Chapter 305

CEN Qinghe and Xiao Rui have been together for several years. He has never seen him look like he is now. He is like a desperate beast. He is forced to a desperate situation. He is in great pain, but he has no strength to struggle.

A big man was forced to red eyes. Cen Qinghe felt like a lump in her throat. She wanted to tell him the whole story and cry with him. They said that if two people were to bear the pain of one person, the pain would be reduced by half.

But she is a selfish person, she does not want to share with him.

Resisting the choking in his throat, cen Qinghe looked at Xiao Rui with his eyes drooping through a thin layer of water mist. He tried his best to say in a calm voice: "by the way, when I went shopping today, I heard that someone said that you had been protected and stayed in school by Winter University. You should not go out in hospital. Find a time to contact the school authorities. They know your current situation, they must I'll try my best to help you extend the time of the postgraduate study. This is a good opportunity. You didn't want to stay in school before. It's just your wish. "

Xiao Rui hung his head and did not speak for a long time. Cen Qinghe thought that he would not speak again. He was thinking of pulling out his hand and leaving. But when she moved a little, he instinctively clenched it. Then he said in a deep voice: "I thought too much and said too much, but now I understand that not everything can be with my heart."

CEN Qinghe's heart was suddenly pricked and hurt again, and her eyebrows frowned. She tried to resist the sour and astringent coming up. After the acid went down, she said calmly and indifferently: "yes, we used to be idealistic. We always thought that what we said was what we wanted to do. No wonder our behavior was so naive in the eyes of adults, Now looking back, I also said that I want to travel around the world... " The corner of his lips made a mocking arc. Cen Qinghe was silent for a few seconds, and then said: "Xiao Rui, seriously, I don't want to travel around the world now. I just want to earn more money and buy a house of my own in a good place. When my family is free, I will take them to play. Then I will sell them and buy a new one. Do you think I'm the same as I used to be? Is it vulgar? "

Her voice and tone are still so familiar. She is a ruffian, but Xiao Ruihong looks at her with a strange and unwilling eye.

He still loved her, but she chose to let go.

Reason told him that love is a matter of two people, when a person does not want to continue, it has to let go, and then candidly bless her, in the future better.

But he looked at her, not only did not let go, on the contrary, his eyes became more and more red, more and more red, as if to bleed.

CEN Qinghe is afraid to see him shed tears, so she will feel too cruel.

So she pulled out her hands inch by inch, lowered her eyes, and whispered, "Xiao Rui, you know who I am. Maybe I will be impulsive, but this time, I really want to be clear."

His fingers suddenly lost their strength, and she pulled them out secretly, so at one moment, her hand suddenly pulled back, and the movement was very big.

At the same time, Xiao Rui's tears in his eyes fell and dropped on the chest of his blue and white medical suit. In the blink of an eye, it filled the origin.

CEN Qinghe himself was also scared, flustered, like a hole, finally lost a very precious thing.

"Hum, hum, hum," Cen Qinghe was stunned for a moment when his cell phone vibrated and rang. Then he took out his mobile phone and hung it without looking at who it was.

It is also the blessing of this phone, let her just as if lost the heart, return to the chest position again.

Pain, somehow still sober.

CEN Qinghe didn't cry. She just looked at Xiao Rui with red eyes and told him what she really thought in her heart. "I'll stay for three or four days at most when I come back this time. I'll have to go back when my milk confirms that it's OK to be discharged. I can't come back to see you from time to time. If there's anything wrong, please ask Jiale and Daru to call me. In fact, Xinyuan will come back to see you, but she's busy with the Korean grading test recently. I didn't let her come She will cry when she sees you like this

"Xiao Rui, we have been together for so many years. Thank you for being so used to me, accompanying me, and waiting for me for two years. Cen Qinghe has accumulated virtue in my previous life, and let me meet you in this life. I used to think that if we two can get married, you must let me bully her all my life. But I didn't expect that the plan never changed fast. Now God is pitiful and won't let me bully you any more. So if you look again in the future, you should find a gentler one. Even if it is not gentle, she must like you more than you like her, so that you can control her and not let her eat It's dead. "

Tears crackled down, cen Qinghe tried to open his eyes and tried his best to make his voice sound peaceful and complete. "I know you must be very upset now, and even think that your mother's thing is nothing at all. But you also know mine. If I can accept it, I will never prick. Since I said I can't accept it, then no matter before Now, or ever after, I won't accept it. "

"Xiao Rui, if you want to open up a little, it's just that I'm in love for the first time, and so are you. You just want to think that in the past four years, we have nothing to do with each other. Even if we can't be lovers, our friendship will still be there. Whether it's me or you, it's not just a phone call, and people will come here immediately?"CEN Qinghe heart is really too sad, sad to the extreme, she had to try to convince herself, let himself accept this fact.

