From the day I was born, I knew that my Ama was an important official in the court, that all my brothers loved me, that I was the one who stopped the family from loving me, that I was a member of a noble lineage that was loved from top to bottom, that since I was a child, Ama and my brothers would always be content with me if I wanted to.
When I was five years old, Bu Qi's uncle was a guest at home that day. Seeing that I liked her, he said to Ama, "I like you, too. How about I take you as my goddaughter?"
"Of course." I was told to go forward and say "Godfather." My godfather laughed as he hugged me and said, "My lovely little Gege, if anyone wants to bully me, tell your godfather to help you teach them a lesson. I grew up happily in the love of Ama and your godfather, and I never knew what was sad, because as long as I wanted it, I never got it."
He remembered that when he returned from the palace at the age of eight, his godfather was there as well, so Ama told him, "It seems that the empress dowager intends to give Dongzhu to His Majesty in the future." The godfather laughed and said, "This is a good thing! Eastern Pearl will be the Empress in the future, haha! " I didn't know what this concubine was, but I knew that this was a woman's position, because everyone in the household would have a face full of respect for her. A few of my brothers and sisters would also have to ask Lady Dongzhu to take care of them in the future, so I was very proud, I would be the concubine now! Even my brothers will have to rely on me in the future!
I know that in that year, the late emperor passed away. My Ama and my godfather became the concubines of the empress, and in the words of my elder brother and the servants of my family, they were the officials of a great government.
When I was twelve, my godfather and Ama were talking loudly in the hall one day. I knew that my godfather was here, so I ran over happily as usual. When my godfather saw me, he said, "How can our Dong Zhu compare to that Sony girl? What right does that girl have to be the empress? "
Ama sighed. "It was the empress dowager who decided on this plan."
"The empress dowager is clearly partial to Sony, this is so infuriating!" The godfather said angrily.
I opened my eyes wide. "Ama, godfather, what are you all talking about?"
"Nothing, next year you may enter the palace." "You are old enough to understand that the Emperor is going to make an empress. You are Sony's granddaughter."
"Is she the Queen? What about me? " I stared. I knew this girl because I had seen her when I was very young, and every year when I went to the palace to pay my respects to Her Majesty, she was a year older than I was.
"Even the worst of you would still be a concubine." Ama laughed.
Sooner or later, the emperor will give you a Imperial Noble Concubine. You have to think of a way to make the little Emperor fall for you, and that way, you'll have everything. "" What? His godfather laughed and said.
I met the empress the day I entered the palace. She had a very calm personality, and for the past few years, we have always nodded and smiled at each other, even though we weren't strangers. In fact, when I thought about it carefully, ever since I entered the palace, she had always been kind and polite to me, and in her heart, I really respected her.
I remember on the day I entered the palace, a few people promised to come and pay my respects. At that time, Waijie was also there, and when she entered the palace, she was sealed by a noble family, and we lived together in the palace. According to the people in the palace, these promises were all from the family of palace ladies, so how could they be compared to me? I looked down on them and laughed even more, and Zhang agreed to speak with a sour tone in front of me. I am disdainful, very disdainful.
In this palace, I only place two people in my eyes, the Empress and Whig. The others are nothing, and the promises are not in my eyes at all, because they are not worthy.