"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
After I broke up with Arthur, I went back to my room once to say hello to Tiara and Steel. As soon as the door stays closed, it doesn't matter if it's in front of Lotte and Marie, the dedicated maid, flapping her hands and feet on the bed and getting rammed.
What is wrong with you, Master Pride? He calls me, but I can't even reply. I just shake my neck and respond with my face pressed against the pillow.
It sucks.
I can't believe I was so worried about Arthur, Stayle, and Tiara.
Even at the time I forgot to get engaged, I was worried pretty much too much, but even after I decided to get engaged, I can't be worried too much as a first princess.
While I was with Master Leon, I couldn't pay attention to Style, Tiara or Arthur, even though I'd always been careful. I couldn't even speak properly, knowing that everyone had a worrying look, a complicated look, or a dark look.
This is the way to be compassionate.
After Leon's return and making a wish for Val this morning, I fell asleep in the garden, thoughtfully sweet on Tiara.
Even though it's usually something I should do as a sister, I was totally in the opposite position. Tiara, who accepts my sister like this, is a real angel, and it could have been better the other way around without Style on that spot. I'm ashamed of my sister, who falls asleep with her sixteen-year-old cuddled up with a fool like "I missed you" or something.
Plus, when I woke up, sometime I was lying on the lawn and Tiara and Stayle were sleeping on both sides in the same way and staring at me. "Good morning," she smiled, but I was so embarrassed as my sister that my face turned bright red in front of both of them.
And Arthur. I didn't seem well yesterday, so I went to see how quickly after my nap and I still looked pretty sick.
When I got worried and called out, it turned out that I was very worried.
Not only for Arthur, but also for Steel and Tiara.
That I can't do it. Besides, they had already been noticed by Arthur at the point in the carriage. If so, maybe the reason I was feeling sick in the carriage then and the lack of sleep today is because he was kind enough to worry about me. I'm so sorry already.
Always beside me, Arthur told me.
The feeling was tremendous and I was very happy.
But at the end of the day Arthur laughed a little softly and then said, "I knew I'd be resting in my room for a little while. Starting tomorrow, … thank you. I said," I went back to my room.
It sucks not only to worry about my sister brother, but even to Arthur, the Kingsguard knight. I wish I had spent more time with Master Leon...
It's been so hard these past three days, to be honest.
Because I had to keep accepting Leon while answering calmly to him whispering false love to me, knowing what he meant and what he had learned in his previous life. It was really hard because his heart hurts so much in his chest.
Yet Master Leon naturally holds his shoulder, whispers love in public, and is very, very close… it's really good to have Val here two days ago. If I wasn't ready then, my face would remain bright red, like the first day.
But the result.
The sweetness of my claws caused a lot of concern to the three of us. I need to apologize for something properly when everything settles down.... at that time, if I had a place.
I finally look up from my pillow and sigh. Marie and Lotte watched me worried, so I apologized and waved.
I daresay I promised Prince Leon last night, and I did Val a favor this morning. All I have to do is move. I need to be firm for the three of you who worried about me.
... Let's go talk to your mother now.
Feel new. I hold my fist quietly.
The truth is that Stayle just talked to my mother in the morning, and I was going to talk to her tomorrow because she might be rude to go on. But I can't wait to do it.
Please, I hope your mother agrees... but no, I definitely need to convince you to stay here just in case. Many people's lives hang on my shoulders right now.
Before your engagement to Master Leon could be the worst.
……
Throne room.
"… so what is a wish? My dear daughter.
I slowly stepped in there.
Correct your posture and thank your mother for making time for you. On the left side of her mother was the Regent's Uncle Vest, and on the right was her father, who was just in a meeting with her mother, and Chancellor Gilbert.
In it I breathed quietly. I'm the only one here right now. Tiara and Stayle followed me across the door when I told her I was going to my mother.
But here, I have to hope alone.
"I have a favor to ask of my fiancée, Master Leon.
My mother's eyes opened slightly to my words. I don't know what's going on, just wondering a little bit and I go on with the words.
"Please, I need your permission to temporarily go out and escort me and Stayle.
"... what do you mean, pride? Why does that have anything to do with Prince Leon?
It's a rare reaction that my mother doesn't understand. Uncle Vest and Father, as well as Chancellor Gilbert, have the same look. When I told her where I was going and the date and time period, my mother shook her neck beside me first.
"I won't. Such imitation, a disgraceful act as a vessel to be queen.
Pisciari, and. My shoulders are about to tremble in such a harsh tone that I scold my mother.... Again, couldn't you?
Sure, if you normally ask, it's just an unproductive act. Still, you can't break it here. I declare in front of my mother the words I had thought of earlier as a last resort.
"Mother, I predicted. I have to go! For many people..."
Everyone who was on the spot with the word "prediction" opened their eyes clearly this time. Chancellor Gilbert slipped off a single piece of paperwork that was in the less hands of agitation. My mother also rides herself out of the chair a little so that she can wait for my continued words.
Now is the time to say, and I proclaimed with a voice that echoed all the space at once.
"To our allies, the kingdom of Anemone."