Chapter 182 - 182

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The moment Lady Melissa made it in the carriage, she let out another sigh of relief.

Things hadn't gone the way she wanted today, and Lady Melissa just wanted to express her feelings and eat them.

Saying that everything that happened today was horrible would be an understatement.

And it would be an understatement to say that Lady Melissa was a mess.

Lady Melissa had to hold everything in her, to prevent herself from crying.

She couldn't cry, she thought that she had finally gotten over him, but when she saw him with her, she realized that she had never gotten fully over him.

Even if he had killed her, and betrayed her in the worst way possible, she was still in love with him.

She was in love with the man who had betrayed her without a second thought, and the man that she was going to kill.

Lady Melissa couldn't get the emotions to get the best of her, he had betrayed her, and killed her, and for that he deserved so much worse.

Everything that he had done to her, Lady Melissa needed to do to him twice.

There was no way she was in love with him right?

He, of all people, the very same man that she was planning on taking down and killing.

There just had to be no way right?

Lady Melissa thought, trying to convince herself.

Lady Melissa felt absolutely pathetic, she was still in love with the very same man who had tried to kill her.

And to top it all off, she missed him.

God, how could she not?

Seeing him after all those months without him, made herself feel something.

Lady Melissa felt as if she was a hopeless mess, she thought that she had gotten over it the moment that he tried to kill her.

Justin knew that Lady Melissa needed some time alone, so instead of guarding her inside her room, he decided he'd guard her from outside of her room.

She needed to be alone, at least for now, and Justin understood it.

Lady Melissa's sobs echoed throughout the room, not caring anymore whether the maids or servants in the Shayla estate heard them.

Lady Melissa couldn't bring herself to believe the fact that she was very much deeply in love with the Crown Prince, even after all the horrible things he had done to her.

She felt embarrassed, and ashamed at herself, how could she still like him after all those times?

First loves were always different, especially when he was her first and last love.

After she had witnessed the horrible things he had done to numerous people, including her.

Lady Melissa kept sobbing and sobbing, until she eventually fell asleep.

Lady Melissa awoke the next morning, and her nightmare was haunted by the brunette-haired woman and the Crown Prince, claiming that he'd never love her.

Lady Melissa had practically already cried out all of her mixed emotions yesterday, and it was an understatement to say her eyes were red and puffy.

Lady Melissa quickly tried to put some makeup and concealer on, an attempt to hide the fact that she had been crying last night for hours on end.

Lady Melissa needed to be strong, or at the very least act strong.

Fake it till you make it right?

Lady Melissa could cry herself to sleep every night, but in the daytime she needed to focus.

So what if she still had some lingering feelings for the Crown Prince? 

She couldn't forgiven him, he had murdered her parents as well, including all of the staff that was present on the day Lady Melissa had died.

After everything he had done to her loved ones, she couldn't forgive him.

She could forget, but forgiving was another completely different question.

How could she? No matter how much she missed his charming personality and good looks, she couldn't forgive him after everything he had done to her.

She had already prepared and sacrificed so much so she'd take him down.

Lady Melissa decided that she'd ignore all her feelings (just like what she always used to do) and use her brain instead.

She had been acting too foolish and naive this whole time, even after getting betrayed by him.

Lady Melissa was given a second life for a reason, so this time, she shouldn't allow herself to make the same mistakes she made in her past life, which was letting the Crown Prince enter her heart.

Lady Melissa composed herself, as she had just finished washing her face, looking into the mirror.

It was time for her to unleash her next part of the plan on taking the Crown Prince down.

She had wasted too much time, indulging herself in silly and stupid activities, and going to the capital and sneaking out of the manor a numerous times when she should've been focusing on the next parts of her plan on taking down the Crown Prince.

Lady Melissa looked in the mirror, she wasn't going to let herself be the dumb and naive girl she had been in her past life.

She wasn't going to allow her emotions to take control of her, this time, she was going to let her brain take control.

Lady Melissa would ignore any kind of romantic feelings related to the Crown Prince, even if it hurted her to do so.

"Lady Melissa? Are you awake yet? You have a swordsmanship lesson in an hour!"

Sophia said, loudly knocking on the door while Lady Melissa was brushing her teeth.

"Don't worry Sophia! I'm getting ready, I'll be downstairs to eat breakfast in a while."

Lady Melissa said, shouting to Sophia.

Just as Lady Melissa promised,she finished getting ready, and went downstairs, ready to eat breakfast.

Lady Melissa let out a sigh when she saw her parents sitting in the dining room.

She knew she couldn't avoid her parents anymore, as much as she wanted to, she had been avoiding the both of them more than enough these past few days, because for some reason the both of them had just randomly appeared way more times then they had been when they were busy during the previous week.

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