Chapter 98 - His Phobia

Lucas took a few deep breath trying to calm his fear. He exhaled and then looked up at nanny Martha. He blinked a few time to clear his teary vision.

"Nanny.. Sunshine.. she is having menstrual cramp.. please help her to soothe the pain.. Please.." he held her shoulder shaking it vigorously. 

Martha felt relax listening to his words. Earlier when he came, she felt something bad was to listen from the way he acted, but luckily it was not what she was expecting. Thank god it was not something major. She smiled and went to fetch a glass of water from the kitchen table.

"Here have this.." she passed him the glass and asked him to drink it first. Following her words he gulped the water. By the time he finished drinking the water, Martha came to him carrying a hot water bag with her," Here... keep this thing on her stomach and then on the lower back. This will help her to reduce the pain" she said and Lucas took the bag immediately from her hand.

"I'll bring the food upstairs for you both. She need to fill her stomach and take rest" Lucas nodded and rushed back to his room.

Martha saw him walked fast and a smile formed on her lips," You need to protect yourself Elena coz.... this boy have made you his life"

Martha had seen the boy grew up in front of her eyes and knew very well how he would get affected if something happens to the person her loves. 

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Lucas rushed in his room and went to his bed sitting next to her," Sunshine wake up... I need to keep this on your stomach" he said lightly tapping her shoulder.

Elena opened her eyes and laid straight on her back. Lucas kept the hot water bag on her stomach as instructed by Martha. She felt her pain subsiding a little due to the hot bag on her stomach. Lucas kept caressing her head with his one hand while the other went to hold the bag on her tummy.

"It isn't that hot right?" he asked as he could feel the warmth of the bag on his palm.

"No.. it barrable"

Elena kept looking at his face inspecting his every action. She knew had she again scared him. Even if she tried to act calm but the pain was too much for her to handle and she went on panicking him again.

She cleared the frown on his forehead with her finger and cupped his face. Caressing it with her thumb she tried to make him relax. Lucas removed his suit and and laid down next to her.

"Lucas I'm fine..."she ensured him as he hide his face in the crook of her neck. What was she supposed to do with this man? He should understand that he has to see her in this pain for every month. It was a natural thing for women's body and he is not suppose to take it as a threat.

"Hmm.." he could only hum. He needed her in his life as a human need oxygen to breath. The thought of even losing her was tearing his soul. 

Lucas knew he was overstressing with this cramp fact, but he couldn't help to feel anxious if something made her feel any pain. His body couldn't help but feel the fear building inside just by the thought of loosing her.

"Lucas its just a cramp and this will come up every month. You can't stress over this silly thing" she tried to make his understand.

"I know sunshine" he finally spoke," Even if I think to brush it off but still watching you in any pain make my heart stop beating. I just feel air getting stuck in my throat making me suffocate" he continued.

Elena wanted to get him out from this fear of losing her. She was going to be with him. She wanted to know the root for his phobia and wanted to help him to get out from it. He was a strong man and she didn't wanted to be his only weakness.. she wanted to be his strength who would be with him and help him to tackle every hardship they would face.

"I don't want to be your weakness Lucas" she said turning to look at him.

"I want to be your strength.. and I want you to be strong enough to fight with your fears" she said and pecked his lips.

Lucas knew she was saying right, but this was not in his control. He had tried every mean to make him forget his past that haunted him. But still it felt fresh in his head. His mother painful voice, her fully painted blooded body always flashed in front of his eyes. Though, everything happened thirteen years back, but the scars were still fresh in his mind and heart. And he didn't knew how to make them go away.

"I will.. I will" he said and kissed her. Her palm went caressing his heart calming it.

They pulled back from the kiss when they heard a knock on the door.

"Nanny said she would bring the food upstairs" Lucas got up and went to open the door.

Martha entered inside the room and asked the maid to keep the food on the side table. Elena got up and rested on the headrest while watching the women who was Lucas nanny.

"How are you feeling dear" Martha asked walking to her.

"Better... Thank you for the hot bag" Elena said politely. She knew Martha was a mother figure in his life and she liked her too. The old women was very caring and treated her like her own daughter.

Martha sat next to her and checked her forehead," Good that you don't have any fever. Usually women have a little temperature during their menstrual cycle" she said and looked up at Lucas. He was looking better then before which made her relax.

Passing the tray to Lucas, she stood up to leave giving the couple their private time.

Stopping at the door she turn to look back and saw Lucas was feeding Elena. She smiled and turned walking out from the room.

After making sure to fill her stomach, Lucas feed himself too. Martha had send essential oil and had asked him to massage her stomach until she fell asleep. 

Lucas made her sleep and pulled her top up," What are you doing?" she asked when she saw him taking her top up. Didn't he know that any sexual activity was forbidden during this seven days, she thought.

"Nanny asked me to massage your stomach with this oil" he said showing the small bottle in his hand.

"Oh.." 

Elena wanted to smack her head for thinking stupid things about his action.

"She said you will feel better and will have a proper sleep without any pain at night" he opened the bottle and put a few drops of oil on her stomach. 

Lucas started massaging her flat stomach with his palm, slowly moving it in circular motion. Elena was feeling better when she felt his palm on her stomach. She moaned when she felt him pressing too hard on her bellybutton.

Lucas was trying to act normal but was badly losing it. She was moaning with his every circular motion of his palm. He was starting to get hard as his monster again stood straight in his pants.

"Hmm.. Lucas I am feeling so nice" she said and again moaned making him stop his hands that were massaging her.

"Sunshine you need to keep you mouth shut" he said making her open her eyes looking down at him.

He was looking at her creasing his brows. She very well knew this look on his face. She cursed herself in her mind when reality stuck her mind.

"I- I'm sorry I d-didn't meant to do that" she said and look down on his budge.

Before she could utter a word, Lucas got up and turn to walk inside the bathroom," Sunshine I think this much massage is fine... You should sleep now" saying this he rushed inside the bathroom leaving her alone.

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Leaning on the bathrooms door, Lucas looked down at the little monster who was pointing straight in his pants.

"You need to be calm dude... she is not in the state to tame you" he said and turn on the shower. Removing his clothes and went under the flowing water. Stroking his monster he made him release and took the bath.

Coming out after talking bath he saw Elena sleeping peacefully. He walked to his closet and took his clothes. Wearing them he walked to the bed and entered the duvet. Talking Elena in is embrace me spoon her in his arms inhaling her natural scent. She was his therapy and he wanted her to be fine to keep him sane.

He was feeling content that the oil had it's effect and made her sleep without feeling any discomfort. He kept his palm on her stomach and caressed it feeling the warmth of her skin. He didn't knew women had to face so much pain every month.

He had only seen them as a pleasuring toy, but didn't knew the pain they go through while having that pleasure.

"Goodnight.... sunshine" he said and kissed her forehead before dozing of to sleep.