Chapter 90： result

A week later, the staff of the relevant departments of the Oga star area found the Eagle Rider team again, and invited Qiu Yu to the meeting room.

Mu Feibai sent Qiu Yu there, and watched the door of the conference room close, his brows furrowed.

Du Chen also felt that something was not right: "Even if his audit result came out... whether he passed or not, wouldn't it be enough to just check it online?"

Mu Feibai didn't know what was going on, so he shook his head blankly.

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In the conference room, Qiu Yu sat down opposite the two auditors, with no emotion on his face.

One of the older auditors smiled and said: "We came here today because your audit evaluation results came out. To be honest, we can't let you pass only from some data. Your mentality is actually Very stable, being an Oga did not cause you psychological pain, and under normal circumstances, we would have rejected the application."

From this passage, Qiu Yu heard the implication: "Am I in an abnormal situation?"

"Yes," the auditor finished, emphatically, "very abnormal."

"The scale you made, as well as the results of the subsequent questions and answers, have analyzed many items, which is a contradiction that we have never encountered." Another young auditor said, "So we decided to conduct a second test on you. review."

It probably means that they are worried that Qiu Yu is a superb liar, and they can only rely on increasing the number of inquiries to ensure the credibility of the scale results.

After a moment of silence, Qiu Yu lowered his eyelashes and said lightly, "Okay. Let's get started."

It still took a long time for the second review. The process was exactly the same as last time, with scales and quick questions and answers.

When all the projects were completed, the young auditor looked at the tablet in his hand, but frowned tightly.

Seeing this, the older auditor asked him, "What's wrong?"

"He..." The young examiner glanced at Qiu Yu, then turned his eyes back to the tablet, pointed to a piece of data on it to show another person, and said in a low voice, "The answer he gave this time is different from the last time. Exactly the same. Questions and options are scrambled, some words are modified, and the possibility of him lying is reduced again."

And this also means that the strange result obtained by Qiu Yu's first review is very likely to be the real result.

From the expressions of the two auditors, Qiu Yu probably guessed what was going on with him.

He took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly and long, and then asked, "Can I know what my 'abnormal results' are?"

Hearing this question, the two auditors looked at each other.

The younger one seemed to be an expert in psychology, pondered for a moment, and said: "After our analysis and judgment, you do not agree with your gender and do not accept it, but at the same time you have a strong sense of this gender." Responsibility. That's, weird."

"...Sense of responsibility?" Qiu Yu didn't understand.

"The specific manifestation is that you hope in your heart that you can open up a new path for the Oga group and change some rules of the world for Oga." The young auditor explained, "and, on issues related to responsibility, you agree with My own identity as Oga."

This result was something Qiu Yu never expected.

Even he himself didn't understand what was the reason for this sense of responsibility.

"Actually," the young examiner said here, he suddenly laughed, that kind of kind smile with some teasing, "you are actually a person with a strong belief in redemption, if a large-scale disaster occurs, you will definitely be The group of people who are not afraid of death and stand up first."

That's... right.

Regular army soldiers born in the last days, without a strong belief in redemption, would not be able to persist in fighting in such a desperate environment. If it is only for survival, the army will not become an army, but will turn into a scattered armed organization, becoming greedy and selfish.

But Qiu Yu never realized that in his own heart, he actually wanted to save Oga in this world.

"However, our analysis results also show that you have some obsession with getting rid of the identity of Oga." The auditor sighed, "You do not identify with your gender, but at the same time feel that you have the responsibility to fight for this gender, you Say it yourself, isn't it contradictory?"

At least, the people they met before who wanted to undergo surgery, except for those who were impulsive, can be roughly classified into two types if they successfully passed the review—either they were hurt by emotions, and they were disturbed by physiological phenomena, which led to depression and depression. Suicidal; or one who has a complete loathing of one's own body, and everything about being an Oga, leading to the desire to self-destruct.

Qiu Yu's situation was the first strange case they had encountered in the years since their surgery review work had been documented.

The silence lasted for a long time.

Qiu Yu whispered: "Actually, I just don't like the feeling of being out of control, and I don't want to put my safety in the hands of others. And, I don't accept that I can conceive and have children as a man. Apart from these two points, I have no respect for Oga There's really nothing particularly intolerable about this gender."

Of course not to mention disgust.

Even if the love overflow will bring pain, it is not a big deal to him.

It's only three days a month, and I can survive it hard, and there are inhibitors to relieve it. Furthermore, now that he has Mu Feibai, the physical pain caused by the overflow period is no longer a problem.

As for being delicate and frail?

It's never been a problem with him.

He has seen too many disabled and retired veterans, and even those people seldom complain about themselves, and they will do their best to do what they can. And his body is at least physically sound, and it's not impossible to protect himself after strengthening exercises.

Besides, the surgery couldn't change his physique.

"Don't want to put your own safety in the hands of others?" The older auditor was a little surprised, "I remember you have an Alpha boyfriend, can't you trust him completely?"

