Pucheng!
This is the most familiar city in the world, not one of them!
Because my parents were teachers, they had been very strict with my education since I was a child, even though it had completely backfired. I was sent to Pucheng by my parents from the fourth grade of primary school, middle school for three years and high school for three years, and then I worked here, making so many friends and experiencing the most unforgettable love there.
It can be said that after my childhood, most of my life was in Pucheng, and my time at home was much less. I could only come back on sunday and summer vacation. Pucheng occupied nearly half of my life. Of course, our hometown actually belongs to Pucheng. In that case, nearly 90 % of my life has been spent here.
I met Hu Zi in elementary school and Old Gao in high school.
Then he met Lin Ya and Ding Ge.
I have many beautiful memories, my youth, my love, all in Pucheng.
Therefore, it has indelible feelings for me.
But half a month ago, I wanted to escape so badly!
I suddenly felt a little inexplicably tired. I let out a long breath, but I still felt a deep breath in my chest, as if a stone was pressing on it...
I really don't want to stay in Pucheng anymore. That small city has left me too much sadness. Those memories are like a cold wind, tightly wrapping me up and constantly gouging out my heart like a knife.
Besides, I have been teaching in a small town for a week, and none of my friends called me. I wonder if anyone found out that I was no longer in Pucheng.
So at this point, I still rejected Guzheng.
It was as if I had been rejecting her ever since I met her, and I thought that if I were to think about it, I would have ignored her if someone had treated me like this. I knew that Guzheng must be in a bad mood, but I could only use this stubbornness to block her feelings.
A country and a city. In that case, could Guzheng's one-year appointment be ended early?
It's just that Guzheng didn't say anything, and I don't know if she gave up completely.
Seeing Guzheng's lonely expression made me feel guilty and uneasy, but I couldn't do anything to make it up to her.
We didn't feel at ease over this meal.
I suddenly realized that ever since Guzheng met me, the smile on her face had gradually diminished. In the past, she was like a chivalrous woman walking freely in the world, not troubled by the secular world, not tied by emotions, like a free and proud thorn bird.
But now her wings were shackled.
These days, she has really changed a lot.
I sighed in my heart. I can't control a lot of things. I hate this feeling. I can't do anything. I can't do anything, just like that.
After the two of them had dinner, Guzheng said, "Why are you guys having fun here? Come with me."
I smiled bitterly and said, "What's so funny about the poor?"
"I'm used to seeing the concrete and steel of the city. It's nice to see the countryside." Guzheng said faintly. She handed me the car keys and said, "You drive."
If seeing the scenery in the fields could make Guzheng feel better, I would be happy to help.
So I drove Guzheng around the fields. I drove the car to the wasteland and brought Guzheng to the little levee. To the east of the levee was a vast expanse of heaven and earth, planting crops that could not be seen. To the west of the levee was a wide river.
The wide field of vision can sometimes make people feel suddenly cheerful, especially standing in this slightly higher place looking down slightly in front of them. This is where the farmers work hard and harvest well, where they sprinkle hard sweat.
When the crops were about to ripen, standing here in the middle of the night, the setting sun in the sky reflected on the crops. The beauty was intoxicating, and the fragrance of the fields mixed with the grass was refreshing.
Our family used to farm, but since I went out, my parents were getting older and older, so our land was no longer planted. However, he could still recall the scene of playing in the fields when he was young. At that time, he did not know how hard it was, but just as a joy of childhood.
Now that they have grown up, they understand their hard work and tiredness. It was said that the children of the farmers were in charge of the family, but I hated myself for being young and ignorant and not doing my best for the family, so I really wanted to do my best to make up for it.
However, ever since that incident that almost broke me down, I felt like a guy who had been bitten by a snake for ten years and no longer had the passion and courage.
However, looking at the vast world in front of me today, a strong desire to start a business rose in my heart. I always wanted my parents to live a better life, but now, in order to escape something, I became a teacher that I did not want to be. Although this could be closer to my parents and take better care of them, but this could not be an excuse to escape from my heart.
My thoughts changed again without knowing it.
