Chapter 651 : Calm down

If Lin Ya and I never met, then there would only be one result left between Ding Ge and Lin Ya.

That was, the breakup between the two of them was like a mirror that had been smashed into countless pieces, and nothing else would have happened.

I looked at Ding Ge, and the choice she gave me was not just for me, but for her. Was she willing to end all these years of friendship with Lin Ya herself?

I know what it's like to lose a friendship for so many years!

However, Ding Ge didn't answer my question. She just looked at me, her mouth slightly curved, and said, "All you have to do is answer me, agree or disagree?"

Ding Ge's words were like a countdown bomb. I felt my head start to swell. I heard the sound of bones. I felt like my whole body was about to crack.

It's so uncomfortable!

I was about to lose control of myself. I clenched my fists tightly and my nails were deeply embedded in my flesh, but I didn't feel any pain. My heart hurt so much. It was heartbreaking. It felt worse than being stabbed.

I took a few more breaths, looked up at Ding Ge, and said quickly, "Ding Ge, I love you. I've loved you all these years. I've never pretended to be someone else for a minute or a second. I only love you! I don't understand. Why don't you believe me?"

My body began to tremble and tremble more and more. I trembled all over and said, "I'm just... The girl and I are now... You see, this is not a good idea. I can try my best to keep my distance from the girl so that your relationship with the girl won't be affected. Besides, when the girl gets married, my relationship with her will be less natural. You are still best friends. And my identity gradually became my best friend's husband."

I'm really afraid of losing Ding Ge!

But now, I feel like I'm being cornered. I don't know, if I don't promise Ding Ge, what will she do? Will she leave me?

I was scared to death at the thought of this. I felt as if there was a monster in my chest that would tear me apart and jump out at any moment.

"Ding Ge." I called softly.

Ding Ge did not speak. She just sat there quietly, her pale face hidden in the shadows under her heavy makeup.

And I, as if I were in an ice cave, felt cold all over, as if the blood and bone marrow were all cold, without any temperature, my body became increasingly stiff.

I looked at her nervously. I had never been so nervous before.

Why did it feel like everything was going in the direction of happiness when it suddenly turned around?

I gritted my teeth. Ding Ge, are you really that heartless?

My heart was pounding, pounding like a sledgehammer, pounding hard, like a hole in my heart, and then there was blood flowing out.

Ding Ge took a deep breath and looked at me expressionlessly, "I'll ask you one last time, Xing Yun. Can you promise me never to see lin ya again?"

Ding Ge's words were like a knife, the coldest and sharpest knife made of the hardest metal in the world, stabbing me in the heart.

It hurts so much!

But this time, I really can't promise her, I can't promise her.

Her request was too outrageous. Between us, it was far from that. Ding Ge was making a decision for the sake of the impossible future. She did not realize that she was wrong.

Why is her heart so sensitive?

Why is it so fragile?

Why is she so insecure?

Why is she so distrustful of me?

In the past, we trusted each other so much. Now, it was as if a storm had suddenly fallen on our love. The flame of our love swayed in the wind and rain, dying.

I gritted my teeth, looked straight at Ding Ge, and shook my head as resolutely as she did!

I'm sorry, Ding Ge. I can't promise you.

Your request is unreasonable, wrong, wrong!

Besides, Lin Ya can't be hurt anymore. Her condition is already worrying. I can't provoke her. She's my friend. I need to protect her.

But how could I bear to hurt Ding Ge? She's my favorite person!

I love her so much that I can't wait to show her my heart. I love her with my life!

Is this the end of the negotiation?

Silence, silence once again, and suppressed in our small booth condensed, as if the water gradually condensed into ice, and the air also became stagnant.

Ding Ge's eyes seemed to sparkle. She looked up at me again and asked, "Are you breaking up with me?"

Break up?

This word is so cold and heartless that I really don't want to hear it again.

Forever!

In the flickering light, my thoughts seemed to return to the night we broke up.

That night, I said to her, "Let's break up."

I said the sentence to Ding Ge that almost killed her.

Those five words, like five poisoned arrows, pierced Ding Ge's heart.

Ding Ge smiled. I saw a tear fall from her eyes. She looked into the distance and said softly, "Do you know? Xing Yun, now I can still think of how much pain it had been since I was a child. It has never been so painful. It, unlike physical pain, is indescribable pain! I don't want to break up with you, but you want to break up with me. You shut me out. I'm so scared. I'm sitting alone outside the door. I'm scared to death, you know? I've never been so scared, so sad, so desperate!"

"I knocked on the door over and over again, trying to get you to open it for me. I don't want to break up with you. My hands are sore, the door is broken, my hands are bleeding, but it doesn't hurt at all, you know? The pain was only in my heart. I cried until I was hoarse and could not make a sound at the end. I had no strength at all. At that time, I was so pitiful. I even hoped that you could pity me and let me in. Even if it was just for me to go in, I didn't want to break up with you. I don't want to break up with you. It's too painful!"

Ding Ge's words made me lose control.

My heart ached again, as if it were the pain of pulling every nerve, as if a whip was beating my soul, as if thousands of ants were biting in my head, as if countless arrows were passing through my body.

There was cold sweat on my back.

It was as if a rope was hanging in my throat, getting tighter and tighter.

It was as if a knife had pierced the skin, pierced into the flesh, and bled out.

As I looked at Ding Ge, the past flashed through my mind. I said in pain, "Ding Ge, I don't want to break up with you. I won't break up with you either. We've been through so much. We shouldn't have broken up like this. The tragedy should be someone else, not us!"

"We are so in love, why should we separate?"

