Chapter 242

It's more than eight in the evening.

There is no snow in Hecheng. The cool moonlight is on the streets. Every household lights up and laughter comes out from time to time.

A happy atmosphere for Chinese New Year.

Qin Guanglin, who didn't sleep well all night and drove to Hecheng for another day, sat in the car with a tired face. The window was open. He quietly looked at the night outside the window and didn't go up immediately.

The night wind was blowing slowly, and the fingers on the steering wheel were tapping gently.

As a teacher, what is she afraid of?

Every day, I teach, write novels, buy food and cook after work, watch a movie and go shopping.

What is she worried about?

Qin Guanglin took a look at the black bag on the co pilot's side. His thoughts rolled in his heart.

He was afraid why not tell the truth.

You have to think about how to open your mouth - or Take her directly to the hospital?

The more he recalled the peace and indifference in the past, the colder he felt.

It's always the people who are silent about depression. It's better if they make a lot of noise.

The more camouflaged it is, the more painful it will be.

When they were together, little by little, Qin Guanglin was in a trance.

Dudu.

Dudududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududududu.

The other side of the glass is knocked.

Why not stand outside the car and look inside in your thick down jacket.

"What are you doing here?"

When the door opened, her face was full of surprise and surprise. Her eyes were wide open. She looked at Qin Guanglin with a slight eyebrow. She leaned over to the car and said, "I'm just thinking of you. Come to kiss me..."

The words stopped.

Qin Guanglin looked down along the line of sight. Her hand was pressing on the plastic bag with the medicine bottle, and two plates of tablets had been scattered.

“……”

“……”

Seeing that the smile on his face disappeared, Qin Guanglin was so confused that he lowered his head and stuttered twice, saying: "that How did you get down? "

This feeling of peeping into people's privacy is really hard.

Maybe He should slowly guide her to be frank little by little. Instead of a showdown like now, it's like telling her: I already know about you. Now I'm here to ask you.

No one wants to be ill. It can't be controlled by others. Why don't you choose to hide it? You don't want to let him know that she has a problem, and you want to solve it by yourself.

Now he directly lifted the veil and let her confess. In broad daylight, he put the medicine in front of her - he thought it was also a kind of injury.

Why don't you bow your head and don't speak? Qin Guanglin is about to continue to speak, but as soon as she shrinks, she gets into the car and takes the door with her. Then she shoves the medicine on the seat into the back seat and looks at the wide open window next to him.

"I'm cold. Close the window."

"Oh."

“…… Originally, I wanted to close the curtain and lay down. When I saw the car by the window, I felt that it was you, so I came down to have a look. "

Why don't you just say it as if nothing had happened, and don't ask him how he came. You entangled your hands together, rubbed them for a moment, pursed your mouth and said, "don't you kiss me? I haven't seen you for so many days... "

Qin Guanglin has been carefully observing her way of speaking, trying to find out what is wrong. Hearing this, he felt inexplicably relieved and hesitated to lean over.

Everything he thought before meeting seemed to be an illusion. Now when he saw her real person, he subconsciously wanted to overturn his previous guess. How could such a mild and pleasant teacher he live on drugs every day?

Can a person with anxiety, fear and insomnia look like this?

He couldn't make up his mind for a long time.

The lip is divided.

Qin Guanglin and why don't they look at each other in silence, and no one speaks. They all want to find something from each other's faces.

"Is that why you're here?"

Finally, why not break the silence and point to the bag that she threw into the back seat.

“…… Not all of them. "

"Well?"

"I miss you."

"I knew that." Why don't you smile, look at him, look down again, hold the corner of his clothes with your fingers and buckle it gently. After a moment's silence, I didn't hear Qin Guanglin speak, so I had to say slowly: "those medicines Well It's really me... "

Driving all day without saying hello to her shows that Qin Guanglin already knows what the drugs are. Concealment will only deepen his suspicion and cause more problems. It's better to confess it directly.

And now it's all right, even if it's said, it's nothing - she hasn't eaten any more for a long time, and has been addicted to the days of two people together, almost all of them have forgotten it in the corner, if it's not suddenly turned out

"Insomnia?" Asked Qin Guanglin.

"Well Yes

"Very serious?""Yes, but it's better now. You watch me sleep every night, don't you?" Why don't you smile at him, and your eyes fall on the back seat again, "it's mainly because there was a lot of pressure before school graduation I'm still a little anxious. After I graduated and moved out, it's all right. Now there's no problem at all. Those medicines can be thrown away. "

Listening to her words, Qin Guanglin was a little relieved, but he was not completely relieved. There was a lot of pressure before graduation This reason is a bit far fetched.

Those months were just the beginning of their relationship. If they were under great pressure, how could they have such a smooth relationship and tease him all the time?

Is this a way to reduce stress?

It's a bit off the mark.

"Is that true? Why didn't you tell me I think you have something to hide from me. You've never been in a hurry about your work, and a novel has been published in the middle of it... "

"Don't think about it. I'm anxious in my heart. I don't want you to worry about it." Why don't you interrupt, don't want to tangle in this matter, turn away the topic: "where do you live tonight?"

"Go to the hotel and see if there are any vacant rooms. Buy some presents in the daytime tomorrow and visit again..." Seeing why not shrink, Qin Guanglin remembered that he had just left the window open. The temperature inside the car was not much different from that outside. He quickly started the car and turned on the air conditioner.

"Well I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow afternoon

"Well?"

"Otherwise, I don't trust Forget it. I'll go to the city hospital when I get back to Los Angeles. I'm not sure about the hospitals in river city. "

"No, I'm fine..."

"No, I have to go." Qin Guanglin took the bag from the back seat, took out a few plates of medicine from it, and asked, "it's said that this is very addictive. Aren't you addicted? How can you buy so many pills of this medicine

"No, take it. I'll throw it away."

Why don't you grab the bag, open the door and get out of the car, walk two steps down the road to the garbage can, throw it away, and then stomp back, leading the way: "let's go to the hotel to see if there is a room, if not, you will have to continue to sleep with my father Don't say hello before you come. You can call me... "

She said, suddenly, looking at Qin Guanglin suspiciously, "if I don't see your car, are you going to sit here all night?"

"No How can it be? I'm going to call you and ask you to come down. "

Qin Guanglin still doesn't think it's right. How can such a serious matter be said to be a small problem by her in a few words?

"The last time you ate that When is the sleeping pill? "

"Before going to ugly mountain."

Ugly mountain It's been more than half a year. Qin Guanglin thought a little, nodded and said nothing more. He started the car and drove slowly to the hotel.