The director was obviously surprised by my arrival.

Cheng Xinjie took the opportunity to say, "I have told my brother-in-law!"

The director frowned, sighed a little, and said to me, "you know that?"

I nodded: "just now. How hard it is for you to keep it from me! "

The director patted me on the shoulder, and a few special sorrows bloomed in the eyebrows: "you should understand Youmeng. She did this to make you not too sad. Besides, I have my own consideration."

At this time by the madam also heard the movement, walked out of the ward, saw me, also Leng for a while.

"Zhao Long knows!" said the director in a soft voice

By the madam did not ask the reason, droops down the head, two hands pinches in front of the abdomen. By the disease of dream, already tormented her, face haggard.

I was eager to go in to see Youmeng, but Youma suddenly pulled me: "wait!"

I froze for a moment: "Auntie, I'm going to see Youmeng!"

The lady gently held my arm and said, "of course, I'll let you see you, son. Now, I have something to advise my daughter and her. "

"Auntie," I said

The director tried hard to wink at his wife, but she ignored me and helped me to the plastic seat in the corner.

I looked at her doubtfully, trying to control the crystal in my eyes.

The director was a little anxious, and rushed to his wife and said, "what are you doing? Children's choices may be right. I support! You are too selfish! "

Madame Youmeng retorted: "now I doubt if Youmeng is your own daughter! Is there such a cruel father as you? "

"Big love, that's big love!" said the director

"I don't agree with you anyway," said Madame

I was confused. I ran after my wife and asked, "what's the matter with my aunt?"

Mrs. Yu sighed and burst into tears: "my daughter, she insisted on"

before she finished speaking, she stopped.

A sound of footsteps interrupted what she was about to say.

We looked around and saw that vice mayor Fei, with his thin youth, was walking this way.

The lady brushed the sleeve and wiped the tears. She rushed to the director and said, "your friend is here. Go and say hello."

There was a special melancholy on the director's face. He looked at mayor Fei, who was approaching, and couldn't help but whisper to himself: what's the matter with him?

I rushed to the director and said, "I just ran into vice mayor Fei. He said he came to see you dream!"

The director froze for a moment: "how did he know? I don't want to see this man! "

But it's too late, vice mayor Fei has stepped up his pace to come here, and he also shouted: "by the director, by the Bureau --"

when Vice Mayor Fei approaches, the director frowns at him and complains: "no noise in the hospital, you don't know?"

Vice Mayor Fei said awkwardly, "hurry, hurry!"

He reached out and wanted to hold hands to express sympathy. The director stood him up like me.

Vice Mayor Fei said awkwardly: "you Bureau, I heard that your daughter was ill and hospitalized. We came here specially to have a look. Don't know what ails Qianjin? "

The director didn't give the vice mayor Fei a good face. He snorted, "thank you for your concern. My daughter is in the process of treatment now and is unable to see visitors. "

As soon as vice mayor Fei waved his hand, the skinny young man presented a fruit basket.

"Thank you, vice mayor Fei," said the director

Vice Mayor Fei said: "if there is anything I can do for you, I will help you. I know several experts. If you need, you can contact me. "

"Thank you," said the director. I have something else to do. I can't help you! "

Vice Mayor Fei said: "you are in charge. In this case, let's go back first! "

"No," said the director, frowning

When Fei's vice mayor and the thin youth left, the director frowned and scolded, "weasel celebrates the new year to the chicken!"

"You're the vice mayor of Laoyou people. You're no different from you. Why are you so ungrateful?"

The chief asked, "do you think Fei is a good man?"

No more words from Madame.

I always think things are a little strange. According to the formal logic, even if the director really has any prejudice against the deputy mayor Fei, but after all, they are kind enough to visit, why should the director be so aggressive?

Then the director started, I don't know where I went. Cheng Xinjie and manbenrui pace anxiously at the door.

I stood up and went to manbenrui. Manbenrui seemed to be scared by me and took a step back like a reflex.

