Chapter 383

Since the breakup, she has been regretting that she shouldn't have talked so much with Xia Zhi recklessly, and foolishly urged Xia Zhi to tell Pei Yaochen about her own affairs.

If once the summer solstice is to pretend to be confused with her, it means that she really can't stay here.

The summer solstice will quietly force Pei Yaochen to drive her away.

If so, what should she do?

The housekeeper waited for her for a long time. When he saw her sitting at the table in a daze, he couldn't help feeling annoyed. He bent his fingers and knocked on the door. He shouted again, "Miss Shu, Mr. Shu is waiting to see you!"

Xie Ziyi recovered, got up quickly, stood up and whispered, "let's go!"

Soon, she saw Pei Yaochen in her study.

When entering, Pei Yaochen stood in front of the window with his back to her in a brown turtleneck.

There was smoke around his body. He was smoking. Obviously, he was in a bad mood.

This made Xie Ziyi more and more uneasy. She quietly walked behind him and stood still, but didn't open her mouth to call him.

Whatever he wanted to say to her later, she had to stay with him as long as possible.

Unfortunately, as soon as she stood still and had no time to greedily take a deep breath of the air containing his breath, he turned around and gently pointed to the chair behind her, "sit down. Let's have a good talk."

"HMM." she answered low, turned and sat down in the chair in front of the table and looked at him uneasily. "Are you going to drive me away? Do you think it's abrupt and inexplicable for me to come to your house? Even, do you think I want to rely on you all my life?"

Pei Yaochen waved, "I don't mean that. However, it's really incredible that you suddenly appear here. Tell me, how did you come here?"

"I don't know. After I came out from home, I took the bus aimlessly and made many trips. Finally, I came here. It seems that someone is guiding me. If I didn't see the housekeeper, I really don't know this is your home. I also feel very strange. Also, I feel familiar with all these things during my stay here It's like I lived here in my last life. "She said, reaching out to pick up a jade inkstone on the table and said with a confused face," it's like I'm familiar with this inkstone, as if I've played with it. "

When Pei Yaochen heard this, the green brains on his forehead beat fiercely.

These symptoms she said are like precursors to memory recovery. The summer solstice is right. This matter can't be delayed any longer.

He stubbed out his cigar in the ashtray, pondered for a long time, and then slowly said, "there's something I want to tell you. You have to listen."

Xie Ziyi felt uneasy and said with a strong smile, "you don't want to drive me away? If so, you don't have to drive me, I'll go now."

She said in a gesture to get up.

Pei Yaochen frowned, "I don't mean that. Listen to me."

Xie Ziyi breathed a sigh of relief and sat down slowly, "you said."

"In fact, the relationship between you and me is not that simple. You used to be my fiancee." Pei Yaochen spoke slowly, thinking about how to organize language so as not to hurt her.

"Fiancee? I'm your fiancee? How could it be? How could a girl like me who is not very beautiful and who was born like that be your fiancee? Mr. Pei, don't joke with me. This joke is not funny." Xie Ziyi smiled and shook her head like hearing a big joke.

"What I said is true. At that time, the children were clamoring for their mother, so I made up my mind to seek marriage. Marriage seeking has nothing to do with wealth, family status and power. The only condition is that my children must be able to see that this person will be my mother. As a result, you are very attracted to the children, so you stay. However, I have no feelings for you , so I told you that we are only husband and wife in name, and there is no real husband and wife. You agreed. Of course, as compensation, I helped your father who was ill in the hospital settle the arrears of medical expenses and ensure that he will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of his life. "

"It was only on the night of the engagement that an accident happened. As a result, the engagement ceremony was not officially held. Then, for various reasons, we went to New York to spend the new year with my mother. It was there that I saw Tian Wan. Her appearance made me decide to completely draw a line with you. As compensation, I gave you a sum of money. You took it at that time and didn't raise any objection. I I thought you agreed, so I turned and left. Unexpectedly, you suddenly rushed to my car and got into the hospital. As for what happened later, you know. I don't think I need to elaborate with you here. "

Pei Yaochen paused here and looked at her faintly and stopped talking.

Xie Ziyi was shocked and stared at Pei Yaochen motionless.

Pei Yaochen was impatient after waiting for a long time.

It's difficult to stay with this woman and make him dull for another minute.

