Lu Jingyu said a few more things before I finally understood.
"My sister said that when I have my eighteenth birthday, from that day on, she will be my sister and I will be my sister. I can enjoy all the lives my sister has enjoyed before, I can be my sister and live a normal life like my sister." Lu Jingyu said as she looked at the empty wall with tears in her eyes, "I waited for so long, until I brought her to lead a normal life, but you appeared. You said that you were my big sister and you were Lu Weian, but why don't you remember your promise to me?"
I feel very sorry for Jing Yu. She had looked forward to it for so long, and the promise that she had waited so long was forgotten by me. Furthermore, she didn't even dare to tell her.
"Jing Yu." "Can I hug you?"
I know it's strange and abrupt.
But...
She recognized me at the door, so she let me hold her, but now …
I want to go back to the beginning.
Lu Jingyu was a little hesitant, after thinking for a long time, she shook her head in the end.
It was normal that she didn't want to.
"Every time I'm unhappy, Mu Huainan will hug me."
So that's why I asked her if I could hold her.
Hugging can warm a person, can let her temporarily put down the heart guard, listen to you properly.
"Jing Yu, I have a lot of ways to let you down, but what I want to tell you is this: The truth is, being a big sister or a little sister is the same. I will take you out and protect you well."
After a pause, I continued, "Because I love you."
I saw her eyes light up again, little by little.
"All these years, I forgot a lot of things because I couldn't bear it, and I almost couldn't remember you." I replied, "But now …" I took a deep breath. "There's only two of us in this world. We have to work hard to survive."
"Only …" Lu Jingyu's eyes suddenly widened, his eyes were filled with shock: "What does it mean that the two of us are relying on each other to survive?"
She was excited, and the more excited she was, the more I was at a loss.
The dean stood up in time to block in front of Lu Jingyu, who was about to rush to my front.
"Jing Yu, calm down. This matter is very complicated, and I will explain it to you slowly in the future."
Hearing the dean's words, I was stunned.
"This …"
"I don't care, I want to hear her say it! This woman, she'll pretend to be my sister and then say those weird words to me! What did that mean? What did she want!? Get her to explain it to me! Say it clearly! "
Her limbs and body began to twitch, and her expression became more and more hideous, more and more difficult to control.
I stared at her for a moment, my mind blank.
I said the wrong thing again.
The excited Lu Jingyu was a little scary, the dean could not even stop her.
"Go get the nurse!"
After hearing the principal's words, only then did I realize what had happened. I hurriedly nodded my head in acknowledgement before hurrying out to find a nurse to enter.
Two nurses held Lu Jingyu's arm, her eyes were red, and veins were popping up on her forehead. But she didn't shout what I thought she was, just bit her lip and stared at me.
That furious, tearless expression that was on the verge of breaking down.
Finally, the nurse's needle struck her arm, and in a few seconds she was quiet, closed her eyes, and passed out.
When everything calmed down, I realized that my back was already drenched in cold sweat.
Footsteps came from the door. I turned to see that it was Mu Huainan who was rushing over.
He looked around the room, at Lu Jingyu who was sleeping on the bed, and then looked at me. He ran over in a hurry, and looked me up and down.
"Are you hurt?"
Before I could react, the dean came over and stood beside me. She lifted her gold-rimmed eyes and let out a long breath.
"Sigh, I was just about to stop him in time. That's why I wasn't able to accomplish anything big."
From the tone of the principal, it sounded very similar to...
I turned my head and looked at her, "What, does Lu Jingyu always have these kinds of things happen to her? Could it be that it has turned into something big? "
The dean's face suddenly stiffened and his smile became somewhat forced.
"About this..."
She hesitated. There must be something behind this.
"Tell me, is her illness already so serious!?"
"An'an." Mu Huainan's voice sounded by my ear. He reached out to tug at my arm: "Follow me."
I was obediently pulled out by him. The current me had completely lost the ability to think and just let him do as he pleased.
"Lu Jingyu, she still doesn't know about what happened to her parents … "Isn't it?" I finally asked.
Her emotions were already in turmoil and her thoughts were racing. The moment I said it, someone as sensitive as her would definitely think of it immediately.
I really. Too stupid...
Mu Huainan sighed softly, "Don't blame yourself too much, she will know sooner or later."
"Then why didn't you tell her before?"
"She wasn't too stable a while ago." As Mu Huainan held onto me, he flipped his palm: "So, I never had the chance to tell her."
"Does she often go crazy like this?"
The word 'crazy' came out of my mouth, describing my own sister, and I hurt more than anyone else.
I saw Mu Huainan nod his head lightly with difficulty.
"In the past when Master Lu was here, she was still better off. She was like a normal child. Ever since no one from the Lu family came to visit her, she …"
"It became like this with no sense of security at all."