She said a lot, Xiao Rui has been lowering his head, from her point of view, she can only see his drooping eyelashes and stop the bridge of the nose, as for his eyes, is closed.

Having said all she wanted to say, cen Qinghe reached out and patted Xiao Rui's shoulder on purpose and said in a voice, "don't do this. It makes me feel uncomfortable. Do you want to make me uneasy?"

Xiao Rui closed his eyes for more than five seconds. Then he opened his eyes. He looked back at Cen Qinghe and opened his thin lips. In a low voice, he said, "can we still be friends in the future?"

"Of course." CEN Qinghe returned heartily, but in the moment of his inquiry, his heart was hollowed out.

He agreed. He compromised.

Isn't that what she always wanted?

But why She wanted to cry.

Xiao Rui looks at her without blinking. He wants to ask, if I miss you in the future, can I call you and listen to your voice?

But when it came to his mouth, he said only one word: "good."

CEN Qinghe can't see Xiao Rui's face or face to face with his eyes. She can hardly stay in this room any longer.

Standing up, she tried to maintain the radian of her lips, and said to Xiao Rui, "well, you have a good rest. I'll go first."

Then, without waiting for him to answer, she walked in the direction of the door.

After two steps, it seemed that something suddenly occurred to her. She turned her head and said, "by the way, don't forget to contact the school about the research guarantee. It's said that the guarantee period is only three months."

Xiao Rui calmly replied, "I know."

Her lips a hook, pretending to be calm, "then I go, bye."

Xiao Rui didn't respond. He watched her leave without blinking. When her figure turned into the small corridor, two seconds later, when the door closed, the tears in his eyes suddenly seemed to be under the great gravity. He was scrambling to fall down. The expression on his face was not sad or happy, just like a child in a flurry, at a loss.

As soon as Cen Qinghe left the ward, her beautiful facial features could not help wrinkling into a ball. Her eyes were blurred for a moment. She could not see the direction clearly. She only knew that she could not return to her milk ward, so she turned to the other direction.

The mobile phone in the pocket vibrates and rings. She seems to have not heard it. As soon as a person comes to the public water room, she closes the door immediately, and then chokes out without scruple.

The bottom of my heart's pain is too much, only when we let it out freely, can we not be defeated by resentment.

He cried for more than two minutes and sobbed for a while. His mood gradually returned to calm. The bottom of his heart is empty. Cen Qinghe thinks that Xiao Rui has given up completely this time. She should be happy, so that he never knows the dirty and dirty behind this. As for the rest Time always heals everything.

After staying in the water room for a long time, his mobile phone rang again. Cen Qinghe was very upset. He took it out and found it was from shangshao city.

Staring at the mobile phone screen, until the screen black, she did not answer.

First, she was in a bad mood. Secondly, she was afraid that Shang Shaocheng would find out that her voice was wrong and would ask her what happened again.

She didn't want to talk about it any more, and she didn't want to talk to anyone about it. When she can be discharged from the hospital and return to anling, she will return to night city. If there is no need, she will not see Cen Haifeng again, so as not to see her heart choked.

Thinking, she washed her face, took a deep breath, adjusted her mood, and then walked out.

After a long circle, she returned to the ward where her milk was.

Push the door to go inside, a look up, first see sitting on the living room sofa a lot of people, and then focus on a look, sitting in the middle of the sofa, at this time the people who are looking at her, is not shangshao city.

CEN Qinghe was stunned.

Xu Li took the lead in asking, "where have you been

CEN Qinghe eyeball a turn, a bit muddled.

As she stepped in, she said, "I saw Daru and Jiale just now and talked to them for a while."

Xu Li said, "I thought you were with Xiaoshang. As soon as I went out, I saw him standing outside. He said that he couldn't find him. Tell me about you. He didn't answer the phone. He was silent?"

"Oh, yes, I didn't hear that."

CEN Qinghe looked at Xu Li's eyes and went to see Shang Shao city. He was really caught off guard.

"Why did you come?" In order to change the topic, cen Qinghe asked shangshaocheng.

www.novelhall.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!