"Yes. Fine. Just calm down. We feel that the development is too fast in this period of time. It's kind of unreal. We can take advantage of this time. Think it over. Let's see if we really fit each other. " I said depressed.
I don't really want to say that. But. The little discomforts in my heart. I can't help but say it.
Liu man was still struggling. He hesitated. But I heard my cold and heartless words. For a moment, I felt that his heart was cold.
Then. Liu man just silently replied to a monosyllabic affirmative sentence. last. Then directly and decisively hung up my phone. Even without any parting. There's no area in the tone that doesn't give up at all.
This is the first time. We've been together for so long. The first time for Liu man. Hang up my call. So determined and decisive. There is no trace of nostalgia.
It can't help but make me feel in my heart. It's like choking your breath. I don't know what I said and what I did just now. Is it right or wrong. Even I have begun to have a trace of regret.
But. For our future. I have to talk about this serious problem now. We have to solve all these problems. We can be together forever. We don't want to get deeper and deeper in the future. We are facing the parting again. That would make him more miserable.
Instead of being such a tough choice. I might as well make my own choice. make a lightning decision.. Get rid of all the obstacles in front of us quickly. If. In the end, we can't go hand in hand. That's not enough. unsuited. In that case. We also good long pain is inferior to short pain.
At least for me. Now this time of calm. It's the best choice for us. After all, it's developing too fast. It's not a particularly good thing.
I don't want Liu man to experience the sweet to the extreme and the bitter to the extreme, which makes me feel like he is digging a piece of meat from my own heart.
I would rather let myself silently try all the acerbity and pain behind, than let Liu man bear the pain that she shouldn't bear.
So calm down. It's our best solution right now. It's also our best way to alleviate it.
However, I didn't think that there were no other problems between us except for the future. At least on my side, there is no contradiction between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
Let's talk about it. Bai Suxin's view on Liu man. I don't have anything to do here, or even worry about her opinion at all.
So the problem will only appear in the homeless parents. Because I know the particularity of my present identity. There's no parents' meeting. I hope my daughter will always be in a state of fear.
No parents would like their son-in-law to be in such a dangerous situation. They may not even be able to give their daughter a completely safe environment.
Think of it here. I began to worry. Worried about the future of the two of us, since the contradiction between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law does not exist, but the contradiction between mother-in-law and son-in-law. But it can still exist. It might even be sharp.
But I have no fear for Liu man. As long as his final result is still so firm, then I will choose to fight with him to get their approval and recognition.
After all, I'm sure Liu man also hopes that. He must want his marriage to be approved by others. Especially those blessed by their parents.
However, I didn't think that the biggest sorrow in the world is that the tree wants to be quiet and the wind doesn't stop. The son wants to be raised, but the parents don't wait.
Even I never imagined that he would happen to me so quickly.
Originally, I always thought that Bai Suxin was with me. It's just a stranger who is most familiar with the most common blood relationship. When he really had an accident and was in danger. Only then did I know that I always had him in my heart.
In fact, my heart has already recognized him as my father. Even his appearance. I have no doubt at all.
It's just that deep down in my heart, I still can't accept that he left me for such a long time. The fact that I was abandoned to an orphanage when I was a child. I can't accept my father. Still alive, but cruelly put themselves in a helpless orphan who suffered from bullying.
Thinking of this, I feel a deep resentment in my heart. That's all.
However, the heart has already accepted him, although it can be done on the surface. I don't care. Regardless of whether it is this or in the silent attention to his news, just as he is in the silent attention to me. But he didn't find out.
And it all happened so suddenly. It makes me feel like a disease. Suddenly. Accidents and dangers and tomorrow don't know which will come first.
However. Now the reality has told me. Accidents and tomorrow. Accidents come first.I'm still in the army. I'm doing my boring training day after day. Go and help when you have something to do. Go and have a look when you have to work.
Just today. I think it's going to be as flat as usual.
However, a phone call succeeded in killing everything I had in the cradle. Overturned all my peaceful life.
This morning, brother Kun. He has already called me, and his tone is full of anxiety. I don't know what can calm a man like Lu Kun. Showing such horror. And a look of panic.
"Haoyu. There's one thing. I feel like I have to tell you. But as for how to decide what to do in the future. It's up to you to decide and choose. " Brother Kun said that.
A serious face. It doesn't mean anything at all. A trace of a joke. Seriously, I can't help being serious.
"What's the matter. You say it I feel a little uneasy. But still forced calm asked Kun brother context.
"Your dad had an accident. He had a stroke last night, which is what we call a stroke. It all happened too suddenly. No one found out. " Kun said, weighing his words. He said carefully. Looking at my attitude.
When I heard brother Kun say these words. Inexplicably feel my heartbeat. I missed a beat all of a sudden. The man's face. Constantly emerging in front of my eyes. I don't know what I feel like now. A mixture of flavors.
Think of the moment when he had a stroke. I felt as if my body had lost its strength in an instant. It's been taken away. The backbone is average.
"When did it happen? How is he now, is he serious? " I said uneasily. The tone has already revealed my restlessness and panic at this moment.
"Last night and I heard that Ah Xiang found him. Listen to what they say. It seems that her condition is a little serious. That's why I'm telling you. I don't want you to regret it later. " Brother Kun. Then he told me all the information he knew. I want to make a decision myself.
In fact, when he told me this. He can already guess what kind of idea I have in my heart. I have never been a fickle person. What's more, he is my own father. Although she was left behind. The most important 20 years of my life.
But he was the one who gave me life, so no matter how bad she did. No matter how derelict he is, I can't be indifferent to him. Ignore.
At least I hope that I will accompany him in the remaining 20 years. I want him to have no regrets. Happy life.
"It's said that he may be a little too tired at this time. Finally, there will be sudden cerebral hemorrhage. After all, people are old. At their age, they don't pay attention to rest. It's hard to do anything physically. " Kun brother said a look of deep sympathy..
After all, with age. He also felt more and more that he couldn't do what he wanted.
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