Chapter 395

"If I say I don't like your job very much, will you change it for me? Every time I see your travel task, I will be afraid for you." Liu man said, his face is always some tangled and complex, obscure emotions.

"But also every day to adhere to the boring, with you say good morning, good night, and good afternoon, report every action, even if you know there is no reply, just want to tell you, because only in this way, you will have a firm mind to go on." Liu man went on to say that the words involuntarily revealed vulnerability.

"You know what kind of person I am. When I decide something, no matter what it is, it won't change me. I'm just like you." I have no choice but to speak frankly, frankly and firmly.

I also know what I like and what I want. That's why I'm so fearless. Even if it shows that I may betray my relatives in the end, I won't regret it.

At least I have worked hard for everything I want.

Only in this way, I can face Liu man without any barriers, because I feel that after I gave up what I wanted, they changed their face.

It's impossible for two people who want to live for a long time to move all the time.

This kind of feeling is doomed to go for a long time, so we must be able to be very happy together to constantly deepen and strengthen the feelings.

It is also because of adhering to this concept that I will not hesitate to tell her my decision. As for the rest, let him decide for himself.

If she chose to let go in the end, then I have nothing to say, because after all, I decided the road myself. If he chose to let go, it would be totally excusable.

The woman with me will be very tired and need to carry too many things that should not belong to him.

I can give him any commitment, I can be completely loyal to her, but there is no way to let myself always accompany her for a long time, no matter at any time.

This is our helplessness, and it is also the helplessness of all soldiers. Similarly, it is something that all people who are ready to be military wives must accept.

If Liu man, it decided to finally choose to spend this life with me hand in hand, then I will decide never to let go of her hand in the future.

Because I also clearly understand that in the 45 days that have disappeared, I have seriously considered and tangled in the process of training and rest.

I understand that my heart is not just to let my heart have no regret, I can not choose the balance between work and love, I can not do that kind of love and work, two of its beauty.

I just want to accompany Liu man, so that she can support me on the road of work, but on the other hand, I don't want to be so selfish, and I don't want to make Liu man lonely, more than happy and sweet.

Every time I think about it, I feel full of guilt and delay a beautiful young girl in her youth. Sometimes I always feel that I have cheated him and I have the illusion of pure feelings.

"So even if it's for me, you won't change your decision. Do you really like soldiers so much? Do you like this job so much, even more than me?" Liu man heartache to difficult to breathe, breathing said to cover his chest, don't know I just at the moment in the end how to react.

I know that at this moment, if he wants to maintain the relationship between her and me, he has to make a step back.

That is to say, at the beginning, he has done a good job in psychological construction, imagining that without my company, he has to get used to the pain of having a boyfriend when his roommate shows love with his boyfriend.

Even in his aunt's time, but also can only get verbal comfort, can not get any action in reality.

At this time, I have to bear everything silently, but once I choose to give up, it is a kind of eternal heartache.

If you think that you want to give up with him forever, maybe you will never have any possibility with her again. When you think of this possibility, you feel that your heart is like a piece of meat being poached. He would rather that I could accompany her than walk away with me.

Maybe it's because I got it, so I began to become greedy. I want to get more, so I suddenly lost my sense of propriety and got used to two people's greasiness.

That two people suddenly separated after it will produce a variety of maladjustment.

After knowing my choice, Liu man's reason and his emotion are constantly tearing.

You so he had to choose to compromise, but emotionally let her choose not to make do with.

Liu man's heart seems to live in two villains, in general.

The rational villain kept telling him: "behind every successful man, there is a rational girl. He will choose to support the man he likes silently. Even if the revolution is not successful, they will also choose to support each other silently."And another villain, that is, emotional villain, is always egging him on, "can afford to put down, since you choose to like her, then don't casually make do with a girl, don't let yourself blindly choose compromise, blindly reduce their identity to meet a man who doesn't consider their own feelings."

Two villains point to two different points of view, constantly fighting in his heart. At this moment, Liu man only feels that his heart has already been in a mess.

He didn't know what to do. He didn't want to make any impulsive decision at this moment and regret his whole life.

Finally, I chose the most old-fashioned solution.

"Wang Haoyu, I'm very tired. My heart is in a mess now. I don't know what kind of answer I should give you, and I don't know what kind of choice I should make. Let's calm down and think about whether we are right or not and what we want. When I think about it, I will give you an answer."

Liu man said, a tired look, weak voice, let me want to heartache, let me want to hold her tightly, a good comfort for her.

But now I do not allow myself to have any action, although I already know that my heart has a little shaken, but I do not want to let myself have any regret.

Good things still need more grinding, the two of us are destined to experience too many ups and downs.

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