Chapter 924

what?

Jin Nan's mother is Chang Wenna?!

CEN Qinghe has always wanted to coax Jin Nan to speak. She wants to share his pain in the bottom of his heart, but he never dreamed that once he opened his mouth, it was a big secret today.

Without looking in the mirror, cen Qinghe guessed that the expression in her eyes must be panic stricken, even if she tried to look the same.

After a long delay, she felt that she had to say something, otherwise Not very polite.

"I'll listen to you as long as you want to." CEN Qinghe's tone is very careful, with his own is not easy to detect the gentleness.

She felt that Jin Nan was really pitiful. He had such a secret in his heart. What kind of mood did he face Chang Wenna for such a long time? How do they get along with each other in their families?

Jin Nan kept a posture all the time. His eyes were fixed on a certain place. After a while, he whispered, "I only knew that three years ago. It turns out that my mother, whom I have called for more than 20 years, is not my biological mother. Instead, it is my aunt whom I have called for more than 20 years. She is my mother."

"My parents have never been very close." After a pause, Jin Nan explained, "I mean my aunt."

"Living under the same roof is no different from an ordinary family of three. Maybe the only difference is that my father is too busy and I can hardly see him once. Therefore, I don't think there is anything wrong with the seemingly harmonious relationship between him and my aunt. After all, according to my father's opinion, it's OK to get married as long as we live together. As for love, he doesn't care My aunt doesn't seem to care

"Since I have a memory, my aunt is not very close to me, not like other mothers to her son. She would not take the initiative to approach me. When I was a child, the nanny told me that as long as I was obedient, as long as I did well in the exam, she would be happy, so I tried my best to do everything well. I only hope that she can be like other people's mothers, even if she just smiles at me once. When I grew up, I also gradually saw some clues. I guess it might be that the relationship between their husband and wife was not good, so my mother would hate her son. Later, I went abroad to study. Chang's family used to be a business and development home. So I studied business and management, and wanted to help her take care of her work after returning home. She might be happy. "

"When I came back from abroad three years ago, I didn't inform them and wanted to surprise them, but I found my mother and aunt with other men. In fact, when I was still in high school, I vaguely felt that she did not love my father, but there might be other people out there. I just didn't want to believe it until I was forced to meet him. I was very angry at that time, I said to her, you can have no love, but you can't betray. If my father knows, what should he do? Where to put his face? Maybe I really offended her, or maybe some words were hidden in our hearts for too long. If we don't say them again, they will fester. So she pointed to my nose and told me, do you think your father doesn't know? He always knew that it was he who was sorry for me, and he knew that I had put a green cap on him, but he had to bear it for me

When Jin Nan said this, his voice was very tight, like an asthma patient who was about to get sick.

Although his tone did not have obvious ups and downs, or even with too much emotion, cen Qinghe was unconsciously full of tears.

Jin Nan, what has he experienced?

"Mother", who has been calling her for more than 20 years, was hit by her own mouth. She was an outsider, and she felt trembling, not to mention him? He is so hard to do well, just hope to be a good child that a mother will like.

Jin Nan kept his eyes down and didn't find Cen Qinghe's tears streaming down his face. He fell into his own world and said, "I was very flustered at that time. I didn't understand what she was saying, but she glared at me with disgusting eyes and told me that I was not born of her, she could not bear children. She admitted that she was sorry and felt sorry for my father, but it was not my father's furtiveness Get together with my little aunt and sneak into the reasons for pregnancy. She said that she hated me so much that she felt sick and nauseous when she saw me. My appearance reminded her all the time that her husband cheated her by partnering with her closest relatives, and even gave birth to me... "

CEN Qinghe couldn't help it any more. She suddenly took a step forward and hugged Jin Nan forcefully, because his hand was shaking so much that the water that had not been drunk when the bottle cap was opened was shaken out.

She hugged him hard, tears ran down, and said in a low voice, "don't be afraid Jin Nan, don't be afraid. It's all over. "

Jin Nan looked at the ground with no focus in his eyes, and the whole person fell into the memory of fear. He said: "I never knew that my existence would make so many people suffer. They are all my relatives, but they don't love me."

