After all, it's normal for Lu Jingyu to not know who I am, but from her eyes, I could see that she had some impression of the name Lu Weian, and when she saw my face, she didn't seem to disagree with me too much.
"Jing Yu, can you invite us in?"
Lu Jingyu looked at me, looked at the Principal, and slowly nodded. Finally, her gaze landed on Mu Huainan, and she shook her head with all her might.
It was no wonder why Mu Huainan looked so fierce everywhere he went. Any normal adult would feel scared, let alone a mentally impaired child like Lu Jingyu.
I turned my head to look at Mu Huainan, but he didn't seem to want to come in.
He took a cigarette from his pocket and held it between his fingers.
"I'm going to smoke a cigarette." Then he left.
My entire mind was on Lu Jingyu, and I didn't have time to say anything to her.
The room she lived in was not very big, about the size of an ordinary bedroom, but it was equipped with television, air-conditioning, a desk, various pictures, and a computer on the desk. It looked very new.
The Principal and I sat on the sofa and listened to the Principal saying, "The computers are only suitable for this year. They are all investments from the Mubai."
She couldn't help but add another sentence: "You shouldn't have said that to the Mubai. He really hoped that this place was good, and that Lu Jingyu would have a comfortable living environment."
I didn't answer immediately, but looked at Lu Jingyu who helped us make tea and pour water, my heart was a little complicated.
I waited until she came up to us on the sofa with two cups of tea.
"If that's the case, isn't it better to bring her home?" I smiled, "Besides, Dean, don't misunderstand. I have always been talking to Uncle Huainan like this.
The dean smiled and accepted the cup of water that Lu Jingyu had brought over, saying "Thank you".
She kept her eyes on me as she handed it to me, looking up and down.
"Jing Yu, have you been feeling good recently?"
the abbot asked her, speaking with his usual good-natured friendliness.
Lu Jingyu ignored her, and continued to stare at me. After a long while, she asked me softly, "Your name is Lu Weian?"
I nodded.
She asked me, "Do you know who I am?"
I smiled slightly. "You are Lu Jingyu, my younger sister."
It was originally a very correct answer, but when he met her eyes, he saw doubt and confusion.
The vigilance in his eyes grew stronger bit by bit.
I don't know what I said wrong.
"You are not Lu Weian." "No," she said.
"Why?" I don't understand. What did I say wrong? He couldn't help but stand up and walk in her direction.
I didn't expect her to hide from me.
It seemed like she really did have some doubts.
"I'm really Lu Weian." I took the postcard out of my pocket and showed it to her. "Look at this."
Lu Jingyu was stunned. I looked at her as she stared at the postcard without blinking, but she didn't accept it.
After a long time, she asked me, "Why do you have this?"
"Because someone helped you give it to me."
You lost this postcard eight years ago. Someone picked it up and left it to me.
This was probably the most mysterious power in the world. After going around in circles, those things that should have been given to someone would eventually fall into her hands.
"I took this for you, remember?"
Lu Jingyu lifted her head and met my eyes. The chaos in her eyes faded. She stared at me, clear and direct.
His eyes did not blink, nor did his eyeballs flutter.
Just staring at it like that was enough to shock anyone.
Lu Jingyu's eyes were deep and very heavy, bringing along a dark luster. Wherever she looked at, there was only darkness.
For some reason, I was suddenly afraid.
However, he did his best to remain calm and didn't avoid her gaze. He met her gaze and neither of them spoke. Just like that, they looked at each other.
Lu Jingyu suddenly opened her mouth and told me, "Of course I remember. It was you who didn't."
My heart lurched uncontrollably.
Could her eyes see through people's hearts? How do you know I don't remember? Did she just say that, or did she really see through me?
My heart was in turmoil when I heard her continue.
"You only know who I am, but you don't remember me."
Every word she said was correct.
I was amazed at the girl's sharpness, at her hawk-like eyes, at the ease with which she saw through me.
"You … "What do you mean …"
I still didn't know if she was just talking.
Lu Jingyu sat on the bed with her butt leaning back and her legs swaying unsteadily beside the bed. She raised her head and looked at me.
Like a. Like an innocent child.
I froze again.
Her eyes were different every time I looked at her.
Lu Jingyu is much more complicated than I thought.
"You're my sister." She pursed her lips and smiled at me. "How can you not know what I mean? We should both have a mutual understanding. "
I was stunned. I had no idea what was going on.
