Chapter 358

"Every day I get up and force myself to smile and tell myself, even if you are very upset, I will tell you, remind you, don't smoke, don't eat betel nut, know these things are harmful to the body, but I can't control myself, don't care about you." Liu man then said, listening to his words, feel the helplessness in her words, can't help but feel sad for her.

"In the army, one of the few ways for you to relax is to smoke and eat betel nut. But eating betel nut is really harmful to your health, so besides smoking, betel nut is my taboo and you can't touch it. All along, I only have such a request. Is it too much? " Liu man then said, listening to what he said, he felt his concern for himself, but he thought that it was fruitless to talk to her.

"You gave me hope and a year's agreement, but now, do you want to destroy it yourself? As your girlfriend, is it wrong to care about your body and let you give up everything that is harmful to you? " Liu man said, a full sense of powerlessness, already penetrated his body and mind.

He has been confused, don't know what to do, don't know how to persist, a year say long, say short not short, but in this kind of endless entanglement, he don't know whether he can persist.

"In the face of you like this, I don't know whether my goal is right or wrong. I also know that it's ridiculous to force a man who doesn't like himself to stay by his side. It's even a failure. However, I can't put you down completely. " Liu man said, as if he really feel very powerless in general, heart really feel very tired, never tired.

"I can't imagine how I will live without you. Everyone says that time will be the best medicine. However, they haven't imagined how much suffering they will have in this healing process." Liu man said, if at this moment, he stands in front of me, maybe I can't help hugging him, tightly hugging him, trying to appease his always sad heart.

"Don't you say you don't know me? Now I'm going to give you a thorough understanding. " Liu man said, as if determined to general, deep breath, finally decided to face his past.

"Before I started to go to school, I felt like a little princess, enjoying the indulgence of my relatives and friends." Liu man said, as far as possible to make their performance so excited.

"Moreover, before I went to school, adults always told us how beautiful the school was. In the school, I could learn a lot and make a lot of children, and I always thought so. Until I went to the school, I realized that the school was a real hell." Liu man said.

In the past, I always thought that I deliberately did not recall the past, but I had already forgotten him. Now I find that after layer by layer, I am still full of flesh and blood.

I felt that I had been in the terrible dream of the past.

"When I was a child, because I read early, I was always younger than my peers. In your opinion, a child younger than you should be protected in the class. On the contrary, I was bullied." Liu man then said, slowly talking about his experience from small to big.

However, now he, every word I say, I want to cover her mouth and pretend that I haven't heard it, so I won't feel so distressed.

I always feel that all this is just a foreshadowing. I always feel that there will be some amazing news to tell me.

"When I was a child, I was bullied. I would not tell my family that I didn't want them to worry about myself. Moreover, when I was a child, they were very busy and didn't care about us." Liu man said, a mature and considerate child is not revealed.

"However, even in this way, I am still full of goodwill to the world. I feel that one day, there will be a group of very good children who will play with me, instead of isolating me, even drawing three or eight lines with me and bullying me like my deskmate and all the others." Liu man said, feeling that he was close to the edge of collapse.

"The most serious time, he actually directly took the kind of thin and pointed signing pen, directly into my hand, until now, my hand, still left his traces to me, and that time, it was the only time I resisted." Liu man continued.

Between the lines, revealed a pair of, he saw the ugly side of the world.

"So, I tried to get into junior high school , far away from them, but because of the lack of experience with everyone in primary school, even without them in junior high school, I still didn't know how to get along with others, so that for three years, for me, it was lonely, except for my deskmate, no other people would talk to me, even I might have been submerged in the vast crowd. ”Liu man said.Looking at his words, plain and direct narration, I can't guess his mood at this moment, but obviously, it won't be much better.

Although my heart, full of heartache, he successfully recalled my sympathy for him, but I understand that at this moment, he wants, certainly will not be sympathy, she is so stubborn person, in front of me, revealing her vulnerability, not to use her sympathy, to win my concern.

"When I was pure, I still felt that the world would treat me well. Until later, I gradually began to learn how to get along with people. However, when I was a senior one, I found that the world was far uglier than I imagined, and adults were far dirtier than I imagined." Liu man continued.

"Moreover, at this moment, I feel extremely dirty, unprecedented dirty, and I feel that every corner is dirty." Liu man continued.

There is always a sense of uneasiness in my heart. My intuition tells me that what he says next is not a particularly good thing. After all, he has done such a bad foreshadowing in the front, only worse, there will be no better.

"When I was a freshman in high school, I was molested. An old man in his 70s was about the same age as my great grandfather. He molested me. At that time, I was only 14 years old. How could he do it?" Liu man said.

Seeing me here, at this moment, I especially want to make a phone call to him, because I know that now he must have collapsed. It's no longer on the verge of collapse, as it was just now.

"Until now, I dare not stay alone in the dark. As long as I wake up at night, every time I think of that wretched face, it appears in my mind, like a nightmare, a stain, which can't go away." Liu man said, I can already imagine the feeling of his collapse.

My heart, this time, is completely with him, completely occupied, really want to give yourself and Liu man a chance, really want to try, don't want to let yourself how to miss a good girl, let alone he really let me heartache, especially after knowing his past, will only let me more heartache.

"Silly girl, is that why you feel dirty?" I said speechless, do not know how to appease her.

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