make a pointed comment.

I looked at her with the bottle in my arms in amazement.

She laughed. "Maybe I'm not right. That's what I think. If you want me to say it, I will. But I'll give you some advice. It's stressful to be with Zhuo Feng. You don't always have to let go, you are you, just be yourself. Otherwise, there's no need to be tired. "

I didn't say a word for a while. Xie Jingjing is right. I'm not happy when I'm with Zhuo Feng.

This unhappiness is not that I won't laugh, it's not that I won't be surprised. It's because I'm afraid that if I annoy him, the weak nerves will separate from me. Maybe this is the reason why I care too much. I'm really careful.

Especially when I think there is a Zhuo family behind him.

I take a deep breath. I feel that the heaviness of my heart has not diminished. It's heavier.

"Don't think about it, drow. We drink." Annie pushed me.

I smile at her. Wipe the tears off your face and have a drink. All these years, the pressure on my heart is one layer after another. I never told anyone, but today. I want to say, I want to say a word.

"Annie. Jingjing, you know what. I, I used to be

At this point, the two men put down their cups and sighed.

I smile awkwardly, "I don't want to hear it. I have to say that I've been suffocating for five years. This matter has only been reported in the media and has been suppressed. It's true. You know, it's true."

"Drow, there is no need to mention the past." Anne whispered to me.

I shook my head and obstinately wanted to say everything. I pointed to my body and said, "here, I've been pinched by him countless times. It's very painful. I've been 16 years old in Zhuofeng's family, and I haven't developed here for a whole year. Ha ha ha ha ha..."

I laughed wildly and bitterly, as if the pain he pinched me many years ago still left traces on my body, which had been deeply engraved into my four limbs, making me miserable.

Two people hang their heads and don't say a word. I know I made them unhappy, but I still want to say, "second cousin pulled me away, scolded me silly, told me to run far away when I saw my father. Otherwise, he will give us injection, ha ha Second cousin was caught, pushed me away, I was so silly, I was scared silly, only know far look, listen to the cry of second cousin, I was indifferent. Jingjing, you're right. I'm selfish. I'm really selfish. Ha ha... "

I repeated the pain over and over again, but when I said I knew Zhuo Feng, it stopped suddenly.

I cover my chest. It hurts. I have no strength.

"I love him, exhausted all my methods and energy, I can't do without him, but the more I love, the more selfish I am. I can't accept that he has other people in his heart, no one, no one, no one. But he doesn't understand me. He really doesn't understand me. Ha ha ha How ridiculous. "

I hold the bottle, cold, but now I only rely on.

Gradually, I have no clear head, only know that in front of one more wine bottle, occasionally came Xie Jingjing and Annie's voice, I tilted my head, staring at, the picture blurred.

The next morning, I looked at the familiar bed in a daze. I haven't recovered for a long time. This is

Turning around, the door opened. Gu Chengfeng came in with breakfast. He looked at me and snorted, "now I'm good at it. It's amazing that I can drink without making trouble."

"Why am I at your house?"

"Annie called me and I picked you up right around the corner. Let's have something to eat. They're all watching TV downstairs. I've asked you for leave, so don't go to class today. "

“…… Oh I nodded and took the sandwich and milk he handed me. After a while, I had no appetite.

"Drink a little if you don't eat. You vomited a lot yesterday."

"Ah

I nodded, looked down at the clothes, startled, "my clothes, I..."

"Shy? I'll make a promise. I haven't seen it yet. "

Well!

I widened my eyes and smacked my tongue, which made my mouth bitter.

He said with a smile, "it's Annie who changed it for you. It's like I'm willing to look like it. Eat it quickly."

“…… Oh

Annie is a good drinker, but she didn't drink much yesterday. On the contrary, Jingjing was with me all the time. Jingjing didn't sober up, and she was lying on the sofa humming and had a headache.

I went to help her pinch her head, she hummed for a while, washed her face and it was OK.

We stare at each other and laugh.

Gu Chengfeng didn't glare at me angrily. "It's not safe for three girls to drink with me in the future."

"Good, good, male god, we will call you next time, then I can still come here to sleep."

Flower maniac.

Gu Chengfeng didn't dare to pick up the conversation. He grunted awkwardly and turned to watch TV.Xie Jingjing laughs and blushes.

At Gu Chengfeng's home, we were lazy for a long time. At noon, we decided to go back to school. Gu Chengfeng stopped us and told me, "Zhuo Feng will come later. He should come to pick you up."

When I was stunned, the washing hands stopped.

"Don't run away. When something happens, you have to talk to two people face to face. Zhuo Er, I don't mean you. You are really spoiled by Zhuo Feng now. You are not reasonable at all. "

Is that right?

I'm not unreasonable.

"Gu Chengfeng, if you don't understand, don't make random comments." Annie came over and took the clothes in my hand. "They've been scrubbed several times, and then they'll be rotten. Let's put them away. When the clothes are dry, ask Gu Chengfeng to send them to the dormitory. You can also see the beauties and Zhang Xin naked in the dormitory."

Everyone was stunned, "ha ha ha..." A roar of laughter.

Gu Chengfeng was embarrassed and grabbed his head, "does Zhang Xin have this hobby?"

"No, only occasionally. It's a coincidence that you've caught up with me, and I want you to promise me. " Annie pushed me out of the bathroom, made a sofa on my shoulder, and looked at Gu Chengfeng joking with a smile.

Gu Chengfeng blushed and said nothing.

"Tut Tut, my God is still a pure boy. I can't see it. Ha ha I like it. " Xie Jingjing's eyes make Gu Chengfeng blush.

"Well, I, I'll go to the company first. Just close the door for me when you leave." Gu Chengfeng almost ran away, and his face was still red when he left.

We laughed for a while and finally quieted down.

Xie Jingjing asked me, "Zhuo Er, really don't go back?"

I didn't say a word. I was hesitating.

"It's OK not to go back. Calm down. It's common for two people to quarrel. Don't worry. Brother Zhuo is worried about you if he wants to come here." Annie pulled my hand and patted me to cheer me up.

I said, "let's go out for a walk. I want something hot to drink."

"Yes, let's go." Xie Jingjing gets up and grabs the schoolbag.

I also subconsciously began to look for my schoolbag, looking for a circle to remember in Zhuofeng's car. In a daze, the phone rings.

"It's drogo." Annie took my phone out of her schoolbag and handed it to me.

I have a look, the finger on the red button hesitates whether to fall, the vibration of the phone in my palm is like a cat claw scratching the heart and liver, it is painful and itchy.

Annie pulls Xie Jingjing out. The only quiet thing in the room is me and the shaking phone buzzing.

After a while, the phone vibration stopped and my heart calmed down.

I missed the call again, but I almost didn't want to answer it.

"Hello

In addition to the sound of breathing inside the phone, I can hear my heart beating wildly, burst through my chest.

"Still with Gu Chengfeng?"

"Yes."

"Come down, I'm downstairs."

"Zhuo Feng, I want to..."

"Don't make a decision. Don't make a decision. Come down. Let's meet and say."