It was the dean who picked up my glass of water and placed it in my palm, trying to remind me, "Drink first. Drink some water and we'll talk. "
I drank absently and heard the dean's voice in my ear.
"Don't take it to heart, she's like that. Her thoughts are very jumping."
His thoughts leaped … What a tactful explanation...
Lu Jingyu jumped down from the bed and snatched the cup from my hand. She turned around and poured the water from the cup into a flowerpot, crushed the paper cup and threw it into the trash can.
"Sigh …" The dean opened his mouth to say something, but I cut him off.
"Jing Yu." I called her by name.
"Why do you think I don't want it?" I wondered how she felt about my emotions and the changes in my heart.
"Because you're too stupid." Lu Jingyu circled around me. She was thin and small, so she seemed exceptionally nimble.
"Stupid, so you can see through it easily?"
Her logic was indeed different from an ordinary person's.
"Stupid, that's why you can write all your emotions on your face. It's too easy to see."
Lu Jingyu has more words than I thought she would say. What I had thought of her before was the same feeling I had when we had just met. I felt that she would feel a little timid and shy when facing things outside.
But I don't know what went wrong, but she suddenly became like this, a little fierce, a little overbearing.
Her aggressive attitude was different from Mu Huainan's. Mu Huainan's aura was different from her, she could easily make her opponent kowtow and plead for mercy with just a glance, but Lu Jingyu was too young, so she did not have the ability to support her violent aura. From the looks of it, she was feeling a little self-satisfied. It was because she felt too insecure that she was in such a hurry to show off her intelligence.
And she was smarter than I thought.
I thought that damage to the cerebellum would damage the intellect, but it turned out that she was a girl who was more sensitive than I was.
"Then why did you say I'm not your sister?"
I looked up at her, waiting for an answer.
"My sister is as smart as I am. You are so stupid, so of course you aren't."
I smiled bitterly.
"The last time you saw your sister, she was only ten years old. In the past few years, you have become smarter, but the more you see her, the more stupid she becomes. It is not certain."
Lu Jingyu frowned as she looked at me. I guessed that she was probably thinking about something.
"Just who are you?"
she asked me again.
"Jing Yu!" She opened her mouth, and with a slightly fierce tone, berated her. "She is your sister, look in the mirror, you two look almost exactly the same!"
"You liar!"
She backed away but raised her hand and pointed at me. "This person is impersonating my sister, and you, as the dean, are even helping her! You are all bad people! "
Probably hearing the word "bad guy" made me feel that she was still a mentally deficient child after all.
I slowly stood up and looked at the emotional her, waving my hand: "Come sit beside me, I'll prove it to you, I'm Lu Weian, okay?"
I was afraid that if she continued to get excited, she would do something out of line, so I wanted her to come to me so I could protect her.
Lu Jingyu was a little hesitant, but in the end, she still carried her guard up and sat down.
"How will you prove it?"
Laughing, I sat down with her, took out my cell phone, and found a picture from ten years ago, about the last time I was in the country, of a little girl in a flowery dress, standing under a windmill with a bubbling toy in her hand. As he blew hard, the last few rows were all the little girls laughing happily.
It's my favorite picture.
"Look, isn't it the same as you, who's ten years old?" I took out the photo in my pocket, the one my sister and my parents had taken at the front of the house.
The photo and the phone were placed together, lined up on the table. Lu Jingyu slowly slipped down the sofa and squatted down, staring at them in a daze.
She looked at the photo, and I looked at her.
After an unknown period of time.
It had been so long that I felt that I had let down the Principal. She should be very busy, but she had to accompany Lu Jingyu and I in a daze.
Finally, Lu Jingyu turned around and squatted on the ground, raising her head to look at me.
"Why do you have a picture of your sister? Did you do something to her?"
This time, when she spoke, her eyes were suddenly full of sadness, as if she could get water out of them.
"I am." My heart ached. I slid down from the couch with her and knelt beside her, stroking her hair. "I'm your sister," I said.
However, Lu Jingyu dodged it in fear.
Retreating backward, he shook his head.
"No, you're not."
"I really am." I don't know what I said wrong.
"You are." Lu Jingyu raised her head and looked at me, the glimmer in her eyes flickered: "You are my sister?"
I nodded heavily.
"Then why, why did you forget me?"
My heart sank and I couldn't answer for a long time.