261 Resolution Appeared In Her Eyes

This nervousness was obviously felt by Ashton as he looked down at her, he chuckled and walked in front of her.

He placed both hands on her shoulder and he felt her stiffen. His face moved closer and Amber shut her eyes tightly.

But instead of a kiss on the lips, he planted a soft kiss on her forehead, Amber's eyes snapped open the moment she felt this.

Ashton rested his forehead on hers with a smile on his lips, "Don't be too nervous."

"I- I am not," she instantly reproved.

Ashton smiled, "Tonight or the next or the next, it doesn't matter when we do it. As long as you feel like you are not yet ready then I wouldn't push you to do it. Relax yourself and sleep well tonight, I know you are tired."

He once again kissed her on the forehead before placing a hand on top of her head and headed towards the bathroom to take a shower.

Amber watched him and she knew, she knew he was currently restraining himself. He had been restraining himself from the very beginning in order to accommodate her.

This would be her first time and she knew it would be his as well, with this in mind he didn't want to scare her of the deed because he also has no idea of how much restrain he has on himself.

If he were to hurt her tonight it would subconsciously be implanted in her body and he didn't want that despite her having such high pain tolerance.

He wanted her to be ready and accept him with her everything.

Amber bit her lip and resolution appeared in her eyes.

Ashton, of course, would love to do it now with her on the night of their wedding but he saw all her reactions on the wedding until the reception.

How much she would stiffen every time the talk would head towards that topic, he can see how uneasy she was and so he decided to wait for her instead.

They are now husband and wife, why would it matter when they would do it?

Just then he felt her arms wrapped around his waist and he couldn't help but to stiffen this time.

He can feel it, she has no clothes at all. She was hugging him with her naked body.

"It's not that I am not ready but instead I am scared."

Before he could speak he heard her spoke first, he pursed his lips and waited for her to continue.

"I am shameless in so many aspects and narcissist in so many ways but that doesn't mean I have nothing to be ashamed of as well."

She paused and he felt her took a deep breath, but this was a complete struggle for him, for when she breathed he could feel her chest being squeezed even more between her and his back.

"The way to kiss was something I learned from you along the way and this is our first night, I am scared that maybe I wouldn't be able to satisfy you at all."

Ashton sighed and Amber's embrace became tighter.

"Thalie…"

He called but she didn't release him, he could only hold unto her arms before continuing, "Doing it is not a duty for you to satisfy me or not."

"It is not what those other people call as sex. What we will do is called making love, you don't have to worry about satisfaction and all."

He felt her hands loosen and he took this chance to pull them apart before facing her.

He gritted his teeth for she looks like a lost child who has the body of a goddess. Her fair white skin and her curves that are on the right place would make any man go crazy for desire.

But that is not the case at hand right now, so he restrained himself and stared directly in her eyes.

"I love you and you love me, what we will do is something we do with our whole heart not with just our bodies. We do it because it is a way to show our love for one another."

"Performance or what not doesn't matter, what makes you happy is what matters."

Amber stared at him with her mouth partly open before slowly a smile bloomed and her radiance became brighter.

"I love you Ash," she said.

"As I love you," he answered before his lips descended on hers.

The shower was turned off and he carried her to the bed, they didn't care about the fact that they are dripping wet and the sheet will be drenched.

What matters to them now was the ones in their arms.

His lips descended from her lips to her neck, nipping and kissing a spot.

She moaned as she hugged him tighter.

His hands explored her body together with his lips.

The room's temperature rose as their bodies were heated up.

When he finally entered her, she couldn't help but feel that slight pain that should have made her wince if not for the fact that she has high pain tolerance.

Knowing this Ashton stopped his movement and stared at her face.

Amber was still breathing deeply due to the foreplay that Ashton have done.

"Why?" she asked as she looked back at him.

"Your high pain tolerance does not excuse the fact that your body was pained," he answered as he planted a kiss on her forehead.

Amber closed her eyes when he kissed her on her eyes then at the tip of her nose, before kissing her cheeks and finally on her lips.

His hands moved to hold her hand on her side bringing it beside her head before intertwining their fingers together.

The moment she was about to get drunk from his kisses Ashton started moving.

The night has just started for the both of them.

*****

Amber drowsily opened her eyes the next day, a smile crept up her lips when she saw him sleeping beside her.

The events the night before replayed in her mind and the smile became wider and brighter.

She never thought that they would reach this point.

The happiness she felt when they are together and the happiness she felt whenever he was kissing her was in an entirely different level when they became as one.

She never thought she would feel such euphoria with everything that is going on with their lives.

She propped her head with one hand as she stared at him.

She didn't touch his face with her finger but she stared at him intently.

She must admit that his body was well sculpted despite it not being bulky, it was firm and his abs would make any woman drool.

She suddenly exclaimed when her world span and she found herself under him.

His eyes staring at hers and she can see the happiness deep within them.

Her smile broadened as he caressed the side of her face.

"Have you slept well?" he asked.

He knew he was a monster last night, he didn't let her go until the dawn was about to break, and he carried her tired body to the bathroom allowing her to soak on the bathtub.

He changed the sheet of the bed before helping her clean up and finally the two of them drifted to sleep.

That is why the current time was midday.

Amber smiled lazily, "I still want to sleep."

"Then go to sleep, rest more," he whispered before planting one soft kiss on her forehead.

Amber once again closed her eyes and sleep came to her instantly.

Seeing as she has fallen asleep, Ashton carefully stood up.

They still chose a penthouse as their home in Ceres Country instead of another house, well Amber did for she was too lazy to redecorate another house when they won't be staying there for long.

Ashton cleaned up and went to prepare something for them to eat.

As he did, he made himself some coffee and looked outside the window, a smile was in his lips as he felt energized instead of being tired from their rigorous activity last night.

She said she was scared of not satisfying him but a mere moan from her, a mere touch of her fingers, a mere kiss from her was enough to drive him crazy.

He can still feel the pain from the scratches she made on his back yet that gave him more pleasure.

The deeper her nails dug, the more pleasure he felt.

This was indeed the happiest time of his life.

Looking back it was not an easy road for the two of them.

They didn't encounter that much of a misunderstanding or big fights but they had to live apart from one another more than living together.

If it were some other couples, their relationship would already have some cracks.

But that were the case for some other couples and that is not them.

The time spent far from one another made their relationship stronger and the trust for one another grew even more.