"I'll think about it." Ding Yiyi smiles at her, but her heart is more and more tangled.
Du Ya nodded, "I'll invite you to dinner this evening. By the way, we'll discuss this matter. Can we fix it at six o'clock in the afternoon?"
Ding Yiyi nodded, "OK, please."
The European client she had agreed with was a half China expert. He chose a restaurant with Sichuan cuisine. "You have so much delicious food in China. I don't want to go back to England any more."
"I've been in England for nearly a year, it's a beautiful country." As soon as Ding Yiyi entered the restaurant door, she smelled a pungent smell of pepper. She held her breath slightly, worried that she would vomit out.
Two people choose the location, tall head big horse foreigners to eat authentic Sichuan food, inevitably become the focus of the public, the waiter asked the two people funny, "do you want slightly spicy, medium spicy or heavy spicy?"
Foreign customers looking at Ding Yiyi, blue eyes with a trace of excitement, "Miss Ding, you can eat spicy mom?"
Ding Yiyi thought funny, "of course, it's spicy."
After a while, the hot pot was put on the shelf. The foreign customer put a chopstick in the pot, and his eyes were almost shining. He said, "don't mention it, Miss Ding. It's my treat today. You Chinese people say it's hospitable."
Ding Yiyi picked up a piece of radish and put it into the soup and laughed, "I can't eat so delicious food back in England."
As soon as she finished, the other party had already taken back the chopsticks with a little bit of scalded tripe. "So I'd like to invite you to the UK. It only takes half a year."
"Are you married?" He suddenly asked, with a serious look, "I know that Chinese women don't want to travel far after they have husbands."
Ding Yiyi has been laughing, she thinks the other party is very interesting, will radish into the mouth, just chewed two mouthfuls, the feeling of nausea again.
She felt something rolling in her stomach all the time, and the radish she had just eaten became the culprit of her pain.
She stood up abruptly, covered her mouth and rushed to the bathroom. It seemed that the foreign client came forward to say something, but her head was dizzy. She only felt the sour gas in her throat, pushed him away and ran away.
She vomited in the bathroom and vomited out her stomach. She finally felt better. She washed her hands and looked at the pale figure in the mirror.
Back to her seat, she saw that the other party did not move chopsticks again, but stayed in the same place waiting for herself. She felt guilty in her heart, "I'm sorry, because of my reason, I let you down. Let's continue."
"I should be sorry. You're pregnant." The man stood up and put a cup of watermelon juice for her in front of her. "That's what my wife did when she was pregnant. It was really her pain, and I was in pain."
Ding Yiyi hesitated for a moment, "you're right, I'm pregnant, so I went to Europe..."
"Don't rush to promise me." The man said, "I'm a businessman, so I can't say any words of persuasion, but I respect your idea and you can reply to me tomorrow."
He said and got up. "I think we'd better change to a light diet."
Finally, two people still did not eat, he sent Ding Yiyi to the door of the house, and then left.
Ding Yiyi is standing at the door. He looks at the door and hesitates. In order to keep ye nianmo away from her pregnancy these days, she deliberately staggers her time activities with him. Often when he is still at work, she deliberately runs to bed, and the next day she waits for him to go to bed after he goes to work, so she hides for a few days.
Back home, ye nianmo is at home for the first time. Seeing her coming back, he raises eyebrows and says, "have you escaped for so many days, are you ready for psychological preparation?"
Her heart a cluttered, subconsciously want to escape, wrist is seized by the other side, "what is so difficult to say?"
Seeing her bow her head and not speaking, her lips were almost bitten. Ye nianmo was also distressed. She did not want to ask her questions again, so it was all over.
When sleeping at night, Ding Yiyi's mobile phone rings, which indicates that tomorrow is the day of Ye nianmo's award.
Say it or not? She was so entangled in her heart that she simply turned over and went to the study.
Turning on her computer, she logged into a social networking site she used to visit and posted a message, "pregnant, but there's a chance to expand her career. Do you want to have children or stick to your career?"
She just released it, and soon there was a reply. She watched carefully.
"Of course, it's a career. Now it's not feudal times. There are people who give up their career for their children. There may be only one chance for a career. Children can still have it."
"Children are more important. After all, they are a life. It's a pity to give up your career."
"You should think about it. Since you ask questions and prove that both of them are important to you, which one is more important?"
Ding Yi was shocked by the last sentence, her heart was pulled up, looking at the last sentence, for a long time did not dare to move.
Outside came the steady footstep sound, she quickly wiped away the tears on her face, turned off the picture, just got up, ye nianmo pushed the door and entered.He saw her tears and her heart was throbbing. Recently, Ding Yiyi's abnormality was in his eyes. However, he also saw the other party's escape. Under comprehensive measurement, he chose silence.