"Yes."
I leaned against the windowsill and lowered my eyes.
"It's all my fault. I messed up this meeting. I think that she won't like me anymore, right?"
Mu Huainan carried me in his arms, just like how I wanted to hug Lu Jingyu, it was warm and caring.
"Good boy." As he spoke, he lightly patted me on the back. "You and her are blood related. In the future, your relationship will not change just because of such a small matter. You will only get closer and better."
I raised my head and looked at Mu Huainan in a daze.
"Really?"
"Yes."
I have a lot of questions, a lot of questions I want to know.
"Uncle Huainan, when did you start paying attention to this place?"
"After you left the country, I found out the name 'Lu Jingyu', so I started investigating." As he spoke, he hugged me tightly. The two of us leaned against the cold wall and felt very warm. "It's been eight years now."
"Eight years …" I muttered, "It's been eight years …"
"Traces and tracks, it wasn't easy for me to investigate them. It took me a long time to find your whereabouts and find out your name."
Mu Huainan's words made my heart freeze.
"Nonsense." I scolded him, "You can hide this matter so well. You must have been planning for a long time!"
"Hmm, eight years is too short. In the future, I will stay by your side for 80 years, 800 years, and not leave."
My heart was warm.
"Oh right, Uncle Huainan, since you have known Lu Jingyu for eight years, why is she still so afraid when she sees you?"
"The employees who have been under me for ten years still tremble when they see me." He laughed in my ear. "Maybe I look too fierce."
I shook my head.
"You are too despicable!"
"Um... I am despicable. "There's no other way. You can only use such a despicable method to keep you here. How do you say it? It's not as if you're the same type of person as everyone else."
"Who are you calling despicable!"
"I, I, I, I …" His kiss was fine on my forehead, on my face, on my lips: "My little fairy, everything you say is true."
"Uncle Huainan... Tell me seriously why she's afraid of you. "
After a long silence, I heard him sigh and say:
"Because I was worse than her once."
I couldn't help but raise my head. "When?"
"Two years ago, I came to see her. That day, I accidentally scraped my hand, so I took off my ring and put it on the side. The nurse gave me medicine. In the end, Lu Jingyu stole my ring, and refused to give it to me no matter what. "
"Was it the ugly shell ring, or the ring wrapped in cover?"
Mu Huainan laughed: "Of course it's the ugly ring, the pretty one, I can buy anything she wants."
I continued to listen.
"I was afraid she might mess around and lose my ring, so I shouted at her. It scared her and the two nurses beside her into crying. "
… ….
I couldn't help but laugh.
In the eyes of others, this was an inconceivable matter. A single person being so fierce was enough to scare three girls to tears? It was too exaggerated.
But for this to happen to Mu Huainan, it was not that strange.
When this guy became so fierce, even the manager of the factory shot himself. What was the point in scaring a few girls to tears?
I smacked my lips. After so many years, I was so used to him that I almost forgot he was such a scary guy.
"Seriously, my little sister, you dare to scare me like that!"
He laughed again, "I won't in the future. You and I will both take good care of each other. If it wasn't for you, would I have raised a patient for eight years?"
Hearing his words, it was impossible for him to not dare to move his heart.
"Thank you, Uncle Huainan."
Before, I had even suspected that he liked Lu Jingyu and wanted to find me to take advantage of me.
It shouldn't have.
"Thank me. Stay by my side and repay me."
This time, I didn't dodge. He held me in his arms. After a long time, he gave a soft "En".
He couldn't help but feel a little happy when he thought about how he was going to stay with this fellow for the rest of his life.
"I was going to take my sister home." I sighed. "My parents and I owe her too much. I don't want her to spend the rest of her life in this inhumane hospital."
I heard Mu Huainan's helpless sigh.
If I hadn't personally witnessed her illness today, I wouldn't have understood the reason why Mu Huainan hid it from me for so many years, and I definitely wouldn't have wavered in my desire to bring her back home.
But now. Obviously not.
"She's the best in the hospital. She has a doctor and nurse to look after her, she has a daily medical examination, and she has the conditions to deal with her financial situation anytime and anywhere. It's better for her than taking it home."
I understand Mu Huainan's words of consolation.
I nodded.
"I understand. It's just that my heart is in pain."
"In the future, we will come often to visit her. When she gets better, can we take her home?"
I was startled.
"Is that really possible?"
I thought Mu Huainan wouldn't agree.
But he still had that doting expression, rubbing my head and smiling at me.
"As long as my safety is happy, anything is fine." He kissed me again, and as he did so, his mouth slurred, but I could hear him clearly: "Everything that's difficult, scary, and irresistible, even if the sky falls, I'll carry it for you and you can continue to eat your beef noodles."
I suddenly wanted to say that.
Youaremyhero.