CH 68

Leave a Comment / BL, CFJTM, TL / By -Winged Neko-

TN: Monday’s regular chapter~

Han Cheng felt the complex emotions in his words. Without words, he directly bowed his head and kissed him.

Shen Qingshu unconsciously raised his head, like a drowning man eagerly responding to his kiss.

He kissed him and his heart was full of complex emotions. He bit Han Cheng’s lips uncontrollably and licked gently, as if to make up for it.

Han Cheng was sensitive to the discomfort and grievances in his mood. In fact, he didn’t quite understand. He thought Shen Qingshu would be happy to see him. He didn’t expect that Shen Qingshu would be wronged.

However, he should be wronged. After all, he prevented him from spending the new year with Bai Xuege and left him at home alone. Otherwise, at this moment, he would not enjoy solitude alone on such a busy day.

He hugged the person in his arms and kissed him gently and patiently until Shen Qingshu’s mood seemed to be out of control that he slowly ended the kiss and let him lean on his shoulder.

“Sorry, I shouldn’t have stopped you from spending the new year with your friends. It’s because I didn’t think clearly yesterday. I was impulsive and selfish.” Han Cheng rubbed his shoulder and back to comfort him and apologised.

Shen Qingshu shook his head and whispered, “It’s okay. I don’t blame you.”

He said so, but did not leave Han Cheng’s shoulder, continuing to hug him.

He really didn’t blame Han Cheng. It’s not a big deal. He didn’t have to spend the new year with Bai Xuege. What’s more, Han Cheng is back now.

If someone told him at the beginning that if you give up celebrating the new year with Bai Xuege, you can celebrate the new year with Han Cheng, then he will choose Han Cheng without hesitation.

Although they are both friends, there are also differences between friends.

He is a little homesick and uncomfortable, so he wants to be coquettish in front of him – in front of the person he trusts, let the other party coax him and sooth his vulnerability with warmth and care.

Shen Qingshu hasn’t suffered much in his life. He grew up smoothly, was loved by his parents and doted on by his gege. The greatest suffering is accidentally dying prematurely.

Therefore, he still has some childishness in him. So even at this age, he will act spoiled with the people he cares about and hope that the people he cares about can coax him when he is uncomfortable.

When he can’t see Han Cheng, he can digest all the negative emotions well by himself, because there is a strong side in his character.

But when Han Cheng appeared in front of him at this moment, on this special day, when he had already acquiesced that he would not come back. Stepping on the thick night and bright lights, Shen Qingshu’s grievances and sufferings flowed down the river along with his feelings.

The more gentle he is, the more Shen Qingshu wants to be indulged.

The better he treats him, the more he wants to be coquettish in his arms.

Shen Qingshu feels a little hypocritical, but he can’t help it. Everyone has shortcomings. He’s just an ordinary person.

He found a reason for himself and let himself continue to hold Han Cheng and snuggle up on his shoulder.

Han Cheng didn’t believe that he said it was all right. He clearly told himself about it. If he didn’t want to go, why would he tell him?

If his wishes were stopped, how can it really be alright?

It’s just that Shen Qingshu doesn’t want others to worry. He never likes to worry him. So this time, Shen Qingshu still didn’t want to worry him as usual.

Han Cheng stroked his hair in distress and watched him cling to himself, refusing to let go. So he picked him up, held his thighs in his hands and walked into the house.

Shen Qingshu looked at him in surprise. Han Cheng smiled and kissed him on the forehead.

The smile at the corner of Shen Qingshu’s lips started to collapse. A rippling and overflowing emotion flowed towards his heart.

He helped Han Cheng close the door, put his arms around Han Cheng’s neck and leaned on his shoulder.

Han Cheng took him to the sofa. Then put him down and sat down next to him.

Shen Qingshu immediately leaned over, took one of his hands and wrapped them around himself. Then he hugged his waist again and leaned into his arms.

Han Cheng laughed and thought he was particularly sticky tonight.