I stood up and walked over to sit next to Ding Ge. I held her cold hand and said, "Things must have eased. We clearly didn't go that far. Ding Ge, please give me more trust, okay? I'll take care of things between us. We're getting married soon. Have you forgotten?"

"We're getting married in more than a month! Let's not break up, okay?"

Please, don't break up with me, don't leave me!

I'm really scared, too scared!

However, Ding Ge didn't answer my question. She just quietly let me hold her hand. She closed her eyes, but tears still fell from the corner of her eyes.

The corners of my mouth trembled and my heart was cut like a knife!

After a while, Ding Ge gently broke free of my hand.

The two of us just sat there, as if we were the only ones left in the bar.

"Xing Yun."

Ding Ge called out my name gently again.

So familiar, so familiar, listening to Ding Ge's voice, a stream of heat flowed through the body.

"Stop it. Let's calm down for a while, okay?" Ding Ge said wearily.

She scratched her hair with her hands and looked miserable.

I froze again. Ding Ge didn't break up with me, but I wasn't in a better mood.

Calm down. What does that mean?

It was like the last struggle before the breakup, like a reprieve before the death penalty.

I don't want to calm down.

"Ding Ge, I don't want to be calm. I don't want to be calm." A chill crept down my neck and I looked at Ding Ge excitedly. My lips were trembling and I could barely speak. I tried to control myself and breathe deeply. After a while, I said," I don't want to calm down. Let's get married. Ding Ge, your id card should be ready. Let's get married. Let's open it now." Let's just register, the first one, okay?"

I almost pleaded to dinger that I no longer had any dignity.

Ding Ge said sadly, "Xing Yun, what's the use of getting a marriage certificate? If we get married in this state, then marriage is like a cage. It's better not to get married, isn't it?"

I really don't think I can catch Ding Ge anymore. I just want to do everything I can to keep him.

Xing Yun, don't be discouraged. I'm not trying to end our relationship! I just think, maybe we just need to calm down. Let's all calm down and think about it. Maybe when we figure it out, everything will go in the right direction. In the next few days, let's think about it carefully and consider it as the final salvation of our relationship. When the time comes, if the problem between us can be solved, we'll get married!"

Ding Ge's words seemed to give me confidence, but now I really have no confidence at all.

I'm scared, I'm really scared.

After so much experience, I thought we would get married smoothly after our engagement, but now it's suddenly like this. It was like a car driving on the road, suddenly slamming into a big tree!

"You go first, Xing Yun." After a while, Ding Ge said again.

I sat there numbly, feeling the blood in my body getting cold. I didn't want to leave Ding Ge. I wanted to stay with her.

But what's the use of me sitting here?

Finally, I stood up and walked slowly out of the bar with heavy steps.

The wind tonight seemed especially strong. I walked out the door and the cold wind hit me. I suddenly felt a cold war.

I was at a loss, utterly at a loss.

However, Ding Ge's last words gave me a glimmer of hope.

Final rescue!

I grit my teeth, I will definitely take care of this matter, I will use my best effort to save our love, even with my life to save it.

Just then, someone behind him shouted, "Xing Yun."

I turned around and saw that it was Fan Fan, one of the owners of the bar.

He was also my savior. Without him, I was probably lying in the hospital.

I don't know why he called me. He's always been a quiet person, and we haven't spoken much either.

But after thinking about it, I seem to understand.

Fan Fan took out a box of cigarettes, handed it to me and asked, "Do you smoke?"

I shook my head.

Fan Fan put away the cigarette.

I know that Fan Fan should be here for dinger. He likes Ding Ge. I can tell.

Sure enough, Fan Fan readily admitted, "I like Ding Ge."

He didn't hide it.

I nodded and replied, "I know."

"I've heard about you and Ding Ge." He added.

I couldn't help but smile. Now that my love for Ding Ge has become a story, I don't know why, but I suddenly don't like the word'story' because it seems to have a sad color.

How much can they know about my love for Ding Ge, even if they have heard of it?

The story between us, only we know best, they may not even hear half of it.

I didn't know what Fan Fan wanted to say, so I just listened quietly.

"Ding Ge is a good girl." Fan Fan added.

Yes, Ding Ge is a good girl.

"What do you want to say?"

"You have hurt dinger deeply and more than once, and today, she cried again. Don't you think you have hurt her too much?" Fan Fan asked.

This question is very sharp, and I really have no face to answer it.

"To be honest, I don't think you can bring happiness to Ding Ge." Fan Fan said bluntly.

I was really tired of people saying that about my love with Ding Ge, so I looked at Fan Fan coldly and said, "Whether I can give her happiness or not is not up to you!"

Fan Fan smiled and said, "I think your fate with Ding Ge is over. Now that you're together, there's only sadness and pain. I think the best outcome is a peaceful breakup. What do you think?"

"Don't you think your heart is too dark when you come out and break up with others?" I rushed forward, grabbed Fan Fan's clothes, and said angrily, holding his collar.

I was so depressed that I lost my mind when I heard Fan Fan say that.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to do anything." Fan Fan stretched out his hands and explained, "I like Ding Ge. I won't hide it from you, but I don't want anything to happen to her. She's a good girl. I don't deserve him. I don't think you deserve her either. I just want her to be happy. Don't you want her to be?"

I was stunned. I thought fan fan fan would fight me hard, and he could humiliate me with his terrifying force. I didn't expect him to say such a thing.

Fan Fan continued, "So, I'm just trying to persuade you that you loved dinger after all, and that you had her before, so I envy you. Can you bear to see Ding Ge continue to be sad and sad? How many more tears do you want her to cry? You've been through so much, and you shouldn't hurt each other anymore. That's why I said that the best outcome for you is a peaceful breakup. Only in this way will you never blush when you meet again. After all, you once truly loved each other."