CH 238

Su Zixuan really didn’t know what to say. It was because he knew that she was uncomfortable, so he didn’t want her to know about it. If she knew, she would definitely be thinking nonsense.

“Then do you know where she went?”

“She said that she was going out for a walk, don’t worry, she’s not that vulnerable…”

“Then did she drive?”

“It doesn’t seem to be, she…”

Before he finished speaking, the phone was already hung up. Su Zixuan knew that he couldn’t find anything from Jian Ling, so he simply hung up the phone.

After thinking about it, in twenty minutes, she should not have gone far. But Su Zixuan looked around and saw no one. Su Enran looked at his anxious appearance and couldn’t help but feel a little anxious, “Dad, what’s wrong?”

Although he was small, An Ran’s sensitivity was still very high. He could sense that something was wrong with his father, and he couldn’t help but feel a little scared.

Su Zixuan said soothingly, “It’s alright, Mom is hiding from us. We can only go to dinner together if we find her. An Ran, please pay attention and let’s find where Mom is hiding, okay?”

Su Enran looked at Su Zixuan sincerely, nodded after a while and said, “Okay.” 

After speaking, he turned around and said softly to An Qi, who had been looking around, “Qiqi, brother is looking for mom. I’ll play with you later.”

An Qi looked at him with the same big eyes, as if she didn’t understand. When she heard him mention her mom, she twisted her little hand into numb petals, stretched out her hand cutely, and called out, “Mom?”

“Mom is playing hide-and-seek with us again, we have to find her, you know?” Su Enran explained patiently, he turned back and shouted at Su Zixuan, “Right, dad?”

“Yes, so Qiqi will also help out,” Su Zixuan suppressed the bitterness in his heart and said softly.

If it wasn’t for what Jian Ling said, why didn’t Yi’an answer the phone? Suddenly, an ominous premonition flashed in his mind. Could something have happened?

Thinking about it, Su Zixuan hurriedly diverted the car. No, she must be found as soon as possible, otherwise she was a weak woman…

Seeing his father’s anxious appearance, Su Enran widened his eyes and looked out the window earnestly. Suddenly, he shouted, “Dad! I see Mom!”

Su Zixuan slammed on the brakes and stumbled forward. Fortunately, Su Enran was sitting in the safety seat. He stared at Su Zixuan in panic, and saw Su Zixuan’s expression of surprise and joy in front of him. Su Zixuan didn’t say anything. After getting the car in a good spot, he left a sentence, “An Ran, wait for Dad in the car with sister,” then he rushed out to Jian Yi.

She was in the woods not far from the orphanage. She was too anxious now, the sky darkened a little, and she didn’t notice it for a while. Su Zixuan ran over with big strides, but when he was a few steps away from her, his footsteps slowed down, his throat was itchy, and he didn’t know how to call her.

He looked at her back and shouted loudly, “Yi’an…” He didn’t know what to do, he just kept worrying about her but he didn’t know what to do.

How to explain to her that he didn’t do it on purpose? He just didn’t want her to be frightened, so he told Jian Ling not to tell her about it after asking for evidence. Unexpectedly, after ten days, Jian Ling regretted it.

Jian Yi turned around. Her eyes were red, but there was no expression on her face at the moment. She looked at him with indifference, as if she was looking at a stranger.

She said lightly, “You’re here.” Her tone was soft, but she was calm.

She turned around and gave him a place. Su Zixuan didn’t hesitate to sit next to her, but saw her staring at nothingness with empty eyes.

“Yi’an, I…”

Jian Yi interrupted him and sneered coldly, “Actually, you have been laughing at me these days, right?”

Hearing that, Su Zixuan became more uneasy. He was at a loss. He turned around and tried to grab Jian Yi’s shoulder, but he moved his finger and didn’t dare to put it on, “No, Yi’an, I just I didn’t want to burden you, I…”

Jian Yi narrowed her eyes slightly. She had already cried bitterly for the matter, but then her emotions had eased. She listened to his explanation, but she already had a plan in her mind. Since he already knew her identity, she didn’t need to worry anymore.

“Since you already know that I’m not her, then let’s… divorce. I’m serious this time, I don’t want to use her identity to continue living with you, I don’t want to play another person, I’m selfish, but you don’t know how flustered I am when I wake up and a familiar person is not around me. You don’t even know how scared I was when I knew you knew…”

She laughed, her pale face was like a withered white lotus flower, weak and beautiful, and the laughter drifted away with the wind.

“I’m so selfish, aren’t I? But you don’t know the feeling of using a person’s identity and always worrying about being exposed. You could never know the feeling.” She sighed , turned her face sideways, and gave Su Zixuan a deep look, “So, let’s separate, no matter how the relationship started, now, let’s end it.”

Su Zixuan was stunned. He stared blankly at Jian Yi, unable to react. His unease finally came true at the moment, and she really wanted to separate from him.