Although on weekdays, he likes the small gesture of kissing and hugging, but he doesn’t have to hold him when he is sitting. Now, he doesn’t seem to want to seperate for a moment.

Han Cheng hugged him as he wished, thought about it and simply held him on his lap and wrapped him in his arms, “Want me to hug you?”

Shen Qingshu nodded.

Han Cheng looked at his clever appearance and felt distressed. He pressed him into his arms and said in a warm voice, “Then I’ll hug you all the time.”

Shen Qingshu couldn’t help feeling happy again and leaned in his arms and hugged him contentedly.

The TV not far away was still playing and bursts of laughter came from the audience. Shen Qingshu didn’t want to pay attention to what they were laughing about. He just hugged Han Cheng and felt the warmth of this moment.

Han Cheng deliberately coaxed him, lowered his head, rubbed his forehead and gently kissed his eyebrows and eyes.

Shen Qingshu closed his eyes, accepted his intimacy, and hooked his neck to kiss him.

This time, the kiss was much softer than the one at the door. Shen Qingshu didn’t bite him anymore, but followed his rhythm.

“So cute.” Han Cheng smiled and kissed him, “Why is our Qing Qing so cute.”

Shen Qingshu laughed and didn’t speak.

Han Cheng continued to coax him, “Not only cute, but also so obedient. Our Qing Qing must be the best child in the world.”

“You are the child.”

“Then I will be friends with you, a cute and obedient child.”

Shen Qingshu unconsciously laughed again.

Han Cheng hugged him, “I’ll not only make friends with you, but also protect you. Otherwise our Qing Qing is so obedient, what if he’s bullied?”

Shen Qingshu tilted his head and squinted at him.

“I can’t bear to have someone bully our baby.” Han Cheng said.

“You are the baby.” Shen Qingshu retorted.

Han Cheng smiled and kissed the tip of his nose. “So, is the baby in a better mood?”

Shen Qingshu was embarrassed when he asked.

He nodded. His grievances and sufferings had nothing to do with Han Cheng. What’s more, he was coaxed by Han Cheng to forget them.

“Then I also promise you that there will never be a second time.” Han Cheng said seriously.

“I said I didn’t blame you. It’s not because of this.”

“Then what’s the reason?” Han Cheng asked curiously.

Shen Qingshu opened his mouth and couldn’t tell him the specific situation. He could only say, “It’s probably because I got emotional for a while and couldn’t control it. Maybe it’s because you said you weren’t coming before and then you suddenly appeared. I wasn’t prepared and couldn’t control my excitement.”

Han Cheng nodded and accepted his reason.

“But what I did was really wrong. I was too selfish.”

“Do you still think you are selfish?” Shen Qingshu looked inexplicable.

Han Cheng: …

Han Cheng pressed him back into his arms and didn’t speak.

Shen Qingshu poked his chest. “It seems that you are quite proficient at self-reflection.”

Han Cheng grabbed his hand and kissed his finger. Shen Qingshu didn’t continue the topic anymore. He smiled and asked him, “But why are you here? Shouldn’t you be at home with your parents?”

“I ate new year’s eve dinner with them and then I came out.”

Han Cheng looked at him, “Isn’t it because my baby is at home alone, so I can’t rest assured?”

Shen Qingshu: Sure enough, he knew that Han Cheng, a script writing driver and father, wanted to keep himself in his pocket.

But while he complains about it, his eyes slowly curve up and he is in a happy mood.

Han Cheng laughed again when he saw his expression. He thought he was very obedient. It only took the time from entering the door to the sofa to successfully coax him.

So cute!

Makes people want to kiss!

He picked up a great blessing profiterol on the plate on the table and asked Shen Qingshu, “have you eaten the new year’s eve dinner?”

“Yes.”

“Was it delicious?”

