Chapter 203

If a person loves another person to the extreme, he should ignore everything. Now my child is entrusted, but my heart has no place to wander.

I don't have to die. It's wonderful to be a vegetable. As long as I don't want anything, I don't care.

But Sanshi saved me. He won't let me die.

I'm very surprised. Although I haven't worked for more than a year, my previous work is good and I have a good reputation. Besides, I have many friends in the industry.

I'm going to be a journalist again, but I've been running for a week and found that no magazine or media use me.

Then I have to find a job, do it or do it in the old line!

Next, we basically ran out of ammunition and food. In Jincheng City, every inch of land and every inch of money, a villa of this size is not particularly expensive.

I invited Huanjie and Xiaojin back. I had a little money left after buying the house, so I simply advanced their wages for two years.

This kind of life may be cruel for others, but for me, if I can feel his breath, then the days are not much different from before.

Live in a familiar environment and think of people every day.

But now I am in urgent need of money, so I went to the bank to unfreeze the money, and then with the 20 million yuan, I bought the villa where sang Qi and I lived. This is the only thing I can do.

My bank card and 20 million yuan frozen from he Xiangu have been useless to me.

It's not that I don't want to go with them, it's that I want to live in a city with sangqi flavor.

When I got out of the hospital, my parents asked me to go back to our own city with them. But I didn't promise.

I'm the only one in my family. I'm willful this time, but neither of them will die in the future.

I've never been a good girl, but I can't let them worry about me.

These days, although I insist on not talking to my mother, her tears break my heart.

Since my parents came to Jincheng to see me, I don't want to commit suicide any more.

Sang Shixi fulfilled his promise and took the people away. I didn't have to go back to Sang's home with him to live with him. Even now I don't have children by my side, he didn't say that I would not go to see the children.

I was so weak that I rang the bell to call the nurse of the hospital to help me see if there was anyone else at the door. After he saw it, he told me that all the people who had been stationed at the door were gone.

He just gave me a word and got up and walked out of the ward. After a while, the special nurses who watched me also walked out of the ward one after another. Finally, someone untied the rope tied to me, and all the people in the room went away.

For a long time, I almost fell asleep, he finally said: "OK."

Because I really don't want to see him every day, I spit out two words: "the former."

I also know that I can't take the children with me, so I'm second.

He's a real pervert.

He's really bad taste. What can a woman in bed want? Can she be a specimen?

The corner of his lips moved, and then he even laughed low: "do you hate me so much? Resist me with a hunger strike? Children and far away from me can only choose one, you don't touch my bottom line, otherwise you are lying in bed every day is a living dead, I sang Shi Xi so support you

I want to open my eyes and look at his eagle like eyes: "away from you, take the child."

Sang Qi, I don't dare to expect any more. I've lost him.

"You can tell me what you want. You can choose anything except sangqi."

This is the first time he has spoken to me since I went on a hunger strike. I closed my eyes and didn't look at him. He knew I was listening.

"Summer solstice..."

Finally, one day, sun shiken talked to me. He was wearing a black business suit. He should have just come from the meeting, and his whole body exuded a cold and inhuman smell.

I'm waiting for a day when sang Shixi can't bear it. Although I know that he is different from ordinary people, of course, what's the use of him asking me to be a living dead man?

So during the past few days when my mother was in the hospital, I still didn't say a word and didn't eat a mouthful of food. No matter how my mother cried, how she talked to me, how she begged me, I didn't care.

I'm not going to die again, of course, but I'm going to get rid of sanssi.

How dare I die with all my heart when my parents are in high court?

I'm gnashing my teeth. Sanshi has brought my parents here. I want to persuade his parents.

One day when I woke up, I suddenly heard my mother and my father talking. I quickly opened my eyes and saw the two of them standing at the head of my bed. My mother was wiping tears.

Maybe my brain is too active at ordinary times. Now I think more. Sang Qi appears in my brain all the time. I can even think of him when I gasp.

The living dead have no thoughts. I just can't move now. If I become a living dead one day, I really want to have fun.I don't think what the doctor said is right. I still can't reach the standard of living dead.

I rely on nutrient solution to support my life. One day, I heard the doctor say to Sang Shixi, "she's not a good way! If you don't eat in bed for a long time, your muscles will atrophy and it's bad for your kidney function. What's the difference between lying in bed for a long time and living dead people? "

He doesn't talk to me, I don't talk to him, I don't eat, my body is full of tubes, nasogastric tube, urinary catheter, I eat and drink Lhasa, all spent in bed.

After a close look, it can be seen that he is not sangqi. After all, there are many differences between him and sangqi.

He usually doesn't talk, like a statue. Sometimes when I wake up at night and open my eyes to see him, at a certain moment, I think it's sangqi.

I can't even die now. Sang Shixi not only looks for someone to look at me, but also comes over every day and sits in front of my bed and looks at me without expression.

But suddenly now I feel particularly appropriate, my chest is empty, empty I am afraid.

I remember a song in which my heart is as empty as the sea. I once felt that the song was silly and ridiculous. How could the sea be empty? I don't know how many fierce seafood there are in the stomach of the sea. I drool when I think about it.

Later, I saw a small line of words under the wall clock, which was a calendar. It was almost like corns before I recognized that I had been lying in bed for two days. Sang Qi and Gu Yu had already flown to the United States.

My mobile phone has also been confiscated. I don't know what year it is.

I can't move. I'm lying in bed like a corpse. I can only look up at the ceiling.

Sang Shixi found several people to look at me and asked the nurse to tie me to the bed with a rope.

He spent so much to keep me with him. If I die, he will not lose.

There is a new magazine. I think they even invite new people, but I don't want them.

After I was rejected by them again, I stayed in the personnel department and refused to leave.

On the spot, I patted the table: "my qualifications, my experience, my working ability, which is not better than those interns, why do they use me?"