After resting for a few days in the hospital, doctors allowed Lu Lan to go home.
Lu Lan had lost many pounds turning into a haggard during these days. The loss of the child had hit her so hard that she could not able to cope up with this fact.
There were many times in the night, Lu Lan cried silently. She was looking forward to this child. It was her and Si Li's first child. The fruit of their love that she had lost it.
Moreover, so many days had passed and Si Li had not shown up yet.
No one knew where he went. Si Li's men had tried to find him but they did not succeed.
As a result, she became more depressing which was why she did not eat much and feel angry as well.
Angry because she felt that she wasn't important to him.
He wasn't present at the time when she heard the news of the arrival of this child nor at the time when she had lost it.
Madam Si had been staying with her all the time but she could not change Lu Lan's depressing mood.
Therefore, she brought Little Champ to give Lu Lan some company.
After hearing that his little sister would be no longer coming. Little Champ turned quieter again and did not dare to meet Lu Lan. He and Lu Lan were very excited for the child. Now they both did not know how to cope up with this sorrow.
But when Lu Lan met him, she felt ashamed.
She could not protect her child how would she be going to protect Little Champ?
Moreover, it did not hide the fact that how eagerly Little Champ was waiting for this child.
Perhaps, he had understood what she was thinking, he said voluntarily. "I don't want a little sister. She takes your love to her. I don't want any siblings, Mummy." His little hands reached out to wipe her tears as he came to stand close to her.
Hearing his words, more tears were rolled down.
"I am sorry…" Lu Lan sobbed and hugged him.
"I really don't want her." Little Champ tried to ȧssure her but his lie could not hide from her.
Soon they started crying. After a while, they stopped and Lu Lan felt a little better than before.
After getting discharged, she did not want to go back to Diamond Hills. Thus, she decided to live at her uncle's, Wang Wei, house for a few days.
Zhang Fang's behavior had been changed for her ever since Si Li had helped Wang Yan in her career.
But now if Zhang Fang would see Lu Lan at her house instead of Diamond Hill. Her behavior would turn back like she used to with her, ungracious.
That was why Lu Lan wanted to go to her parents' house in the first place. The only house, she could consider hers. However, Madam Si was worried about her and was not in favor to let her stay there alone.
In the end, she stayed at her uncle's house with Little Champ.
Perhaps, with Little Champ, Zhang Fang would not be hostile towards her.
However, something else had happened.
Zhang Fang wasn't hostile towards her instead she and Wang Wei were extremely worried for her.
Lu Lan had lost her child and was injured badly, coupled with the fact, she was losing her weight that she had turned into a skeletal. Thus, the couple was worried that by the time Si Li would come back, Lu Lan would no more.
Therefore, they called Wang Yan. She was the only one who could handle depressing Lu Lan.
In front of Wang Yan's overbearing nature, Lu Lan gave in her sorrows and trying to live a normal life again.
But how long?
Because far away, Mo Jiang was finally able to get out of his bed.
After continuous rain throughout the night, the sky finally turned clear. The clouds moved to let the sun came out.
Sunlight came like hope. A hope, Mo Jiang was holding up, that he would find Liu Juan.
Unless and until he did not see Liu Juan's dead body, he refused to be believed that she had left this world.
Although he was angry at her, in fact, very angry for trusting Liu Ruolan and ruining their blissful lives, he still loved her.
She was his life. If she was no more in this world, there was no point for him to live.
"What are you doing standing there? The doctor has mentioned you taking rest. Don't you hear that?" Si Li entered and said grumpily to see Mo Jiang standing in front of a window.
"Your doctor is annoying so I prefer not to listen to him." Mo Jiang replied back calmly while continued to look outside.
"I want to get out of here." Mo Jiang said as Si Li came to stand beside him.
"Not now. Your body is still weak." Si Li rejected him.
"Are you concern about me? Since when did you start being so caring?" Mo Jiang smirked amusedly
"Since I get married." Came a reply from Si Li.
Mo Jiang smile dolefully and asked in a melancholic voice. "Do you think she is alive?"
He was asking for Liu Juan, hoping Si Li would say 'Yes.' so that he could calm his restless heart but instead Si Li replied. "I don't know."
'At least he didn't say that she is dead.' Mo Jiang self-consoled inwardly but it did not lest for more than a second as he heard him.
"But in my opinion, she would have been dead by now." Si Li crushed all his hope in his bluntness.