He frowned, picked up a cigar again, lit it, took a deep breath and spit out a thick smoke. Then he said, "I've made it very clear to you. Tell me, what do you think now? Do you think I've done so much compensation is still not enough and still want to stay here?"

When Xie Ziyi heard this sentence, the muscles on her face twitched involuntarily, trembled her lips and said: "It's too much information. For a moment, I'm really incompetent to accept it. I'm sorry. I didn't know I was so stupid and shameless. I came here for money, but in the end I really wanted to be your wife and child's mother. I'm sorry. I'm so shameless and self-conscious. You must feel sorry these days Is it difficult? Don't worry, it won't happen again. I'll go. "

She sprang to her feet, turned and stumbled out.

"Stop!" Pei Yaochen whispered.

She paused, but did not turn to look at him.

Pei Yaochen frowned and asked, "what are your plans next? Where do you want to go?"

Xie Ziyi shook her head, "I don't know. I'm in a muddle and I'm not able to have any ideas. But don't worry, I'll have a way to calm down and survive. Of course, don't worry, I'll never stay in this city to hinder your eyes and miss Tian's feelings. I'll go far and live well. A girl like me born in poverty , like grass, it is humble, but it can survive in the crevices as strong as grass. "

"Well, I'll give you another sum of money. You can take it to do some small business. First, enrich yourself and second, make your life less difficult. Of course, if you like, I can also provide you with job opportunities," Pei Yaochen said.

"No, I really don't. You've done your utmost to me. I'll be ashamed to take your money again. I don't want you to provide me with job opportunities, because although I'm poor, it's not difficult to find a job that can feed and clothe after all. However, thank you. You're really the best man I've ever seen. I sincerely wish you and me Miss Tian's lover will be married and happy all her life! "Xie Ziyi said quickly. She ran out without waiting for Pei Yaochen to speak again.

When she rushed to the living room, the summer solstice just came down from upstairs. When she saw that she rushed out of Pei Yaochen's study with a painful face, she hurriedly shouted, "Shu Ting! Are you okay?"

Xie Ziyi suddenly stopped her steps, turned her head and looked at the summer solstice. She saw that she was elegant and noble in her gestures, without any poor and humble appearance. Then look at herself. Once she was equally elegant and noble, she was in a mess at this moment.

She really wanted to rush forward and strangle the summer solstice, but she forced herself to bear it.

Although the summer solstice may have guessed her identity long ago, and may even have guessed that she pretended to lose memory, there is no empirical evidence after all.

As long as she calmly continues to lose her memory and pretend to be poor, she will have a way out.

She would never let herself fail like this.

She took a deep breath and suppressed her excitement. Then she turned and bowed deeply to the summer solstice, and a fragile and bitter smile came up at the corners of her mouth, "Originally, I thought I had no chance to say goodbye to you personally, but I didn't expect to meet you again. So it's just right to say goodbye to you. Although we just know each other, I like you very much. I think you are rich and beautiful, but you are easy and have no airs. A girl born in poverty like me feels equal in front of you. So, I want to say thank you."

"Say goodbye? Are you leaving?" the summer solstice was slightly stunned.

Pei Yaochen is bound to drive her away, but unexpectedly, she really plans to leave like this without striving for it, and she seems to have a very peaceful state of mind.

This is really abnormal.

Did she really lose her memory?

"Yes. Mr. Pei has had a profound conversation with me. I just know that I used to be so crazy and unreasonable. I came for money, but I had other greed. As a result, I almost lost my life and made myself a burden for Mr. Pei. He is a good man. He shouldn't be troubled by a woman like me. Once upon a time I'm confused. Now I have lost my memory, but I can see my absurdity. Now, I have to do the right thing, take the right road, and don't become a burden on others, and I can't be looked down upon by others. Therefore, I will live and work hard. I believe that through my efforts, one day, I can get the life I really want and meet people who can understand me I love my people. We can love each other equally, not charity and sympathy. "Xie Ziyi said, her eyes red, and she was moved by her words.

This was not what she meant. It was just what she used to deceive the summer solstice and win her sympathy and favor. But in the end, she felt that everything she said was very right.

She really felt that she had done wrong in the past. What's more, she felt that if she could let go, with her intelligence and efforts, she would live no less than the summer solstice, but was she really willing to let go?

No, no, no! Her love for Pei Yaochen began when she was so young. She had long regarded him as her own life. Who would have the courage to give up his life easily?

She can't