CEN Qinghe has been holding hard, but now she just wants to do more. She shakes her head in tears and says to him, "no, it's not like this. In fact, they all love you very much, your mother Your aunt is just angry with your father and her sister's behavior. She doesn't hate you, and she won't hate you. "

Jin Nan didn't hold her as hard as he did in the morgue, trying to draw courage from her. At the moment, he just hung his arms, almost like a babble: "because he couldn't bear children, because he wanted a son, he should have been his sister, but later his sister took the place of her. But what can I do if I was born? Apart from my surname Jin, what else is normal about me? Everyone had to pay for this disaster. From then on, everyone had to live in darkness and spit. I don't understand. Why? Qinghe, tell me why I amCEN Qinghe found that no language can describe her heartache at the moment. When she saw the old man begging on the street, she would feel heartache; when she saw the left behind children who were not fed, dressed, and didn't learn on TV, she would also be distressed. However, this is not comparable to the man in her arms at the moment.

Too many people think that he is the favorite son of heaven. His father is in power. After his mother's big business, he is the only son. The family must be very fond of him, right?

Just like shangshao City, although he always thinks that his parents have no time to accompany him, cen Qinghe has seen Shang Jingtian and Shen Qing. They are busy, but they love shangshao city like an eye.

She always thought that no matter how much Jin Nan was treated in shangshao City, she could never have imagined that some children were lack of love, while some children had never realized what love is from childhood to adulthood! Not only did not understand, did not understand, finally was told, in fact, I hate you.

The most cruel but so, cen Qinghe did not personally experience, but from his calm tone to hear the voice of heartbreak.

Just after Chang Shan's death, now he has stripped his bloody side to her and relived the bitterness of memories. Cen Qinghe is afraid that he will not be able to persist. This is not a matter for a man to be strong. In fact, he is only 28 years old.

So she had to hold him firmly and reply in a very positive tone: "it's not your fault, Jin Nan. These have never been your fault. Even if this mistake is doomed to be paid for by someone, your father, your mother, your aunt, all of them will not survive, except you. "

Jin Nan's voice was very low, but also very aggrieved: "but they hate me..."

CEN Qinghe shook his head, tears blurred her vision, but she had never been sober, said: "aunt Chang how to you, I saw, she loves you, because she is a mother; I do not know your father, but I know that there is no father in the world who does not love children; as for your aunt, do you know why she says she hates you? Because she loves you too much, she thinks you are her son too much. She hopes that all your intelligence and understanding are derived from her half of her blood. I am a woman. I know women too well. Women are careful. We will be jealous. When we like something too much, we think it is not mine. We will say that we don't like it at all. We hate it. We use it This way to hide our love, in fact, we are simply not seeking. You have to understand that she watched you from birth to grow up. You are getting better and better. She is afraid that you will know who your biological mother is one day and you will not be intimate with her. Therefore, it is better to keep a distance from you from the very beginning. You don't understand. She loves you. "

"Is it?"

Jin Nan's voice was very light, with a trace of uneasiness and doubt that he could not easily believe.

CEN Qinghe nodded forcefully, "I won't cheat you. You are so good, why do people hate you?"

Jin Nan's tight body finally relaxed slowly. He slowly raised his arm and hugged Cen Qinghe greedily.

With his side face against her shoulder, he looked helpless like a child.

In fact, he has never grown up. Even if too many people, including Cen Qinghe, tease him with old cadres because his behavior and thinking are very old, but he has always been a child eager to be recognized and loved. Why didn't he want to have a happy life? But there were so many things hidden in his heart that he couldn't laugh.

He thought that the secret would not be known to anyone outside Jin's family, but he told Cen Qinghe that he did not feel regret at the moment when he calmed down. Without her hug at the moment, no, if she did not listen to the embrace, he would have been unable to support him.

Chang Wenna has been unmarried for more than 20 years, and even her children are adopted. This is her punishment for giving birth to children instead of her sister. However, Mrs. Jin will never be her. She can not meet Jin Hui alone or call Jin Nan's son. She has to endure the cold reception and hatred of her sister for more than 20 years.

In this mistake, after all, no one survived, and all people were constantly atoning for their sins.

Jin Nan is glad that he is not alone at this moment. Otherwise, Chang Shan will die. He will feel that the only clean light in the family will be extinguished. How can he continue?

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