Chapter 382

But the wish is beautiful and the reality is skinny.

Her sleep is not as good as she longed for.

Because as soon as she closed her eyes, she kept having terrible nightmares.

First, I dreamed that Han Jing raped her in front of many men like a devil, and then let those men rush up together, tormenting her to pieces.

Just when she was in pain and crawled towards him like a dog to beg him to let him go, her parents were suddenly pushed in front of Han Jing.

They were forced to kneel down to him, and he put a sharp long knife around her mother's neck.

Mother looked at her in tears and sobbed, as if begging her to save her.

She rushed at her mother's feet and was sprayed with hot blood all over her face.

Through the hazy eyes of the blood mist, she looked confused, but she saw a bloody knife edge on her mother's white neck, and blood gushed out like that.

"No!" she heard her own shrill scream.

She sat up and found that all the bloody and terrible pictures had disappeared, replaced by the suspicious face of the summer solstice.

She was shocked that it was just a bloody and miserable nightmare she had made.

In the face of Xia solstice's questioning and uneasy eyes, she knew she should immediately cheer up to fool the past.

But the dream just now was too real, too bloody, too miserable. It made her tremble with fear. There was no way to force herself to calm down immediately.

She hugged her body tightly, fell back to bed and closed her eyes.

chill! chill! Be calm!

She kept giving orders to herself in her heart.

There's no way!

Even if she tried her best, she couldn't calm herself.

She's scared, she's scared, she can't face it!

Just when she was too painful to extricate herself, she fell into a warm embrace. She heard the voice of the summer solstice gently ring in her ears, "Shh, Shh, Shh! It's all right. It's just a dream, a terrible dream. When you wake up, it doesn't exist anymore. Yazhu, it's all right. I'm here. I'm here. I'm holding you! Do you feel my temperature?"

The summer solstice coaxed her gently and patted her on the back.

Yang Yazhu shed tears, but he really calmed down slowly under the appeasement of the summer solstice.

For a long time, she slowly opened her eyes, turned around, quietly looked at the summer solstice, and said in a dumb voice, "thank you."

Xia Zhi shook his head and looked at her with a compassionate face, "No. don't say that word between you and me. Yazhu, what's the matter with you? Tell me, what did you dream of? Did that dream come out of your hidden worries? If so, what are your hidden worries? What are you worried about? What are you afraid of? Tell me? Whatever it is, I will face it with you and try my best to help you solve it. Now, just Say it! Yazhu, say it! "

Yang Yazhu stared at her and wept quietly. A sad smile hung around her mouth. "As you said at the beginning, it was just a dream. A terrible dream. When I woke up, it no longer existed."

"Dreams, in part, are worries from reality." the summer solstice said meaningfully.

Yang Yazhu smiled bitterly, "why do you like studying me so much?"

"Because you are the one I care about and care about." Xia Zhi reached out and grabbed her right hand and clasped her fingers. "I just want to protect you, just as you did everything to protect me."

Yang Yazhu shook her head and sighed, "I know. But you really think too much. OK. I'll tell you. It's none of Han Jing's business. It's my own problem. When I had an abortion last time, the doctor told me that I might not be pregnant in my life. This matter has kept me depressed. I really have thoughts every day and dreams every night. Just now in my dream, I dreamed that I finally gave birth to a lovely and beautiful baby Li's daughter. She is so beautiful, and in the blink of an eye she is as old as your children. They are laughing and chasing in the green grass, while we are happy to sit under the sun umbrella and enjoy coffee leisurely. What a beautiful picture! But just when I was full of happiness, my child suddenly fell heavily to the ground and her head hit the ground "Her blood" on a stone with sharp edges

She couldn't go on sadly.

Such a bloody picture reminds her of her mother's bloody knife edge in her dream

The Summer Solstice held her tightly and said sadly, "is this the reason why you lose weight? You've experienced so much. Why didn't you tell me until today?"

Yang Yazhu shook his head and smiled bitterly, "it's rare for us to meet again, and I know you're busy with your own affairs. You're surrounded by strong enemies. If you're not careful, you may be eaten to the bone. So, how can I put my troubles on you again?"

"You're stupid!" Xia Zhi sighed softly and said softly, "don't be afraid. Don't worry. The doctor said it's just possible, it doesn't mean there are no miracles. It's also very likely to be misdiagnosed. Well, I'll introduce you to a doctor who is famous in London and is also an expert in gynecology. I'll ask him to fly over to examine you and see what treatment plan he can give you."

