Chapter 202

I didn't expect to fall ill. I get sick every time my mood goes up and down.

My emotional waves are both psychological and physical.

I've been sick for a week since I fell ill. I can only learn about Mrs. Sang's situation from sang Shixi.

How can I live again?

Why the hell didn't I die?

When I open my eyes again, I smell the smell of the hospital. I'm alive and alive.

The process from unconsciousness to waking up is like a moment and a long life.

I closed my eyes wearily, in my mind, a big plane carrying me and sang Qi, and the chirping rain whistling away.

My body's blood is about to run dry, there is no blood in the blood vessels, the whole person becomes very cold, fuzzy consciousness.

I sighed, to paraphrase a confession that Granny Qiongyao liked to write before, sang Qi, I really love you.

I especially hope that he now touches my head like a dog, and then frowns and says to me, "you see, you're playing around again."

The moment I closed my eyes, I seemed to see sang Qi's eyes again. His eyes were always hidden in deep love.

The blood flow was very fast and fierce. Before I got to the bed, my legs were soft and I fell on the floor.

It's stupid of me to retaliate against him in this way.

If I die, this house will be a murderous house. Sang Shixi will never dare to live in it again!

I saw myself in a white nightgown from the dresser, with shoulder length hair and blood splashes on my body. It was really terrible.

A lot of blood loss made my head dizzy. I dropped my paper cutter and staggered to go to the bedside to lie down.

The blood suddenly came out of my veins and splashed all over me.

It should be very painful after cutting, but I can't feel the pain at all, because the pain in my heart is hundreds of times more than the pain on my wrist.

I put the blade on my wrist and cut it off.

My heart has been deeply hollowed out. At 9 o'clock tomorrow morning, the silver plane will not only take away my mulberry flag, but also my heart that will always beat for him.

These days, as long as I close my eyes, I can see sang Qi looking into my eyes. I torture him a lot, but I also torture myself a lot.

I don't know if Sanshi will be kind to my children after I die, but I can't take into account so much of my pain now.

When one is desperate, death is the only way out.

In the past, I used to laugh at Sheng Yanyan, who always committed suicide. Now I think it's too late for me to say that.

I took the paper cutter in my hand, then slowly pushed it away, and the sharp blade came out of the blade.

I forced myself out of bed and rummaged through my desk. I remember a sharp paper cutter in the drawer.

I'm the source of all evils, I'm the curse of beauty

What's more, I'm unruly and willful. I have a good purse.

As long as I go with Sang Qi, he will always be the enemy of Sang Shixi.

But can I?

I'm so miserable. I'm so miserable. Now I want to jump out of bed and run to sangqi.

I hung up the phone and buckled it on the bedside table. I can take it as if I haven't received the call, but my heart can't.

"Polish your ghost! Summer solstice, tomorrow 9 o'clock plane, we still live in the original villa, or you go to the villa to join us, or you go to the airport to join us! "

"Gu Yu, I know you have always loved sang Qi. What I want to advise you is that sang Qi is not what he used to be. As my friend, I still hope you can shine your eyes."

"Summer solstice, what are you talking about! Are you crazy? I told sangqi because of you

He said that sang Qi couldn't afford me. Now I changed the meaning of this sentence to Gu Yu: "tell sang Qi that he can't afford me now. Let him stop loving me. He has you and Sheng Yanyan by his side, which one he chooses is better than me. "

I think what Nan Huaijin said to me is quite right.

He couldn't solve it, not only because my child was in Sang Shixi's hands, but also because I would drag him down as long as I was by sang Qi's side.

"Little madman, stop it. This ticket is the last straw to crush sang Qi. These days, he has never admitted what you have done to him. He is looking forward to your return every day. Little madman, I beg you to see that for the sake of sangqi's love for you, no matter what difficulties you have, you can solve them by speaking out. "

I don't know when tears have come out of my eyes and flowed into my mouth. I still open my mouth and smile to her: "you're nervous. Sang Qi and I split up a long time ago, a week ago! I have no relationship with him for a long time

She carefully discussed with me, I know this is their last struggle."Sang Qi bought your ticket and was in the same row with him. In my front seat, I sat with Nan Huaijin and you sat with Sang Qi. Tomorrow morning's 9 o'clock flight, shall we go together? "

"Oh." I nodded, "be safe on the road."

"Summer solstice, we are leaving Jincheng."

I cleared my throat, so that my voice didn't sound so dumb. I put on the phone pretending to have a good life

The night before they left Jincheng, Gu Yu called me. They didn't look for me again this week.

I lie in a trance every day, because I am sick, so my sister-in-law doesn't carry the child to the room, I can only hear his voice in the corridor.

At least someone rushed to help Mrs. sang block it, otherwise Mrs. sang could not be saved now.

And Sheng Yanyan, where do I put Sheng Yanyan?

Simply after sang Qi married Gu Yu, this woman's righteousness, or is worth to marry home to be a wife.

I think I really have a good eye. I have made a good friend like Gu Yu. I can't give him any comfort at the most critical moment of sangqi. Fortunately, Gu Yu is by her side.

Sang Qi sold all the real estate and paid off the debt. Nan Huaijin helped them take care of everything, find a doctor and so on.

Of course, there is Sheng Yanyan. I heard that Gu Yu will follow her.

Mrs. Sang was in a coma all the time and didn't know when she would wake up. It was said that there was a new drug in the United States that might be useful for Mrs. sang, so they decided to take Mrs. sang to the United States for treatment and leave Jincheng.

I took a breath and then went to pull out the tube on my hand. Before I touched the tube, my hand was held down by someone.

Looking up, I saw sang Shixi's cold eyes: "you are stupid enough to commit suicide, summer solstice!"

He was biting his teeth, the veins on the back of his hand protruded: "you are so stupid that you can, do you love him so much? You don't even care about your kids? "