Chapter 359

"Yes, after that, I felt very dirty, all over my body." Liu man said, with a sense of breaking the pot.

"Fool, who do you think you deserve? Where are you dirty?" I said speechless, angry, no good.

"I feel that my whole body is dirty, and the places he touched are very dirty. I feel that I dislike myself. Needless to say, you have never been willing to dislike me and like me." Liu man said that there was a deep dislike and helplessness in his words.

"Then I ask you, you always meet countless people one day, right? You will also meet countless people, but that person just put his dirty hands where he shouldn't put them. Does it mean that other people will feel dirty when they meet you? " I try to enlighten her with my own words.

Although I don't know whether my words are useful or not, she is just touched. I can't imagine what it means in her mind at the age of 14!

Such a small girl, psychological shadow that is possible, but, this should not become, his eternal nightmare, all this is just because she is too simple, and the world did not let her alone.

"Liu man, shouldn't you think that the world is really treating you well? That person just molested you and didn't do any substantial harm to you. You just think that he was bitten by a dog. No, he was touched by a dog. You can't even touch him. " I said that I should be good at persuasion and use the most common examples I can think of to enlighten her.

"That's different. You're not a girl, you're not me, you can't imagine. At that time, my fear, you can't imagine. Every time I dream back in the middle of the night, I think of that ravine face, which is full of obscene smile, changing and changing there, constantly stimulating me. That feeling makes me want to collapse." Liu man said that on one side of the screen, she had already been in tears regardless of her image.

The nightmare scene, that afternoon, was lingering in her mind over and over again.

"What do you want to do, wash it? But it's just a touch. If you take a bath, there's nothing to do. Even if he wants to do something, he can't do it. Besides, shouldn't you be lucky? What you meet is just an old man in his seventies and eighties. You don't have any other abilities. Otherwise, you will be hit more seriously than this. " Looking at Liu man like this, I said, regardless of whether she would be hit or not, or whether she would think of these positive aspects.

"Therefore, we should think about everything in a good way. The world will treat you well, just to teach you a lesson, so that you don't be so simple, and don't believe anyone foolishly. No one will be so kind to a stranger. No matter what, you are either a traitor or a thief You don't understand that I went on to say, just like an elder, teaching his younger generation, trying to get him out of trouble.

"But, what can I do? I can't face myself like this calmly. Every time I think about my body that he touched, I feel extremely dirty. Even if there is no substantive thing, I just touch it. I can't treat it as if nothing has happened." Liu man's information quickly bounced over.

Seeing her reply like this, I feel that my whole person is very upset. I feel that what I just said is just like bullshit. It's useless.

"What do you want? Do you think you are dirty, so dig out that piece of meat? Do you think it's realistic? You have been confined to your own small world. Do you think it will be better for your relatives and friends who care about you? Who do you think you deserve? " I then said, no good gas.

I didn't want to persuade him at all. All my heartache for him turned into anger and melted into this passage.

"I want to dig out that piece of meat, too, but I can't forget it." Liu man said frankly, as if all the things, all the words, are nothing, unimportant appearance.

In the end, it is what we have experienced that we can say our own experience and say such indifferent words.

However, Liu man's words of abandoning himself successfully ignited my anger.

"Do you think I didn't want to dig up that piece of meat? I wake up countless times in the middle of the night dream, all kinds of self mutilation of myself, I have tried to use my nails to draw out traces one after another on my body, looking at those bloody traces, I feel that my heart is a little more comfortable, I feel that I am not so dirty, I want to wipe off that layer of skin, I feel that everything is so powerless. " Liu man said.Her tone of indifference once again let me feel fear.

In the end is how heavy the psychological shadow, in the end is how much courage, will be willing to in their own body, draw another trace What makes a girl be cruel to herself? Don't they all say that girls cherish themselves very much and even don't want to leave any scars on themselves?

I feel that my heart at this moment is like a big stone. I really want to persuade Liu man, but I can't do it. I'm afraid that he will really do something stupid. I don't want to see him collapse again and again.

"Liu man, do your parents know that you are so self abusive? Those friends and relatives around you, you know? You feel that you are abusing yourself so much, and your body is given to you by your parents. What qualifications and reasons do you have to treat him like this? " I went on.

"Have you ever imagined how painful your parents will feel when they see these wounds on you?" I felt that her parents would be her last obstacle, I continued.

"I feel sorry for parents all over the world. Even those who are parents use violence when they teach their children lessons and choose to beat them. But how many people are beating their children and hurting their mothers? You are really abusing yourself now. Have you ever imagined how distressed they will be?"

"When you are in such a psychological shadow, they are not as nervous as you. They are in love with you. There are so many people in the world who care about you. What qualifications do you have to hurt yourself?" I said a lot in anger.

"They don't know that I've abused myself. I've well hidden my wounds. Besides, they are so busy that they won't find anything different from me. No matter what I do, they won't know. They just think that I live well. I don't have any psychological shadow. After all, I laugh brightly every day and I laugh happily every day That's what I want them to think Liu man said, the language is full of indifference, even through a disguise to show off.

That kind of stubbornness, I know from the beginning to the end, and I also know that he is now like a bull's horn. If he does not see clearly, how others pull him, he will not get out.

But I really feel a deep sense of powerlessness. I am surrounded by myself. I don't know how to pull him out or how to let him see the reality. It's not going to hurt myself all the time.

Feel my heart, his exclusion is slowly digested, and all the excuses, have become my reason to love him.

"Moreover, when I was 14 years old, it was the darkest time in my life. During that time, I tried to commit suicide and self mutilation, but they didn't find it. Only some of my roommates and closest friends knew it. I didn't regret these things, at least when I felt that I committed suicide and self mutilation, I felt that I really got the understanding and I really felt very happy at that time. "

"Not so scarred, not so tired to live." Liu man said, as if with a relaxed face.

However, it sounds ridiculous to me. It's incredible. It's hard to imagine that a young girl in bloom would become so extreme after experiencing this.

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