the two of them?"

Xiao Rui said, "go out and throw rubbish."

CEN Qinghe can guess that they are deliberately to give her and Xiao Rui a space to talk, which is what she has always wanted.

Walking to the bedside, she asked, "apple or pear?"

In fact, Xiao Rui didn't want to eat anything, but when she asked, he replied, "apple."

He reached for it, but Cen Qinghe didn't give it. Instead, he pulled a stool and sat beside him. He picked up a fruit knife and wanted to peel him.

Xiao Rui was a little surprised, "you never loved to do this kind of thing before."

CEN Qinghe is very rough in many aspects, not to mention eating apple peeled, sometimes eating grapes are too lazy to spit.

Under the feet of the garbage can, she peeled and calmly replied: "you are a patient now, patients always have to enjoy some privileges."

After a few months, when they met again, they both decided not to mention the matter of breaking up before. However, their relationship with each other is still on the surface. At least, Xiao Rui's heart has never been calm.

Leaning on the head of the bed, he looked at Cen Qinghe, who peeled the fruit for him. Finally, he couldn't help asking, "how was your time in the night city?"

CEN Qinghe peeled an apple for the first time, holding a knife in his left hand and a knife in his right hand for the first time. Finally, she found a relatively comfortable position. She lowered her head and said, "it's very good."

Xiao Rui said, "I think you are thinner than before. Are you tired?"

"The early bird has the worm to eat, tired when weight loss."

"You used to say that after graduation, if you want to find a 9-to-5 job, the best boss is to do charity. You don't have to do anything all day long, just support you. I don't know if your current boss is easy to get along with? "

Xiao Rui's voice is as good as ever. The bass is like a high-quality violin. Just listening to his voice is pleasant.

CEN Qinghe suddenly flashed the appearance of Shang Shao city in his brain. After a pause, he said in a voice: "it's OK. A typical capitalist is good at playing politics. He is a man of talent."

"Did he trip you up?"

"That's not true. If you don't mess with him, he won't mess with you."

"Men and women?"

CEN Qinghe shaved for a long time, then cut to half of the position, tired hand acid, she stopped, straight waist, voice back way: "man."

She didn't look at him, then lowered her head and continued to cut.

In fact, she did not dare to look at him. Some words had been hovering in her heart for a long time. However, when the words came to her mouth, she did not know how to open her mouth to him, so she could only let him ask questions like an ostrich.

At first, Xiao Rui just asked some irrelevant questions. When Cen Qinghe handed Xiao Rui a small "dog eaten" apple, he raised his hand. She thought he was going to pick up the apple, but he grabbed her wrist directly.

CEN Qinghe was scared and pulled back instinctively, but he held it tightly. She could not break away.

He looked at her, as if to see through the panic in her eyes, to see her heart.

"Qinghe I miss you so much. " Xiao Rui grabs her hand. Even though she is thin and gaunt, she is still beautiful. On her face, she has a strong attachment and can't hide her grievances and sadness.

CEN Qinghe felt that the wrist he held was like being burned by a soldering iron.

Since she can't earn, she won't earn any more, so she just let him grasp it like this.

Looking back at him, she said, "Xiao Rui, to tell you the truth, I also miss you very much. Especially after I knew that you had an accident, I felt very guilty..."

"Don't feel guilty. It's my fault. It's my fault. I shouldn't have worried you." Xiao Rui a pair of beautiful eyes, with can not hide the prayer and desire, he is really afraid of losing Cen Qinghe.CEN Qinghe is not blind. She can see his expression and guess all the thoughts in his heart. So she felt that she was really cold-blooded. In the face of such a big boy who was hurt by her but still stubbornly loves her, she could not change her face and say: "you really did wrong. While saying that I don't feel guilty, you are doing something that worries everyone. Even if we split up, we still have feelings for several years. You have something to do, I can't be at ease Is this meant to make me difficult? "

Her voice is soft, but that's what makes her more weighty.