“It was delicious.” Shen Qingshu said, “The new year’s eve dinner you ordered is so expensive. Can it not be delicious? It’s just that I couldn’t finish it all. There’s a lot left, you ordered too many. You ordered so many dishes for me alone.”

“You should eat well alone.” Han Cheng shook the great blessing in his hand, “Is the dessert delicious?”

“It’s also delicious. Try it.” Shen Qingshu advised him.

Han Cheng opened his mouth and took a bite. It’s really good, “Strawberry flavour.”

“There are other flavours.”

The word “flavours” was a little muffled, because Han Cheng fed the remaining half of the great blessing into his mouth while he spoke.

Shen Qingshu chewed slowly and felt that this was sweeter than the strawberry one he had eaten before.

“Is it sweet?” Han Cheng asked.

“Sweet.”

“I’ll try another.” Han Cheng smiled.

Shen Qingshu thought he was going to feed him another one. Unexpectedly, the next second, he directly covered his lips and kissed himself.

It’s the third time, Shen Qing said. How long has it been? They already kissed three times.

He didn’t feel the blush and the burning of his ears, instead his heart was like a spring breeze passing by and flowers blooming.

Han Cheng looked at his reddish face and smiled, hugging him in his arms, “It’s really sweet.”

Shen Qingshu raised his eyes to see him and unconsciously showed a bit of coquettish anger.

Han Cheng smiled and kissed his eyes. Shen Qingyu subconsciously lowered his eyes and felt the dense kisses fall on his eyes, gentle and hot.

As soon as he turned around, he buried his head in Han Cheng’s arms and hugged him tightly.

“Little ostrich.” Han Cheng smiled and touched his head.

Shen Qingshu didn’t speak, but his face was a little hot.

After a while, he finally raised his head from his arms and looked at him with bright eyes, “I haven’t stamped and signed for you yet.”

“Then sign now.” Han Cheng smiled.

Shen Qingshu pulled down his neck and kissed him on the face. After kissing, he kissed for the second time and then couldn’t help kissing for the third, fourth and fifth time.

Han Cheng was amused by him. “Did you not apply enough ink? You have to stamp so many times.”

“I like it, I want to, can’t I?”

“Yes, yes.” Han Cheng pinched his face. “Everything is for you. You can stamp as many times as you want.”

Shen Qingshu was happy again.

Han Cheng looked at his smiling face and couldn’t help but rejoice. Fortunately, he didn’t really believe he could be alone and didn’t need him to worry. Otherwise, Shen Qingshu might really be fine at this time, but he wouldn’t be so happy as he is now.

He really makes people sore.

He knows how to make his heart ache.

“When will you go back? Will you return tonight?” Shen Qingshu thought of this problem after he finished kissing.

“No.” Han Cheng said, anyway, his parents acquiesced that he could go home tomorrow morning, “I’ll leave tomorrow morning.”

“Really?” Shen Qingshu sat up from his arms and looked at him in surprise.

“Really.” Han Cheng laughed.

“You are the best driver in the world.” Shen Qingshu said while laughing.

“Then you must be the happiest car in the world.” Han Cheng rubbed his face.

Shen Qingshu smiled and let him rub, without resisting at all.

The two men were tired of talking.

When it was almost twelve, the host began to count down. Shen Qingshu counted five, four, three, two, one with them.

He heard the booms outside the window, hearing them go off one after another.

He felt Han Cheng’s kiss on his face, fleeting and then a gentle voice said in his ear, “Happy new year.”

“Happy new year to you too.” Shen Qingshu said to him.

This is the first new year since he came to this world and it was spent with Han Cheng.

This year, he had no parents, family, friends and colleagues. He was only surrounded by Han Cheng, who he was lucky to meet.

“Happy new year.” Shen Qingshu repeated softly, no matter whether they can celebrate the new year together in the future – probably not. He will wish him a happy new year now and a happy new year forever.

He is his guide in this world and the first kindness given to him by the world. He is full of brilliance and hope. With a gentle wave of his hand, he became his sun.

