Chapter 923

Jin Nan is like a child who has never been able to cry. Now he is taught to cry. He also tries hard to make a sound, but for a while he doesn't know where to make his voice.

CEN Qinghe hugged him, only felt that he was so tall, so big, but so pitiful. Chang Shan is the only one who has been able to approach him. Now Chang Shan is gone, leaving him alone.

Tears fall on his body, cen Qinghe patted his back, almost coax general said: "cry out, Chang Shan won't laugh at you."

Jin Nan frowned, a beautiful face, accustomed to facial expressionless, only a pair of eyes, clear and incomparably revealed the pain of heart.

For a long time, he finally closed his eyes in pain and cried. His whole person is shivering, cen Qinghe hugs him hard, very afraid that he will fall down like this.

At the bottom of his heart, Jin Nan had to raise his arm to hold Cen Qinghe. He was exerting himself, tightening his arms inch by inch. In the end, he almost hurt her, but Cen Qinghe didn't say anything. She hoped that he could find the outlet of his pain, otherwise he would be driven crazy.

The quiet and cold morgue is full of painful crying of relatives. Cen Qinghe is surrounded by Jin Nan. Later, he doesn't know who is supporting whom. Maybe, at this moment, they all need to cuddle with each other. Otherwise, how can they resist this overwhelming sadness.

For a long time, he cried until he could not move. Jin Nan lowered his arm powerlessly. Cen Qinghe stepped back and looked up at him.

He still had tears on his face, and his eyes were empty and helpless. Her voice was not loud but she said seriously: "Chang Shan is going to heaven. There is no pain there. When she thinks about us, she will look at us in the sky. When we miss her, we can also sit together and talk about our past with her. Jin Nan, I'm not trying to persuade you not to be sad. I just hope you can be stronger. You have to take care of your aunt. She has lost her daughter and can't bear any more blows. "

Jin Nan looked down in a dazed way. All his strength had been hollowed out. Now he could do nothing and no one could save him.

CEN Qinghe was afraid that he would never forget and eventually become ill, so he turned to Chang Shan, who was "asleep." Chang Shan, I promise you that we will take Jin Nan with us in snowball fights in the future. Don't worry. If you are not here, I'll be his sister. I won't bully him or laugh at his ugly painting. I'll do all your regrets for you As you have a spirit in heaven, you must protect him and have a happy life in the future. "

This time, with tears flowing down, cen Qinghe, with a smile, mentioned the white sheet on Chang Shan's chest and whispered, "we agreed that we should not be good friends in this life, but we will be good friends in the next life. Goodbye."

The sheet slowly covered Chang Shan's face, as if this was the real goodbye. Cen Qinghe raised his hand to wipe away the tears in front of him, turned to Jin Nan and said, "go, go and see Aunt Chang."

Jin Nan's eyes crossed Cen Qinghe and fell on the white sheet lying there with no waves on his chest. He knew that no one would cry or laugh and call him "brother" in all kinds of tones in his life.

If sadness can be seen with the naked eye, then Jin Nan's sadness is enough to fill the whole hospital building.

CEN Qinghe couldn't see him like this, so he just took his arm and pulled him out of the morgue.

Chang Wenna syncope before, because of high blood pressure, mood suddenly ups and downs, people directly can't, also fortunately is dizzy in the hospital, if there is no one around, it is likely to be life-threatening.

The doctor gave her an injection and took medicine. She didn't open her eyes until early in the morning. As soon as she opened her eyes, she cried to see Chang Shan. The scene was painful.

Jin Nan takes Chang Wenna to the morgue. Cen Qinghe doesn't dare to go again. She's afraid to open the thin white sheet again. All her courage is used to cheat Jin Nan, so she can't move to cheat Chang Wenna again.

Last night she was sitting in Chang Shan's ward. Now she is sitting in Chang Wenna's ward. It's a long night. During this time, shangshao city called her for less than five minutes. I heard that he was busy with the back of his head. She didn't want to disturb his heart. So she almost bit her teeth and didn't cry. She pretended to be calm and said, "Chang Shan is gone."

Shang Shaocheng was silent for a long time on the opposite side and said, "well persuade Jin Nan."

It's no use saying what you don't cry at this moment. You can only care about the living people who are still struggling in pain.

CEN Qinghe nodded, tears fell on the back of her hand, she said in a voice: "know, you are busy with you."

There was no one in the room. She sat on the sofa and drank a few drinks a day and a night, but the whole person seemed to be shining back. She was neither sleepy nor hungry, nor even tired.

Without looking at the time, cen Qinghe didn't know when Jin Nan came in. He was the only one. The others didn't know where to go.

He looked very tired and felt that every minute he would fall down. Cen Qinghe stood up and asked, "where's aunt Chang?"