She deliberately made him think that she was blaming him. Xiao Rui stares at her face straight, from his eyes a flash of blankness and surprise, cen Qinghe knows that she has succeeded.

He took her wrist finger, gently loosened it, and then quickly clenched it. Xiao Rui frowned and said in a voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't really want to embarrass you in this way. I just If you're not careful. "

A lot of words to say, but to the mouth, but only a careless four words.

CEN Qinghe is aggrieved in the bottom of his heart. It's hard to say what he says. But Xiao Rui doesn't feel aggrieved? What did he do wrong?

He really loves her. He loves her so much that he can't control himself.

CEN Qinghe knows, she knows, the reason why he is so good, she can't bear to let him hurt deeper.

"Xiao Rui..." She whispered his name, familiar and strange, because she used to call him nicknames, what brother Rui, master Xiao, master Xiao In any case, it has not been called his name for many years.

Slightly drooping her eyes, she looked at his hand wrapped in gauze. Her voice was gentle and said: "I came back this time mainly because my milk was ill and hospitalized. Before that, Jiale and Daru asked me to come to see you. I didn't want to come because I was afraid that you would not be happy after seeing me During the time when I left home, I thought a lot about whether I could get over the situation in my heart... "

Taking a deep breath, she resolutely replied: "the answer is no, I'm sorry Xiao Rui, I can't think that didn't happen."

Her voice falls, Xiao Rui grabs her wrist hand, suddenly exerting force. He didn't mean to anger her, but he couldn't control his emotions. He frowned and said, "can you stop being so selfish? Just because my mom talked about a boyfriend and took him home, do you think she committed some heinous crimes? Qinghe, as I told you, I didn't have a father since I was a child. I don't know what my father looks like. My memory is that my mother held me in the middle of the night and went out to see a doctor in the heavy rain. When I was a child, my mother held me in the middle of the night and went out to see a doctor in the heavy rain. When I was a child, the teacher asked his parents to participate in the sports meeting. Everyone had a father. I was the only one. My mother came alone. Some activities that must be attended by men. My mother did it for me, She said that she could be both a father and a mother. For me, she had not been looking for me for so many years, but was afraid that the other party would treat me badly if I was too young. To tell you the truth, I really don't know when she talked about her boyfriend, but this is her right. No one has stipulated that she should live to be single all her life. Qinghe, can't you sympathize with my mother even if she loves me

Xiao Rui is very excited. After saying this, his eyes are red.

CEN Qinghe nearly blew up the temple because of his sentence "this is her right". She could fall in love, but she could not be a third party and find a husband with a wife to fall in love with.

She thought that if she said it, he would be afraid to get to the bottom of the matter, even if she didn't name him by name.

In the end, only one more innocent person can live in despair and pain.

So she looked at Xiao Rui without blinking. After a long time, she just said in a cool voice: "maybe I'm really selfish. Since I heard your mother take other men home that day, I'm full of some bad pictures, which can't be forgotten, and I'll treat you..."

Later, cen Qinghe did not say, but from Xiao Rui's desperate and angry eyes, she knew that he understood.

As far as Xiao Rui is concerned, Xiao Fangying has nothing to do with love. He will never understand. Behind Cen Qinghe's "selfishness", there are grievances and tolerance for him.

CEN Qinghe is very contradictory in his heart. He doesn't want to hurt him. But every word she says is hurting him in disguise.

She can only comfort herself in the bottom of her heart. She is hurt by a girlfriend who has only been in love for a few years, and her mother, who has been called by her for more than 20 years, is the latter more cruel.

She can only protect him so selfishly, but she can't think of a better way.

I don't know how long after that, she stares at her Xiao Rui without blinking. Finally, she takes the initiative to ask, "have you really decided?"

Even if it had been broken two months ago, but he asked again, cen Qinghe was still heartbroken.

Her mouth didn't open, she just said "um.".

Xiao Rui wants to let go of her hand, but his consciousness can't control her body. His hand is holding her wrist tightly and never let go.

As soon as his eyes dropped, he suddenly frowned and became red in his eyes.

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