I said apologetically, "manborn, I'm sorry. I used to blame you! "

With a shrug of his shoulder, mambenrui's tense face was relieved: "Oh, it doesn't matter. You can see that you love Youmeng very much. I am moved by your love. But I still have to remind you, when you meet something, don't be too impulsive. In your Chinese, impulse is the devil. "

I nodded, "I've got it. Manborn, how are you going to tell me about dreams, OK? "

Manbenrui squinted at Madame Yu, and was silent.

"What else can I do?" said Madame! It's all life! My daughter, her life is too hard! " There was another sob.

Manbenrui patted me on the shoulder and said: "you go in to see Youmeng, don't be too excited. She can't be excited now, she can't be stimulated. Otherwise - otherwise it would be more dangerous. "

"She, how long can she live?" I asked eagerly

Manburney shook his head. "It's hard to say."

My wife sat me down again and said, "baby, aunt, please do something. When you go in a moment, talk to Youmeng. "

I said, "Auntie, what can I do for you?" Although I pretend to be calm on the surface, in fact, my whole cheek is already wet.

Madame youself calmed down and looked at manbenrui. Manbenrui said, "I don't think this matter should be known to him. It will increase his psychological burden."

I was stunned for a moment. Although I didn't know what Madame you wanted to say to me, I could feel manborn's sincerity. Maybe she's really thinking about me.

Remembering my rudeness to manborn, I couldn't help but feel remorse in my heart.

Madame youyou ignored manbenrui's advice and said directly to me: "my daughter did something that I couldn't understand. I don't know what she thinks! "

I asked, "what is it?"

After a moment's silence, Mrs. you said, "she is going to donate her body to the hospital!"

I sprang up from my seat: "what? What is the donation? "

"Don't get excited, first," said Madame. I mean, by dream, she is determined to donate her body to the hospital for experimental use. I've been trying to persuade her, but I can't. My daughter -- "said Madame, and tears came out again.

I frowned and said, "what, what, this is! Live well, how to think of the remains first? It must be cured, it can be cured. Now medicine is so developed, it will be cured! "

I was so excited that I almost roared.

Mrs. Yu stood up and helped me on the shoulder, saying: "my child, everyone hopes that you can have a miracle, but the reality is very cruel. Chinese experts, as well as American experts, mambenrui, consulted twice and made a series of observations. Now the body condition of the dream is not optimistic. It is almost impossible to have a miracle. My child has never done anything bad in her life. She is kind and helpful. Why should she bear such a result? "

I'm biting my teeth, crying and losing my soul: "it will be cured, and there will be a miracle! I'm going to see her, I'm going to see her! "

The lady said, "would you advise her for me? Although she doesn't have much time, even if she is destined to leave her parents and leave the world, she will always leave us a body. If she insists on donating her body to "

I think it's too cruel to let her say it again, so I interrupt her:" Auntie, I'm in first! "

The lady hesitated for a moment, but nodded slightly.

With the company of Cheng Xinjie, I went into the ward heartily.

I forcibly suppressed the sadness in my heart, for fear that it would make Youmeng too excited.

A strong smell of sanitary liquid, pungent and into, this is not too large a single room ward.

The girl lying in bed with her eyes closed, is it a dream?

Holding back tears, I approached carefully.

She seemed to be asleep, so peaceful, so calm.

Cheng Xinjie looked closely and said softly, "my sister is asleep. Let's not disturb her first!"

I nodded my head and looked at the quiet sleeping lover in the hospital bed. Tears came out of my eyes again.

Cheng Xinjie raised her hand to wipe my tears, but stopped.

She gave me a light hug and said softly, "brother in law, don't cry. When sister Mengmeng saw me, she would be more --"

before she finished, I reached out and wiped my tears.

So I looked at her quietly, and my heart turned like a knife. I found a woman's cell phone and a hardcover notebook on the head of the bed. It's all about dreams!

I took my cell phone and notebook carefully. On the screen of the mobile phone is a picture of me and Youmeng. Casually, turn to the call record. There are more than a dozen outgoing calls in it -- she called me, Zhao long.

I have a terrible pain in my heart! I remember clearly that when Yumeng called me continuously, I was at Jinling's house, lingering with her in bed!

How can I be such a person? How can I become such a person? I ask myself over and over in my heart.

At this moment, no matter how much regret can not atone for my impulsive behavior, no matter how much regret can not make up for the hurt of the beloved.