Ding Yi looked at her slightly raised abdomen like a demon. A week ago, the abdomen was still like a hill, but now it is just like a small ball, or, in other words, loose meat wrapped in internal organs.

The man let the woman sit, he took a white bill to the payment hall on the first floor.

Ding Yiyi regained consciousness and quickly moved away from her sight. She felt a little embarrassed. The other party seemed to see through her embarrassment and explained, "I've lost my child. I want a boy at home."

Ding Yiyi said, but the other side shook her head, as if to comfort her, "this is my own decision, I already have a daughter, in raising her, I found that I can not give her the life she wants, I found that if you are not sure you can give your child a good future, then don't give birth to him."

Her voice was weak, but her look was free. It happened that the man came back. She reached for him and left with his shoulder.

"Ding Yiyi? Who is Ding Yiyi? " The calling system at the door of the doctor's office had called her name twice. No one answered. The nurse came out again.

Ding Yi quickly waved to the nurse, "sorry, I'm here."

Entering the clinic, the doctor waved her to sit down and looked at her for more than two months

She nodded. "I can't have her."

The other side didn't say anything. It seemed that they didn't care about the people who came here for abortion. They just wrote mechanically on the list and asked, "do you want medical abortion or mechanical abortion?"

"What's the difference between the two?" Ding Yiyi was surprised that he could so calmly put forward this cruel question.

The doctor looked up at her and said, "the machinery is relatively clean. If the medicine flows, it may not be so clean. A lot of little girls bought medicine at the drugstore. Finally, there was a big bleeding accident and she had to come to the hospital."

Ding Yiyi almost with a roaring tone let him shut up, her chest violently floating, "enough, I choose machinery."

The doctor wrote down a few numbers on the paper and handed it to her indifferently, "go and pay, and then go to the fourth floor. There will be nurses waiting for you there."

She held the white list handed over by the doctor, as if holding a death notice for her child.

"Your hands are shaking." The doctor glanced at her, and the cold look finally showed a little temperature.

"Can I come back tomorrow? I want to take a B-scan." Ding Yiyi's voice is dry.

The other side nodded, "it's better to hurry up, the later the delay, the more difficult it is to recover."

Ding Yi nodded in silence and took the doctor's list out of the door. People were coming and going outside the door. She looked around blankly.

A mother with a high belly passed by with a child about three years old. Suddenly, she saw a very beautiful woman passing in front of her with her head down.

Ding Yiyi hurried to the balcony at the end of the hospital corridor, breathing with a big mouth, the bill in her hand has been pinched into deformation.

She did not dare to look back, afraid to see children, pregnant women, as long as a look, her guilt will become stronger and stronger. She silently stroked her flat abdomen, where it was quiet and could not feel the signs of life.

As time went by, there was a lot of noise downstairs, including the sound of ambulance sirens, the voice of doctors commanding nurses, and the howling of patients. These sounds were so loud that people could not ignore them.

She looked into the distance, her fist on her stomach curled up, her paralyzed leg took a hard step out, and then became firm.

B ultrasound room, the nurse to Ding Yiyi's belly coated with cold sound guide glue, see the woman lying in bed seems to be uneasy, then said with a smile: "relax, it doesn't matter, it will be OK soon."

Ding Yiyi side head looking at the machine, silent for a while, "can you know the gender of the child?"

"Yes, it can, but it's not allowed in China. In fact, boys and girls are just as cute." The nurse is garrulous, see her have no intention to respond, also did not say what.

Ding Yiyi side of the head, looking at a wriggling image in the machine, tears flow down without a sign, heart pain repent, vowed to have another child in the future, will make up for the mistakes he made today.

In the evening, at Nuo Da's banquet, people were drinking, and ye nianmo, who was surrounded by the crowd, frowned quietly, turned around and said a few words to the prize awarding guests who came to talk to him, and then took an excuse to say goodbye.

He told ye Bo was on the scene. He walked out of the banquet hall and came to the garden outside. His car was not far away.

Some of the people who talked in the garden recognized him. They raised their glasses to him and invited him to join the conversation. He declined with a smile.

Driving out of the garden and down the road, he took out the phone, pondered for a while, and put it back.

At the door of the house, the street lamp stood alone on the edge, stretching his figure very long, while by the window, a figure flashed past behind the white curtain, graceful and graceful.

He entered the door and was attracted by the faint candle light in the living room. It was a small cake with a candle on it. Ding Yiyi sat behind the light and looked at him quietly."I guess you'll come back." She smiles, sweet and gentle.

He went up to her, kissed her on the cheek, and sat down opposite her.

Ding Yiyi raised the red wine in the glass, "congratulations."

He raised his eyebrows, raised his glass and touched her, "thank you."