"Do you want to use the study?" Ding Yiyi glanced at the computer with the corner of his eyes, and his voice was filled with a guilty heart.
Suddenly, an arm goes through her neck. She retreats and is surrounded by a solid arm between the wall and his arms. The masculine breath is so intense that it can't be ignored.
"Take the book." He came up to her, then drew back his hand and shook the blue pages of the book.
Looking at him turn around, Ding Yiyi gasps a long breath, when the body and mind are not relaxed, the other side stops.
"I'll wait for the day when you want to speak," the voice pauses, "but don't be aggrieved."
He left, the sound of slippers gradually disappeared outside the door, leaving Ding Yiyi alone in the room.
At night, nightmares are eroding Ding Ding Yiyi. She is walking in nothingness. Under her feet are changeable colorful lights. All of a sudden, babies cry around her.
The cry again and again made her feel unbearable, trying to find the child, but gradually filled with gray smoke, and even the child's cry became faintly visible.
As she ran, her arms swayed up and down with her breath. Suddenly, her speed became slower and slower, and her breath became weaker and weaker. Her arms were no longer plump and smooth, but wrinkled and covered with age spots.
There was nothing left in her mind like the smoke around her at this time. Even if she beat her brain hard, she couldn't remember what she looked like when she was young.
Suddenly, a majestic and serious voice came out from the distance, which covered the baby's cry and went straight to the soul. "Looking back on you, you haven't worked hard for your career. In the end, you still come and go empty. When you are old, your memories are like a pool of stagnant water."
"It's not like that!" She was crying, patting her head, shouting that her life would never be mediocre.
A warm light shone on her, and then there was an anxious call, "Yiyi? Yiyi? "
The call was like a wonderful hymn to call her into heaven, and her consciousness gradually became clear. She opened her eyes and looked at ye nianmo holding her.
Ye nianmo gently patted her on the shoulder and whispered in her ear: "buy relationship, I'm here, it doesn't matter."
As soon as she opened her mouth, tears slid into her mouth, "I had a nightmare."
He kisses her on the forehead, pushes aside her sweaty hair, and whispers, "it's just a dream. It's OK."
"I have one thing I want to do, but if I do it, I have to give up another. I don't know what to do." She choked.
Ye nianmo's eyes are deep. He feels that Ding Yiyi's mood swings a lot these days, which is related to the two things she said. Seeing her so painful, he felt uncomfortable and sighed in a low voice, "if you want to do it, do it. If you make trouble, you have me."
Ding Yiyi thumped his shoulder and laughed with tears, but his heart was firm.
The next day, ye Bo came to their nest early in the morning. Today, ye nianmo is going to attend the ceremony of outstanding entrepreneurs. Although he doesn't care, he has to do some superficial work first.
Ding Yiyi helped him tie his tie. When he was ready to leave, he suddenly said, "wait a minute, wait a minute!"
She ran upstairs, grabbed the camera and ran down, "take a picture, this day needs to be a good memory."
Ye nianmo fondly touched her soft hair and aimed at the camera according to what she said. After a few seconds, Ding Yiyi said, "you don't laugh."
He pointed solemnly at the corner of his mouth. "I have a smile."
"Where is it?" Ding Yiyi free a hand to press in the corner of his mouth, "you see, the corners of your mouth are not raised."
As she spoke, she raised the corner of her mouth to demonstrate to the other party. The camera in her hand was suddenly taken away. Before she could speak, she was swept by with warm kisses.
The sudden kiss made her eyes open suddenly. She heard the sound of the shutter. Ye nianmo held the camera in one hand and pressed the shutter.
Seeing ye nianmo off, Ding Yiyi turns to close the door. Her smile has collapsed. She takes a silent bath, puts on loose clothes and opens the door.
Outside the door, the sun is flourishing, sprinkle on the body warm, she turned to close the door, but suddenly the body uncomfortable.
There is a force stirring in her body, accompanied by vomiting and acid regurgitation, blocking her progress.
She knew it was all in her heart, struggling to get to the garage, get in the car and tie up her safety bag.
Safety belt around her flat abdomen, she like an electric shock like eyes, stepped on the accelerator rushed out of the warehouse.
There are still many people in the hospital. There are women waiting for birth examination on the benches. Some of their stomachs are very high, some are just a small hill, and some are flat, no doubt, just like Ding Yiyi.
Ding Yiyi saw the woman again. This time, there was a man beside her. Compared with her, he was thinner and smaller, holding her bag in one hand and holding her arm in the other.The woman also recognized Ding Yiyi, she smile at her, smile hidden helpless and the joy of liberation.