The sixth day of the lunar new year.

The sky was overcast.

From the time when the sky is about to light, light snow has already begun to float. At more than eight o'clock in the morning, large pieces of snow have been sprinkled, spinning and landing on the street, spreading a thin layer of white on the ground.

The old snow has not melted, and the new snow has accumulated.

A white Audi stopped at the gate of the pharmacy. As soon as it stopped, the door was pushed open. Qin Guanglin walked in with a black bag.

"Hello, I'd like to trouble you to see what's the treatment for?"

The doctor in front of the medicine cabinet raised his head, looked at the tired young man standing in front of him, didn't look at the medicine he put on the counter, lowered his head again and said, "isn't it your medicine?"

"No

Qin Guanglin was not at ease all night. If there was a label, it would be nice to say that the label on the medicine bottle had been torn off and hidden so tightly, it would make him think more.

The more he thought about it, the more confused he was. It was hard to wait until after seven o'clock when the pharmacy was about to open. He immediately came out with the medicine. As a result, all the medicine shops around the new year's Eve didn't open. He drove around for a long time before he found it.

"Then you ask the people who take the medicine. This kind of question is not up to standard. I can't tell you."

“……” As like as two peas in the front door,

Qin Guanglin's hands were slightly pressing, and his nails were pressed out of a small piece of white. He wanted to go somewhere else, pause and stop.

Doctor Wen Yan raised his head again and frowned, "you Tut... "

"Help Thank you Qin Guanglin looked at her sincerely, "this person is very important to me. I'm very worried. Even if you don't tell me now, I can always find out when I go to other places. I just want to know what they are for..."

"People say it's someone else's business. I have my professional ethics." The doctor interrupted with a wave, but his eyes couldn't help falling on the medicine he put on the medicine cabinet. His eyes narrowed slightly. Seeing that Qin Guanglin turned around and wanted to leave, he hesitated for a moment and then called out: "wait..."

"Well?"

"Who are you talking about?"

“…… My wife. "

"What do you do?" When the doctor asked, Qin Guanglin frowned slightly and added, "I just want to ask if I work in the hospital?"

Qin Guanglin's heart sank slowly. He shook his head and said, "no, she is a teacher." After a pause, he looked at the bottle and tablet in his hand, and then looked up at the doctor, "this medicine What's the problem? "

"The problem A little bit. " The doctor is hesitating whether to say it or not.

If it's some other normal medicine, she doesn't even look at it. She asks where she likes. The bottom line is about the patient's privacy.

But now is the exception.

She poured out the pills in the medicine bottle to have a look. Then she estimated the quantity left in the bottle. Her face became more and more serious. She raised her head and said, "this It's sleeping pills. "

"Just sleeping pills?" Qin Guanglin Leng Leng, and then a sigh of relief, a hanging heart slowly down.

It's just sleeping pills. Although it's often associated with suicide, Mr. He Is it possible?

There is no possibility at all.

"Thank you, really."

He nodded his thanks, but the doctor didn't pay attention. He reached for another medicine, felt it, and pointed with his finger: "estazolam, this should be estazolam..."

"All prescription drugs, in addition to helping sleep, can also be used to relieve anxiety, fear, tension..."

“…… Now the control of sleeping pills is very strict. They are usually prescribed according to pills, 10 pills, 20 pills No one dares to give a whole bottle directly, this bottle is a whole hundred pills, so I ask you what is the occupation of the patient, whether he works in the hospital, if the teacher I don't know how she bought a whole bottle... "

“…… Besides, this bottle is almost half of what it is, and some of these other drugs have been taken. For example, this one is highly addictive. It's usually taken when there's no way to do it. Fortunately, only two tablets are missing from this board... "

“…… All the medicines in this bag are diazepam. A single doctor can't prescribe them. If not, I won't say so much If she ate it secretly without telling you, this is the case... "

……

"Mom, I'm going to river city."

"Well, why are you in such a hurry? You... "

Bang.

Qin Guanglin took his clothes and went out directly. He got into the car and started it.

It's time for the Spring Festival transportation to return. I can't get half a ticket, so I have to drive there.

There was a crack in the window, and the cold wind came in, which made him shrink his neck. His thoughts kept rolling in his mind, mixed with the words of the doctor.

Chaos.

It's a mess.

Qin Guanglin never thought of it, why not be optimistic and cheerful all the time, why not laugh and tease him all the time, why not put a silly smile on her face all the time -

there will be a pile of Valium hidden in the bottom of her storage box Some of them were eaten more than half.Insomnia?

Anxiety?

Or

If it wasn't for him to clean the room on a whim A feeling of fear came to me.

Fortunately, it was discovered early.

Qin Guanglin frowned and stopped the car. He felt out his mobile phone and wanted to call him first. Looking at the mobile phone, he hesitated again. Since he kept it from him, there must be nothing to ask on the phone, so we have to meet.

Living together for more than half a year, he didn't realize it

As a boyfriend, dereliction of duty.

Very dereliction of duty.

Restart the car, Qin Guanglin suddenly action, and the rearview mirror in their own eyes, the head is flashed in the past.

"I can't sleep. Come in Just get up early tomorrow... "

“…… Classmate Qin, are you asleep? "

"I've been suffering from insomnia recently..."

“…… I can't sleep. I miss you very much. "

Why not the voice hovering in the bottom of my heart, the car roaring to the direction of the river city.

Qin Guanglin finally realized that before cohabitation, Mingming had already turned off the light for her at about ten o'clock every night and said good night, but she didn't wake up for breakfast until twelve o'clock the next day.

Does anyone sleep more than 12 hours a day?

Maybe occasionally, but few people do it every day.

He squeezed the steering wheel tightly, his knuckles turned white, and suddenly opened the window a little wider. The chill suddenly poured in from the outside of the car, which made his mind clear. His thoughts were swept away, and another problem came out from the bottom of his heart.

After cohabitation, why don't you sleep first most of the time? There is no sign that you can't sleep.

This

There's a problem.

The medicine can't appear out of thin air, it can't disappear a little half out of thin air, and it can't be collected for a friend.

If a friend has insomnia, why let her help him?

"They are all prescription drugs. Besides helping sleep, they can also be used for anxiety, fear and tension..."

The doctor's words floated in his ears again, and Qin Guanglin, who was driving the car, was suddenly shocked.

Anxiety Fear Nervous

What is she afraid of?