Dim candle light let Ding Yi most of the face into the shadow, but not damage her beauty, she put down the glass, looked down at the mouth of the glass, a drop of wine just slide down the mouth of the glass.

"I have something to tell you." She was still staring at the drop of slowly sliding red liquid, with a light tone.

Ye nianmo reached out and held her hand on the table. Feeling her palm cold, he tightened her strength and said, "go and add a piece of clothes first."

Ding Yiyi shook his head, picked up the wine cup on the table with his free hand and drank the wine in one gulp, "no, I have a very important thing to tell you."

When she finished, she reached for the bottle and was stopped by a hand on the way. She prayed, "don't stop me. Please, don't stop me."

Ye nianmo was shocked by her mournful tone. He was silent for a moment, picked up the bottle, poured a third of it into the glass, and then said, "drink this, go and have a good sleep."

"There's something I haven't told you yet." Ding Yiyi stood up with a glass of wine and went to him. With a smirk, he threw himself at him and fell into the warm arms. "I want to go to Europe for half a year to explore the territory of my career."

Ye nianmo frowned slightly, "Europe?"

"I don't want to be a loser with clothes and food," she seemed drunk. She stepped back, opened her hazy eyes and looked at the man in front of her. The wine glass in her hand swayed gently with her movement. "I need my own efforts to make a career!"

Ye nianmo took the tottering man into his arms and whispered, "go to rest first. This matter will be discussed when you are awake."

Ding Yi refused to comply with him, took his arm and kept saying, "no, I must discuss it today. I will go to Europe."

"Do you think going to Europe means opening up a career?" Ye nianmo frowned.

She nodded heavily. "I know what I want. I know this is a new opportunity."

Ye nianmo sighed, "if you want to do it, what do you drink that wine for?"

He said, the opposite woman has been soft in his arms, such as the cat's snoring gradually, in addition to the slight alcohol on the body, it is very lovely.

He picked up the man and walked upstairs in a big stride. He kicked a glass bottle without a few steps. He looked down and saw an empty wine bottle on the ground.

He punitively patted her buttocks, and then went upstairs to settle down. He got up and came to the study.

"Check for me the company that has been doing business with Yiyi recently." He said in a deep voice to the man in the microphone.

Ye Bo should be under, but with a trace of hesitation asked: "is not that this time no intervention?"

"Do it." Ye nianmo looked out of the window at the thick night, light said.

All of a sudden, he heard the sound of hasty footsteps. He hung up the phone and ran to the room in a hurry.

In the room, Ding Yi is not in bed, and the bathroom door is wide open, vomiting sound is incessant, he hurried past.

Ding Yiyi half squatted lying on the edge of the toilet, uncomfortable retching, stomach things have been spit up, only acid water.

One hand gently patted her back, ye nianmo handed her the mouthwash, and after the other party rinsed, he took a wet towel to help her wipe her face.

In the middle of the brush, the drunk head tilted to one side and fell asleep. He sighed, picked up the man and walked back to the room.

As soon as Ding Yiyi touches the bed, he sleeps in the past. He pulls up the quilt and covers the other party tightly. He also raises the temperature of the air conditioner, and then he goes out.

Down the stairs, he went to the kitchen, turned on the water dispenser and waited for the water to heat up. An idea burst into his mind.

A week ago, she seems to have vomited, can't be pregnant?

"Beep, beep, beep." The sound of the hot water dispenser interrupted his thoughts. He put the water north under the water dispenser and watched the hot water flow out. He felt ridiculous for his idea just now.

The next day, Ding Yiyi got up very early. She washed as usual, and kissed ye nianmo goodbye at the door, and then the two left by car.

Instead of going to the company, she turned a corner and went straight to the hospital. In the hospital, the doctor skillfully manipulated the equipment, let her lie on the bed, bipedal in the cold bracket.

"Don't worry. When you're anesthetized, you'll go to sleep. When you get up, nothing will happen." The doctor's voice came through the blue mask.

Ding Yiyi lying on the bed, open eyes looking at the snow-white ceiling tiles, nose tip is the smell of disinfectant, "no anesthesia."

"What?" The doctor didn't hear her clearly, so he went to her and asked more.

She looked at him sideways and said word by word: "no anesthesia."The doctor and the nurse looked at each other and saw a little surprise in each other's eyes. Now, are there people who don't want anesthesia and prefer pain?

The doctor nodded, scribbled some words on the paper, and then looked down at Ding Yiyi lying on the bed. "Ten minutes later."

It hurts! This is Ding Yiyi's only idea, but she can't tell whether it's physical pain or mental pain. Hot tears fall from the corner of her eyes and drip into the white sheet.