Originally, he wanted to accompany Guzheng to relax, but he didn't expect to have an unexpected change in his mind.
I couldn't help but think in my heart that I couldn't cower any longer. It was time to rearrange my plans for the future.
However, I didn't have any specific thoughts in my mind, just a heat in my heart, so I didn't tell Guzheng what I was thinking.
Turning her head to look at Guzheng beside her, she seemed to be immersed in the natural beauty in front of her eyes, not as colorful as the city night, nor as brilliant and colorful as the artificial creation, but a fresh green was even better, like a green army, vast, as if there was life.
I didn't disturb Guzheng. I just walked quietly with her on the small bank. Guzheng was never an introverted girl in my memory. Otherwise, we might not have met. With her, she always seemed to have something to say, but it didn't make people think that she was too noisy. I was willing to listen to her. It was very comfortable, just like the sound of a mountain stream flowing.
Sometimes Guzheng would stop, perhaps facing the east, looking at the fields one by one, or facing the west, looking at the calm water in front of him, or at the trees planted on both sides of the small bank, staring blankly, not knowing what to think. From time to time, some birds flew around on the top of the tree, and the crisp sounds became much more pleasant in the quiet.
"Xing Yun, what kind of life do you want to live?" Guzheng's eyes were a little confused, looking at a certain withered leaf that did not know how long it had fallen.
I don't know why Guzheng asked this question. Maybe this kind of environment could really slow people down a lot and help them think about things they usually don't want to think about.
"The life I want to live?" I looked at the concrete floor under my feet, smiled bitterly and replied, "Without the troubles of the secular world, I would rather live a simpler life. Freedom, no need to care about others, no need to be cared about by others, of course, it is best to have a small shop of your own, not to make too much money, busy every day, as long as enough to live. There's a house at home. Well, maybe I've been used to living in the countryside since I was a child. I prefer a house with a yard. It's not too big. The garden is full of flowers and plants, but I'm actually a little lazy. I might not be able to plant them well even if I plant them."
"Yourself?" Guzheng smiled and asked, "Don't you want someone to accompany you?"
There was a sense of loneliness in my heart, and a beautiful face appeared in my mind. Then, with an awkward smile, I said, "If there is, of course I do."
The two of them, flowing water, grow old together, that was the dream I longed for when I was with Ding Ge!
"What about you?" I asked Guzheng.
"Sometimes I think purer than you do." Guzheng looked at me and said, "Maybe my parents are used to it. I've always been a stubborn, paranoid, scary and a little crazy kind of person. You don't know, actually I have a big temper. So in my house, when I lost my temper, they all let me go. The last time I ran out, I wouldn't have apologized to them if it hadn't been for what you said to me."
Since I met Guzheng, I probably knew that Guzheng was really stubborn, but I really didn't realize that she had never lost her temper in front of me, not even when I yelled at her.
Guzheng looked away again and said quietly, "What you said just now is actually quite beautiful. But maybe I'll think even more. I will move to a town that is 100 % impossible in reality. It is as beautiful as a fairyland. There was no need to be disturbed by anything, no need to worry about money, because there was no money, no need to worry about bad people, because there were There are no worries or pain... We will live a simple and romantic life, just like the princes and princesses in fairy tales. Although we are not princes and princesses, we also feel like we live in fairy tales."
Guzheng's eyes sparkled brightly.
"We will have a house. It may not be big, but it must be beautiful, beautiful beyond words. We will also have a piece of land where we can plant green vegetables and plants, and then make it colorful and beautiful like a rainbow!"
Fantasy fairyland, fairy tale world, Guzheng's fantasy is a utopia world!
But utopia meant' nowhere', and what Guzheng said could only be fantasy.
But listening to Guzheng's description, I really felt like I was entering a dreamland. It was as beautiful as Guzheng's description. It was perfect. The sight was stunning, like the intoxicating scenes in the movie, like Bill bo in "The hobbit" ? Ba jinsi's home, lived a peaceful and peaceful life.
I fantasized about the beautiful fairytale world and felt an indescribable throbbing in my heart. The air around me became soft and the breeze brushed across my face like a light feather.