Hearing this question, Qiu Yu lowered his eyelashes, not knowing how to answer.

Of course he trusted Mu Feibai.

He believed that if he persisted in not allowing Mu Feibai to mark him completely, even if the two of them had **** during his romantic period, Mu Feibai would definitely not forcefully form a knot in his body on impulse.

But... he still panics when he is marked by the opponent and is on the verge of losing control.

This is his own problem.

Perhaps, he just didn't want to be assimilated by this world, and he didn't want the former "man" Qiu Yu to disappear, leaving only himself as "Oga" now.

Seeing that Qiu Yu couldn't speak for a while, the older auditor cleared his throat and said in a gentle tone: "In view of your situation, we actually suggest that you think about it for a while and don't rush to make a decision."

"Suggestion?" Qiu Yu asked, "Didn't I fail the review?"

"According to common sense, you really can't pass the review." The young reviewer explained, "Besides, neither I nor my colleagues in the psychoanalysis department recommend that you undergo this operation. But... after all, human society is not Due to certain factors, we still decided to give you the qualification to perform the surgery on the premise that you did not lie."

Hearing him say this, the older auditor said: "As an Oga, you have reached the top of a field that Oga has never set foot in. You may not know that you are an Oga rights organization in the Star Alliance. It is well-known here, and there are some factions among them who believe that Oga should retain the right to choose sex."

So, is it because of his public influence and the pressure of rights organizations that he is eligible for surgery?

Qiu Yu raised his eyebrows slightly.

"However, everything has two sides. You are now a public figure, and you are a high-profile public figure who broke the Oga's restricted circle. If you really have surgery, in the eyes of many Oga, they will not think it is The rights and interests you have gained from the struggle will instead make you feel that the breaker they have been looking forward to has finally chosen to surrender."

The older examiner said, sighing: "In the past, there was a very influential Oga singer in West Second District, who was once a proud role model for Star Alliance Oga... Later, her husband passed away, and she chose The removal operation caused some Oga fans to feel hopeless, and some people committed suicide because of it.”

Hearing these things, Qiu Yu recalled that he had seen Oga more than once because of his performance on the field, and his hope in life was rekindled.

What was his mood at that time?

He seemed to understand somewhat where his sense of responsibility towards Oga came from.

"Of course, I'm not saying this to kidnap you morally." The auditor solemnly said, "Even if you decide to undergo surgery, we will not stop it. We just see the belief in redemption in you, so we hope to see you As an Oga, you can do something more meaningful to the world, and use your influence to fight for a little voice for the Oga group."

After being silent for a long time, Qiu Yu raised his eyes and looked at the two people opposite him: "Is this the real purpose of you coming to me today?"

The two auditors looked at each other and smiled wryly at the same time.

The older auditor stretched out a hand to Qiu Yu: "Let's get to know each other again. Hello, I'm Zhang Quan, the leader of the seventh team of the Star Alliance Oga Federation branch in the first star."

Qiu Yu shook hands with her and said, "But you are not Oga."

Zhang Quan said with a smile: "My youngest son is. Some things happened to him a few years ago, which prompted me to join this organization. So, from my own selfishness, I don't want you to have the surgery now. People who are seen as role models, surgically out of their Oga status in the public eye, will only make those who are already powerless to struggle even more desperate."

"So, they need someone who will step on the thorns and bleed for them," Qiu Yu said in a low voice, "so that they can maintain their dreams."

"Yes." Zhang Quan said, "but it's cruel to you. I know, so I won't force it."

Qiu Yu looked at Zhang Quan and said, "Since you are a member of the Oga Federation, I happen to have a question for you."

Zhang Quan smiled: "You ask."

Qiu Yu: "I heard that you have been fighting for the rights and interests of Oga, so why don't you stop this overly strict review? Why would you rather watch those Oga live in despair than give up the right and opportunity to choose their own gender?" Pass it to them? If all Oga have the ability to change their own destiny, there's no need for 'light', is there?"

Hearing these words, Zhang Quan was silent.

After a long time, she sighed, and said: "Actually, 'Oga gender selection rights' is what we are working on now... However, changing the rules is not as simple as you think, it can be resolved with one wish and one sentence. That's why we More people are needed to add strength to Oga's voice."

Qiu Yu closed his eyes.

After being silent for a long time, he slowly said, "I hope I can get the approval of the operation right now."

Hearing what he said, Zhang Quan's eyes couldn't help showing a touch of disappointment.

But she quickly adjusted and smiled again: "Yes, we can give you a pass at any time."

Unexpectedly, Qiu Yu asked again: "How long can this qualification be retained?"

Zhang Quan was slightly taken aback.

The young reviewer sitting next to her answered: "It's for life. As long as you pass the review, it will be recorded in your medical file. After that, no matter when you complete the 12-month monitoring, you can apply for surgery at any time." .”

Qiu Yu lowered his eyelashes and turned the bracelet on his wrist.

"Understood." He whispered.