He became his sunrise, touched his world and finally, slowly integrated him into this world.

Shen Qingshu smiled softly and saw Han Cheng raise a hand to cover his eyes.

Shen Qingshu: ???

“What are you doing?”

Han Cheng took out the red envelope from his coat pocket and put down his hand.

“Happy new year.” He handed the red envelope to Shen Qingshu. “Here is your lucky money.”

Shen Qingshu blinked and looked at the two red envelopes in his hand in disbelief. “What do I want lucky money for? I’m so old.”

“No matter how old you are, you will always be younger than me, so take it.”

Han Cheng stuffed the red envelope into his pyjama pocket. “The password is my birthday.”

Shen Qingshu took it out and pinched it. It’s a card.

“Why give me two?”

“One is from my gege and the other is from me. My gege knows I’m coming to see you, so he wrapped one for you.”

Shen Qingshu: … I’m so sorry.

“I’m not a relative of your family.”

“But you are my man.” Han Cheng said with a smile, “It’s all right, he wants to give it to you. Anyway, he’s never short of money.”

Shen Qingshu: …

Han Cheng stretched out his hand to take out the red envelope from his hand and stuffed it into his pyjama pocket again. “Okay it’s past twelve and the red envelopes have been given. Now it’s time for us to go to bed.”

When he finished, he picked up Shen Qingshu, who hadn’t responded yet. “Shall we take a bath together, baby?”

Shen Qingshu instantly raised a smile, “Okay.”

He hooked Han Cheng’s neck and leaned close to his ear and said, “It’s important to stay up all night on Chinese new year’s eve. Do you know what I mean?”

Han Cheng: !!!

“You did it on purpose.”

“Of course I did it on purpose,” Shen Qingshu tilted his head and smiled. “I’ll toss with you all night, okay?”

He deliberately softened his voice and whispered, “gege.”

Han Cheng: !!!

Damn this is deliberately lighting a fire and burning his heart. Wait till he’s on the bed!

“Don’t cry later in bed!”

Shen Qingshu chuckled, “if you don’t want to, let’s discuss again ~”

He leaned close to Han Cheng’s ear, “I will only cry in your arms.”

Han Cheng: !!!

Who the hell did he learn from?!

How could he do this!

He’s a new car. How can he be so provocative!

Isn’t he ashamed at this time?!

Too awesome!

Han Cheng ran with his little sports car and quickly strode into the bathroom.

Shen Qingshu leaned against his shoulder and smiled softly, feeling very happy.

That night, Han Cheng tossed around with him for a long time. Shen Qingshu was so obedient that he even explored the underwater world with him without any objection.

After finishing going up the mountain and down to the sea, Han Cheng finally pulled the quilt, hugged him in his arms and let him sleep.

Shen Qingshu knew that he was not willing to really toss him all night. He smiled secretly, hugged his waist, tired from playing coquettish in his arms.

“Wake me before you leave tomorrow morning.” Shen Qingshu reminded him.

Han Cheng patted him and held his arm. “Don’t worry, just hug me so tightly, can I leave quietly?”

Shen Qingshu nodded and felt that he was right. Then he silently hugged the man tighter.

Han Cheng was amused by him.

“So reluctant to part with me?” He asked deliberately.

“Yes.” Shen Qingshu admitted boldly, “I want to see you off.”

Han Cheng listened to his words and his heart softened, “Go to sleep. I’ll make sure you see me off tomorrow.”

“When will you be back next time, gege?” Shen Qingshu asked him.

“Didn’t you ask me to come back on the tenth day of the new year?” Han Cheng deliberately teased him.

Shen Qingshu was so angry that he pinched him on the spot.

Han Cheng chuckled, kissed him and coaxed, “I’ll be back tomorrow if everything goes well. I’ll come back as soon as possible if something comes up.”

“After all, my baby is alone. How can I rest assured?”

“Right, baby?” He kissed Shen Qingshu’s ear and teased him again.