Yang Yazhu shook her head quickly, "No, I really don't need it. I don't want to have an examination so soon. Besides, Han Jing is also a gynecologist. If I want to have an examination, if I don't find him, he will know. I'm afraid he'll have a grudge and make a gap between you and him. Let me take it slow. When I calm down, I'll talk to Han Jing. He must be able to come up with the best plan. He's my husband , he is also responsible for having children. What's more, this is his occupation. You don't have to worry about it in vain. "

"Then you must tell him earlier. Don't always be depressed alone. This itself is not conducive to pregnancy." Xia solstice told him uneasily.

"I see." Yang Yazhu nodded wearily.

"You look so tired. Why don't you continue to sleep for a while!" Xia solstice gently covered her with a quilt.

"Yes." Yang Yazhu closes her eyes.

In fact, I have been scared by the nightmare just now, and I have no sleep at all, but I don't want to open my eyes, because I really feel tired.

She is a puppet now. Whatever she says is not her intention.

It made her feel very painful and tired.

I thought it would be easier to come to the summer solstice. I didn't want the summer solstice to always question her, which made her very uncomfortable. I just felt more tired than in front of Han Jing.

Alas! Everyone is becoming smarter and more powerful. It seems that only she is constantly retreating, not by her will

The summer solstice saw her frown tight and her face was a little pale. She couldn't help loving her very much. She got up quietly and crept out.

When he closed the door, he just saw Pei Yaochen coming out of the master bedroom and said, "I see you. There's something I want to tell you."

"What's the matter?" Pei Yaochen approached her and naturally held her hand.

These days, they have been very close. Although they no longer have that kind of relationship, it is normal to hold hands and the frequency is relatively high.

"Shu Ting has lost her memory, you know?" asked the summer solstice.

"Know. What's the matter?" Pei Yaochen was stunned, and his expression was dignified.

"And you took advantage of her amnesia to hide your engagement, didn't you?"

"I didn't take the opportunity. In fact, I had a showdown with her before she lost her memory. But she couldn't accept it. She bumped into my car, which led to her memory loss. That's why I accompanied her in the hospital for a period of time, and then sent her back to her hometown. I not only compensated her a lot of money for her life, but also specially helped her repair in her hometown I built a building just to make her more comfortable and reassure their father and daughter. I think I have done my utmost to her. "Pei Yaochen told her truthfully, "I just didn't expect her to run back. I've been busy these days and haven't had time to meet her. Otherwise, I really want to ask if she's pretending to lose her memory!"

"Whether you pretend or not, it means that you and she have not officially ended. Breaking up can only be regarded as breaking up with the consent of two people. If you unilaterally announce breaking up, any woman will feel humiliated. It's your failure. I hope you can have a good talk with her. Also, I have to tell you something. She said she escaped. Because her father treated her on the day when she moved to the new house I want to be dishonest. If so, it means that she has no place to settle down again. You have to find a way to settle her down. As for how to settle down, that's what you should consider. In a word, I hope the man I want to start with is a responsible man. He is not a bully who only knows how to hit people with money, nor is he just running away Coward! Some problems must be made clear. Dragging vaguely will only make things more and more complicated. Of course, you can also ignore my words. After all, we haven't developed a relationship that can restrain each other's moral bottom line. "Xia solstice said faintly and took his hand away from him.

Pei Yaochen felt very heavy. "I see what you mean. Don't worry, I will deal with it."

Summer solstice smiled, "I'd like to believe you. OK. Is the child still awake?"

"No! I slept heavily."

"Then I'll go with him, you go busy! Bye!" Xia solstice walked into the room and waved to him. Before he could speak, he closed the door.

Pei Yaochen stretched out his hand to push the door, but holding the door handle, he retracted again.

He really needs to cut through the mess with a quick knife.

He took a deep breath and turned downstairs.

When Xie Ziyi heard the housekeeper say Pei Yaochen wanted to see her, she was in a complicated and uneasy mood.

The meeting between the morning and the summer solstice in the back garden made her wonder whether it was a chance encounter or the deliberate act of the summer solstice.

I don't know why, she doesn't dare to look at the summer solstice's eyes. She just feels that those eyes are like perspective, which can see her thoroughly.

She doubted that the summer solstice had known her details.

This feeling came suddenly and strangely, but it was so inexplicably that it came to her mind and made her feel on pins and needles.