Jin Nan made a voice, his voice was deep and hoarse, "I sent her back to the hotel."

CEN Qinghe originally wanted to say, you also go to have a rest, but words to the mouth, she said: "let's talk for a while."She went to the door and closed the door. There were only two of them in the ward. Cen Qinghe took a bottle of mineral water and tried to open it before handing it to him. However, she twisted it and found that it didn't move. She didn't know whether it was because she was weak or the mouth of the bottle was too tight.

Jin Nan slowly turned his head, then raised his hand to pick up the water. After unscrewing it, he handed it to her.

CEN Qinghe way: "you drink a few, I am not thirsty."

Jin Nan carried the water bottle without a lid. He didn't drink it or put it down. He was like a walking corpse.

CEN Qinghe felt sad when he looked at her. She knew that Chang Shan's death was indeed sad for her, but no matter how sad she was, she could never compare with Jin Nan. Because they are brothers and sisters, even if they have no blood relationship, they have filled each other's life for more than 20 years.

Who can digest this feeling for a while?

Standing opposite Jin Nan, cen Qinghe looked at him and said, "I promised Chang Shan that I would be your sister in the future. What do you have in mind? Don't hold back. I promise that only you and I know what I've heard today. If you have anything you want to say, you can tell me, and you will treat me as Changshan."

Every time the word "Chang Shan" is mentioned, cen Qinghe's brain is full of the fresh and beautiful girl. She is not a quiet corpse in the morgue, nor a weak patient in the sickbed. She seems to be in the most beautiful time and the most beautiful appearance. She will never grow old or die.

But Jin Nan wept silently.

If he had not seen it with his own eyes, cen Qinghe could hardly imagine Jin Nan's tears. How could people like him cry? Is there anything that can make him go to his heart? But that day and night, she saw him shed too many tears, whether silent or deep hoarse.

Her throat choked to the point of pain, and she was afraid of going on like this again. The result of the two people could only cry with each other. So she tried to hold back her tears and said in a voice, "do you want to talk, or don't you want to talk to me?"

"I'll tell you, if you don't want to treat me as Changshan, then you can treat me as a garbage can. If you want to say something, you can pour it out with me, and don't be bored by yourself."

Jin Nan slowly raised his head and looked at Cen Qinghe with red eyes. His thin lips opened. The first word he said was, "I miss her so much."

In a word, cen Qinghe momentarily blurred her sight, but she still tried to pretend to be strong and said in a voice: "I miss her too, but I know she certainly doesn't want me to be so sad and sad. Chang Shan is so kind. Her biggest worry is that she is not here. What can you do alone? So she told me that she will take you to play with you in the future. She is so worried about you Do you feel guilty about letting her go

Jin Nan didn't answer, but his eyes were filled with endless longing.

Missing a person who will never come back is doomed to leave regret.

CEN Qinghe secretly adjusted his breath, wiped away his tears and said, "do you know why Chang Shan has to wait until the new year? Because she wanted to accompany us for the new year. Although she didn't say it, she tried hard. She tried hard to stay with us for a longer time, and also tried to hope that we could all be happy. So I won't be sad for too long. I want to think of her in the future, it's a happy memory. You are the same. If you really miss her, try to make yourself happy. "

Jin Nan's heart was torn apart by Sheng Sheng. The real feeling is that he fell into an endless abyss, but emotionally, there has always been a voice saying, "don't be sad, Chang Shan doesn't want you to be sad.".

The expression on his face is an embarrassed child. What should we do? He didn't know.

CEN Qinghe looked at him like this, staring at his eyes which had not been dried, and tried to coax him: "you can talk to me, say anything, but don't hold it in my heart. I know that the taste of things is hidden in my heart. It's too hard."

There are too many secrets in Jin Nan's heart, and the biggest one almost crushed him. He didn't know how he survived today.

Now Chang Shan is no longer here. He secretly congratulates himself for a long time that he has a person who can accompany Chang Wenna. He doesn't know how to continue in the future.

His lips trembled almost invisibly for a moment. He first made a mouth to speak, but slowly recovered his voice.

In the quiet room, he said in a low voice, "Chang Shan, not my aunt's child."

CEN Qinghe didn't know what he wanted to say, so he listened patiently until he took seven or eight seconds to say, "I am."

CEN Qinghe's eyes flashed the color of confusion. At first, she didn't understand, or heard clearly, but felt that she didn't understand.

"What do you say?" He no longer open his mouth, cen Qinghe very small voice, tentatively asked.

Jin Nan sat on the edge of the hospital bed decadent, staring at some place without focus. "Chang Shan is not my little aunt's daughter, I am her son, my little aunt, in fact, is my mother."

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