Yan Ziqing thought it was inappropriate.
But his curiosity was out of control. He pulled Xu Qizhen's drawer.
However, drawers are locked.
Yan Ziqing felt even more itchy. At the thought that there might be all kinds of things about him in her words, the sense of expectation almost washed away shame and reason.
He took Xu Qizhen's hairpin on the dresser and opened the lock with three or two strokes.
There is no scattered manuscript paper in it, just an empty book and neat letters.
There are many letters, all blank envelopes, without the recipient or address, and the envelope is very full.
The envelope was sealed and pasted.
Yan Ziqing only hesitated for three seconds and tore open a letter.
The beginning reads: asho
Yan Ziqing tore five letters in a row, all of which were written to Gu Shao, and he gave up.
He looked up.
Write about her trifles and feelings. She wrote to Gu Shao bit by bit about her daily life, but she didn't send these letters.
She is sometimes in a good mood and sometimes very sad, but it has nothing to do with Yan Ziqing.
She didn't mention him in the letter, not even Yan's life, just her restaurant.
Yan Ziqing counted them carefully. There were hundreds of them. They lined up the whole drawer. They were all written by her after she married to Yan's house.
He closed the drawer with force, destroyed the five seals he had removed, and then locked the drawer again.
He smoked several cigarettes in a row.
The telephone rang in the living room, interrupting his train of thought.
It was Gu Qingzhou.
"The 14th day of the first month is yuzao's birthday. She is eight years old. Her uncle and aunt must come." Gu Qingzhou said, "the gift should be grand."
Yan Ziqing said hello, and then remembered Gu Shao, another uncle of yuzao.
He suddenly wanted to shoot Gu Shao.
Yuzao's birthday is a big event. Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingpei invited relatives and friends, and Yan Ziqing also took Xu Qizhen and the children.
Sure enough, Gu Shao was there.
Xu Qizhen still doesn't look at Gu Shao and is only around Yan Ziqing, but Yan Ziqing is in a bad mood.
Halfway, Yan Ziqing went upstairs to the lounge to smoke, and Gu Shao also went to the bathroom.
Two people met.
Gu Shao greets Yan Ziqing, who suddenly stands up.
He looks like he's going to fight.
When it comes to fighting, Gu Shao is not afraid of anyone. Although he looks gentle, his skill is very good.
"... have I offended you?" Gu Shao frowned and asked Yan Ziqing.
He is conceited that he has properly handled his relationship with Xu Qizhen. He has neither given Xu Qizhen hope nor crossed the border. He has always respected Xu Qizhen and her marriage with Yan Ziqing.
Yan Ziqing's sudden attitude made Gu Shao a little confused.
"Didn't you?" Yan Zi said coldly.
Gu Shao's existence is a provocation to Yan Ziqing. As Xu Qizhen said a year ago, she still has Gu Shao in her heart, which has not changed so far.
As soon as Yan Ziqing thought of these, he wished he could smash the wall with one punch.
"I can't think of how I offended you." Gu Shao was also cold. "If you really want to fight, you might as well choose a time. Today is yuzao's birthday. I don't want to ruin the atmosphere."
Yan Ziqing was about to speak, and Gu Qingzhou went upstairs.
She heard what Yan Ziqing and Gu Shao said.
She said to Gu Shao, "elder brother, go down first. I'll talk to the third brother."
Gu Shao nodded and left first.
As soon as he left, Gu Qingzhou pulled his face: "what's going on?"
Yan Ziqing turned to go: "private affairs."
Gu Qingzhou pulled him: "stop, you make it clear, what's going on?"
Yan Ziqing didn't want to say more.
Gu Qingzhou directly asked, "is it because of Qizhen?"
Yan Ziqing pursed his lips and tightened his jaw line: "it's all right."
"Yan Ziqing!" Gu Qingzhou's voice suddenly pulled out, "you know it's your problem and Qi Zhen's problem. It has nothing to do with my elder brother. If you trouble my elder brother for this, you'll fall into the wind and lose more, and I'll pull off the frame."
When Gu Qingzhou yelled at him, he was sober.
He did put his problems on Gu Shao.
If Qi Zhen's letter is sent out and Gu Shao replies, he can blame Gu Shao or even Xu Qizhen.
But no.
Xu Qizhen's letter was put in the drawer and even locked. It was he who had to peep. As a result, he saw the facts he had always known, but he was not happy.
When he married Qi Zhen, he said that he didn't mind Qi Zhen's love for Gu Shao. Why should he be angry with Gu Shao now?
Yan Ziqing sat down and said nothing.
Gu Qingzhou softened his expression and patted him on the shoulder.
Yan Ziqing: "I'm sorry for the traffic jam."
"No, I like the wooden ox, Liuma and yuzao you gave me very much. It's the favorite of all the gifts. I like it more than the small train her father gave her. I also said I would take it to school to show off." Gu Qingzhou said with a smile, "thank you, uncle, for giving gifts with such heart while being trapped by love."
Without waiting for Yan Ziqing to answer, she turned and left.
After she left, Yan Ziqing was silent for a long time and asked himself, "am I... Trapped by love?"
He went downstairs to the table.
While sitting at the table, he happened to be sitting next to Gu Ying and Chen Shengji.
There was a sweet scented osmanthus sweet potato seedling. Gu Ying pushed Gu Shao: "elder brother, your favorite sweet scented osmanthus sweet potato seedling."
Yan Ziqing remembered that Xu Qizhen made this dessert every few days with great care, but she didn't like it very much.
It's here.
Yan Ziqing couldn't eat anything any more. His heart was blocked badly.
He even stopped looking at Xu Qizhen.
Xu Qizhen spoke to him twice, but he didn't answer.
When returning home, Yan Ziqing said to Gu Qingzhou, "Qi Zhen and I have something to do. You send a car to take Kai home."
"Just in time, yuzao wants to keep them overnight, or let them stay at my house tonight. I'll send them back to you tomorrow afternoon or evening." Gu Qingzhou road.
Yan Ziqing said yes.
Xu Qizhen doesn't know why.
Without children in the car, Yan Ziqing drove very fast and wished he could step on the accelerator to the end.
Xu Qizhen felt a little sick from the shock.
"Why drive so fast?" She finally asked, "what's the matter with you?"
"I opened your drawer." Yan Ziqing said.
Xu Qizhen's face suddenly changed.
For a moment, she seemed to want to confirm, "which drawer?"
"The drawer where you put the letter..." Yan Ziqing said.
Xu Qizhen clasped her hand.
She remembered that she often said that she was sincere about the marriage. However, the letters hit her hard in the face.
She just regarded them as her own privacy, but Yan Ziqing saw it, so her sincerity seemed very ridiculous.
"What are you going to do?" Yan Ziqing continued to ask, "do you want to write in the future?"
"I'll burn them." Xu Qizhen said, "now that you see them, they shouldn't exist. I thought they were just my secrets. I also thought that our marriage could set each other free and keep the secrets of our hearts. For example, I've never checked the past between you and Yamamoto."
When she said this, her stomach was very noisy.
She stopped and gagged
Yan Ziqing hurriedly stepped on the brake. Xu Qizhen pushed open the door, held a tree and vomited.